Falling in Love with Champion Qori.

Chapter 55. Thinking of each other.

After making Zia increasingly irritated Alifa also felt separated from the burden of his mind. He no longer thinks about the sermon of the son of Kyai.

Alifa neutralized her thoughts so as not to be so burdened about Gus Al's feelings.

Until night, Gus Al never called himself to ndalem just to discuss the problem that occurred between the two this morning.

In fact, Alifa actually really hopes if he can talk back with Gus Al to discuss the certainty about whether or not Gus Al waits for himself to go to college first. If you want alifa has decided to serve in the pesantren darul Huda while waiting for Gus Al finished with his education in Al Azhar. If Gus Al can not wait and choose others, of course Alifa will continue to study outside the city.

'Let's just let it all flow by itself.' Muttered Alifa over her bed.

"What is it that flows by itself, fa?" asked Zia astonished because since then Alifa just silently contemplated on her bed. But suddenly Alfah spoke to himself like he was upset.

"Ach doesn't know who said that" said Alifa relaxed and tried as calmly as possible so that Zia did not know if she thought about the feelings of Gus Al.

"Yaelah fa, still ngeles since you were like that dream. I think I think of something like that."

"Don't be like a psychic who knows people's hearts, Zia. Mending's sleeping now. Do not make any noise pitying others on sleep." said Alifa whispering. For fear that her voice and Zia would disturb the other friend who had gone to bed first.

"Yes, you honestly donk don't be alone. I've also noticed that you think someone is thinking that."

"Don't you fall in love again, fa." said Zia with origin.

"plast..! Alifa also clapped Zia's arm with a notebook in her hand.

"Ouch..! This is why sich from earlier a hobby really hit a rich thug." Zia grumbled with annoyance.

"Everything has a mouth that's in good condition don't just come off if you say. Wudhu there clean gargles so that if you talk also clean., this is not, even notmong fall in love, fall in love with everything."

"Patience or.., if not why the emotions of the soul" said Zia in a soft voice while laughing at Alifa who was upset with her speech.

"Tau ach mending sleeping." said Alifa as she tilted her back to Zia and covered her body with a blanket over her neck

Zia only laughed softly for fear of disturbing other friends to see Alifa's behavior.

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I don't know why tonight I find it so hard to close my eyes. My mind is very upset, uncomfortable and like there are things that make me anxious.

Being the son of a kyai a boarding school does not make myself acceptable to a woman easily. I realize that I am very young to get married, but I just want to justify a Sholehah woman without going out first like most young people today.

Alifa Rizky Aulia, she's the only santri Abi who is able to make myself like a madman because of her frequent thinking about her. Alifa became a santri in the boarding house Abi since she was 4 years old. Alifa looks smart because she is a santri guidance Abi in the field of musabaqoh. Alifa also became a memorizer of the Qur'an even though I knew he had not finished memorizing.

At that time I had just returned from Egypt because of vacation. I accidentally asked Abi and ummi who santri would follow the musabaqoh event. Abi also explained that his name was Alifa and was still sitting on the bench of the Tsanawiyah madrasah. Abi also told that if Alifa almost 10 years mukim in abi hut. From that moment on, I really admired the figure of Alifa. I secretly started to like her as her male to female liking. In the land of Egypt even the shadow of the charm of Alifa can not be separated from my heart. The more I want to remove him from the heart the stronger this heart wants to be with him. Especially the last I heard from ummi if Alifa had just become a champion in the provincial musabaqoh event. And strolling in the national arena. Cool is not.., indeed this mind further admires him.

Until one day when I returned to Indonesia I dared to talk to Abi and ummi if I wanted to menghitbah Alifa.

Of course Abi and Ummi were very surprised by my sudden desire. Wejangan by wejangan I heard from both my parents. How could Alifa who was still sitting in the final class of Aliyah madrasah accept me. Ummi said at that time. But how else would I give an excuse if I do not want to date like a young man today. Fortunately, both my parents understood and understood what I was saying. So he agreed to my plan with the note I can't force Alifa if she's not ready to get married.

Abi and Ummi also called Alifa specifically in ndalem. And that's where I expressed my good intentions to preach and marry her. But who would have thought Alifa was crying in front of Abi and ummi heard my good intentions.This heartache saw the person I dreamed of crying in front of her. It was so bad that I made the woman I dreamed of cry all the way.

Alifa also expressed her desire to go to college. And I asked for a lecture prayer in Egypt with me. Of course it is not difficult for a full-time student like Alifa to enter Al Azhar, but Alifa refused.

I also realized that what I love is a santri who has not even turned 17 years old. But what's wrong if this self asks her to wear the blue-eyed ring I bought from Cairo as a symbol that you really want to tie a promise to wait for each other.

Again, Alfie refused. For reasons uncomfortable wearing the ring as long as he is still in the dorm. What kind of reason is this. Who forbids a woman to wear a ring.

Alifa's rejection really broke my heart. I'm no longer able to say anything. I'm disappointed, I'm sad, I'm hurt because Alifa really made me feel like a daze.

I don't know if I don't think that's how it feels to love someone special. Which is very difficult to achieve. Even sleeping feels uncomfortable.

I want to come to the dormitory in Alifa and express how tormented this feeling is.

Is this what it feels like to fall in love?

Will Alifa also have the same taste as me?

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