Falling in Love Can't Choose

#03

*Rara's Pov

Ckiiittt....

Braackkk.....

I heard the sound of a car braking suddenly and hitting someone. When I turned around I fell silent rigidly where I stood. I saw a girl covered in blood on the street, and I saw a black dress that was no stranger to me. With a very worried face I approached the girl lying on the street. I broke into a crowd of people who were just watching and videotaping it. I turned back the girl and I felt a sense of relief immediately, without my tears dripping, but not tears of sadness. I immediately wiped my tears because now is not the time to cry. I asked people to call an ambulance immediately, I checked the girl's breath and pulse. I felt that he was not breathing but his pulse was still beating even though it was getting weaker. I gave the first aid I ever learned to that girl. After the great effort I put in, his breathing finally returned. "Huffff, finally.."murmured. A few moments later the ambulance came again and I handed over officers to handle it further. I saw clothes full of blood and shoes that missed his heels I finally decided to go home. When I stepped foot to return home, someone suddenly pulled my hand.

"Hey, ugly girl" call the guy. I turn around and look who he is, it's a jerk who kissed me without my permission. I threw his hand "heh, you again, why are you here huh? Fucking guy". "Just relax, I'm worried that you got hit earlier" he replied. 'whats?? She's worried, for what? The jerk who yelled at me without thinking about my feelings, worried about me. Oh no, it must be just bullshit, my inner self. "Why do you worry, we've only met twice and you dare to my name without permission and even you just don't know my name, I'm really gonna believe your shit" I'm fierce on him. "It's up to you to believe what not, which I'm definitely sorry about what happened earlier. Here I take you home as my apology" he also pulled me to the car park. I threw his hand "no, I can go home by myself". "Okay if you don't want to, maybe you're mistaken for a crazy person or a person who has killed. Please go home by yourself" he replied and gawked away. I chased him soon, because after I thought the words were right. I finally got her home and I didn't forget to tell Ghea that I was home. After I said thank you I gawked in without offering the guy to stop by.

It's been a week since I met the girl, oh and until now I'm still with her face. My first kiss and I think her first kiss, too, it just kept thinking in my brain. How much I want to see him again and again. Almost every day for a week I scouted his house, but what I hoped for did not materialize. I wonder if he never left the house, or if it wasn't his house. I wanted to go in but I was like a loser who could only wait. I'll find another way, because I don't just want to wait for something uncertain.

~waiting is a very tiring thing, but a wait will surely be there finally~

~patient and keep trying is the process in waiting~