
Today, the sun is shining brightly. The heat of the sun makes people reluctant to leave the house. However, there are some people who are required to go out or in demand to seek sustenance under the heat of the sun.
Alia who had just returned from campus immediately looked for cold mineral water to quench her thirst. After his throat was not dry anymore, he went straight up to rest. Activities on campus are very crowded, ranging from lectures in class to meetings of new student welcoming organizations later. Although it is still a long time, it must still be planned from now on to be more mature.
Alia put her college bag on the study chair then changed her clothes in a casual dress. After finishing changing clothes, do not forget Alia washed her feet and hands and sat by the window feeling the cool breeze in the hot weather.
"What's in the check again?" muttered Alia staring at her stomach. Does she have to check again with a pregnancy test kit to find out positive or not? But, he was afraid of being sad again like yesterday when he knew the result was negative.
"It seems to wait another week, how do you know late coming month like people who want to get pregnant." Alia was not ready to accept the harsh reality.
Long time Alia daydreamed about the fate of her marriage if not blessed with children, so that the woman was not aware of the arrival of Reza who had returned from campus.
Reza smiled to see his wife who daydreamed, since the matter of pregnancy in the discussion, his wife so often daydream.
"Assalamualaikum unfortunately mas," said Reza kissed the cheek of Alia made the woman surprised and immediately turned her head.
"Wa'alaikumusalam," replied Alia half-shouting.
"Well, how angry is the same?" tanya Reza pretended to sulk.
"Eh, not angry, mas. Adek just shocked earlier, anyways mas sayin salam kok ngendap, where fit again in the ears adek." Alia immediately put on a sullen face making Reza anxious.
"Eatya do not like daydreaming, later new possession know." Reza walked to his desk and put down his college bag.
"Darling I want to be so quick" Reza pinta as she opens her shoes.
"Do you want to make it?"
"Yes dear." Alia immediately rushed to the kitchen to make a fresh drink as desired by her husband. Indeed, if the heat is this is best suited to drink fresh-fresh.
Actually, Reza was not very thirsty because he had also just drank a cold drink before entering the room. This is all he did so that his wife stopped daydreaming by doing other activities that busied herself of bad thoughts.
After changing clothes, Reza immediately went down to enjoy a drink made by his wife.
"Loh adek kirain want to drink in the room," said Alia who had brought drinks and snacks on the tray.
"Eating under a yuk tree, I think it's better." Reza took over the tray.
"Just now, bring the hijab first." Reza nodded, letting his wife carry the hijab and also the usual robe used at home.
"Please wait there" Reza said as Alia climbed the stairs.
"Yes, baby."
After feeling appropriate and closing the aurat, Alia came out following her husband who was waiting for her in the front yard under a shady tree.
There, there is already a special seat and table to relax. So, no need to bring a chair or spread out a mat to enjoy the hot sun and the fresh wind.
"Bored right?" reza asked as Alia had just sat herself in the chair.
"Bored why?" ask Alia back.
"You mean, you're tired of not being home? Where are you going, or where are you going on vacation?" obviously Reza ate a snack made by the wife.
"Eum, be bored anyway. We're busy in college too, so we can't go anywhere." Alia rests her head on her husband's shoulder while eating a snack.
"Where do you want to go?" alia looked at her husband.
"Eum, I want to go to the top. Camping ala-ala that," replied Reza enthusiastically.
"So I don't like camping, I'm afraid there's a wild animal or there's a little caterpillar going into the tent." Just imagining it already made Alia shudder in horror.
"Well, what a pity dong. Masa mas go alone anyway, not exciting."
"How about if we camp in front of the house? It's more assured mas," Alia's advice does not want to make her husband disappointed.
"Eum, you can too. It's better than nothing" said Reza received advice from his wife.
"We're camping from tomorrow night, baby. Tonight, I still want to sleep on a soft mattress while curling you," continued Reza kissed Alia's cheek.
"Okey my dear." They also continued to enjoy cold drinks with a plate of snacks. Until arriving to a chat that always disturbs any moment.
"Oh yes mas, adek mutusin to wait next Sunday just a positive check what he did not. Well, just in case you don't get hurt. Next week is the end of the month. So, if you do not menstruate next week adek will check again, if menstruation means still not sustenance." Reza immediately hugged the wife did not want Alia too protracted in grief. Although he repeatedly said no problem with the results, the wife still more optimistic want to get pregnant.
"Darling, don't be too forced, don't think too much. Whatever the result, it will be. Whatever it is," said Reza trying to calm the wife who began to show signs of sadness.
"Mas don't say that, adek know if you really want to have children. Adek know that mas like children, do not say that the mass will receive whatever the result. Don't lie just as well let the heart be happy," said Alia pressed her tight chest.
"You're not lying, you're being honest about what you are. I love kids, but if you can't give, I'll be patient, baby. I will not suckle you or betray our love just for the sake of having a child."
"But....
"Shutt's. Okay, don't cry. I don't like seeing you cry gini. Instead of us crying, daydreaming is not clear, we better multiply do'a so that we are given confidence by Allah SWT to have children." Reza stroked the back of the wife who was still expressing her sadness. He will continue to accept Alia whatever the results will be and how long they will wait later.
"If so, then marry me. Adek willing to mas, adek may not be able to give you offspring. Adek willing to mingle...
"Alia!" Alia immediately fell silent not continuing her words when she saw the husband's angry gaze.
"How many times have you said there is no second marriage but ours! Whether or not there are children at this wedding, you will still love you, not with other women besides Mama and you!" resolute Reza.
"If later after we wait a few years or until we age, we are still not given trust, mas no problem. They will remain grateful. I just want a child from one womb, your womb. I don't want to, except adoption. It must be with your consent!" reza wiped Alia's tears gently.
"Stop discussed this, baby. I don't want to be sad. I want to enjoy life without having to think that without children marriage is not happy."
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