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"I'm sorry" said ArXy again.
"Don't keep apologizing, you're not completely wrong. I also have a wrong. For now let's focus on Chia" Starla replied.
ArXy shook his head because he understood the intent said by the ex-wife. If he only asks to focus on Chia, it means he doesn't want to go back to her. That's what ArXy caught.
"Chia needs complete parents who are there for her, you know what I mean, La."
"Yes, I know. But--,"
"Marry me again" said ArXy, who again cut off the woman's speech.
"For Chia?" ask Starla.
"For the sake of our relationship too, yes, yes" please ArXy again.
Starla just smiled, not knowing what to answer with the invitation to remarry offered ArXy, The man is still the highest throne in her heart, there are still so many reasons to miss for her as well but...
"Make me comfortable with you first, will you?"
Yeah, Starla's not comfortable around her daughter's father. Never always blamed, ignored even not considered to make Starla doubt even though only advancing one step. However, his heart open steel even iron can lose with its own rust.
This is a difficult choice, just one time he failed to marry for an urgent reason and of course he does not want to repeat it again for the present time. His dream is not grandiose, Starla just wants to be happy by her partner someday that she never felt in the marriage that used to be.
"I've never felt like a priority to you, not allowed to know about you and carry out my role as your wife. In that sense of alienation I don't have a home to just exchange stories."
ArXy looked down, indeed there were no sweet memories as long as they were together for one year married first. In fact, this was the longest chat and the closest sitting they had ever had to both.
Sadly, even when Chia was born she did not exist and failed to become the first person to carry the results of her sweat on one last pine night with Starla. Only the lust he felt when doing the unification of the body, he asked for his right to be a husband but after that again felt foreign as if nothing had happened.
"What is this because Arlan, I know he is always there for you, always helping and looking after you but that doesn't mean he deserves you" ArXy protested.
"This has nothing to do with Arlan's brother, he once said 'If women only fall in love once, and if more than that maybe just like' and I'm sure he understands that, he knows I still love you though-,"
"Don't want to go back, do you?" arxy asked, hoping that his guess was wrong this time.
"It is difficult to give an opportunity, if you can love each other and have why not be together, do not waste your time if you know what I feel for you," said ArXy still reassuring.
Starla just smiled, the man never changed if he had made the same decision as when he wanted to divorce 4 years ago.
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I just don't want to argue back, argue back until I have to make you raise your tone again because it's just a trivial matter. I'm also tired of begging for attention when I'm your queen but you never treat me like the most important woman in your life. Relax, I will love you until the end but this time let your way stay with you and my path be my business..