Fake Nerd Is Leader of Mafia In The World TROUBLEMAKER

CHAPTER 53

again and again I have to lose

christy walton raymond

Tiii...

"PLEASE NO MORE"in Christy

Rasya's heart rate stopped, the doctor stared at Rasya's parents. As in a lightning strike in broad daylight, Christy's heart was like being hit by thousands of concrete. It hurts so much.

Christy's tears fell without warning, Rasya's diversity weakened and fell from Christy's grasp. It's over, that's what everyone thinks. The doctor had just wanted to cover Rasya's face with a white cloth, but was held back by Christy.

"wait, I want to say something" Christy said trying to hold back her slightly broken cries.

"princess" called Richard in a very slow voice.

"just a moment bang, I beg you" said Christy staring at Rasya's body.

"Yes, sorry for holding on until now. You must have felt very sick through a lot of treatment, sorry that I forced you to stay" Christy said with tears that did not stop falling.

Everyone felt sorry for Christy, especially Richard who was not strong to see his beloved sister crying. Michel is also seen staring at Christy and Rasya's pale body lying in a gurney.

"i might be late to say it, I hope you can hear what I'm saying" Christy said trying to smile even though her heart was so sore.

"i love you Rasya" said Christy with a broken cry.

"hiks hyks hyks I lost the hyx again" said Christy with her broken cry.

"Chris you have to be strong, don't cry. There is me and there are those who are always there for you" said Michel holding Christy's shoulder which trembled in tears.

"Cel he left me to torch, he went Cel hyks" Christy said sobbing looking at Michel.

Michel immediately hugged Christy's body, Christy also hugged Michel tightly. Michel knew her current girl was very fragile, wanting Michel to take her place. But destiny says something else.

Michel gently rubbed Christy's back, Michel's tears falling upon seeing Rasya's body lying stiffly on top of the gurney. This is not what Michel wanted.

"Chris, please stop crying. Poor Rasya, he must be sad" said Michel who tried to hold back his crying voice.

"i lost Cel again" said Christy, sobbing, it hurt to see a loved one gone for good.

Michel bit his lip so that the sobbing did not break, Michel could not look weak at a time like this. Michel has to be a back-up for Christy, it's Christy's toughest day. When the man she loved was gone forever.

Michel let go of his embrace and then clasped Christy's hand, he was fixed face very sad Christy. Christy did not stop crying and looked at Rasya's pale face.

"you can do it, you have to be strong there I have them who accompany you here. Believe me, you can be Chris" Michel assured Christy.

"lo must be strong Chris, there we are here" said Fara who also cried.

"we are here together" said Tasya trying to smile in front of his best friend.

"we are friends, so you will not be alone" said the Princess cheering Christy.

"sick Far, Yes, Put. My heartache" said Christy staring at her 3 best friends.

"gue tau is heavy for you" Tasya said, gently rubbing Christy's back.

"the love of Rasya, he must see you cry because of him. Chris lo has to be strong" said Fara trying to convince Christy.

"doctors take care of everything" Richard said

Rasya's safe was taken out by the doctor and the nurse. Christy stared at Rasya's face, the crying couldn't stop, Christy couldn't believe Rasya would be gone for good.

Christy clasped Richard and Michel's hands firmly. Again and again Christy's tears fell casually soaking her face. Richard and Michel Christy.

"it's a shame you have to be strong" said Siska and Megan.

"mother, mommy. Aya go ninggalin I'm a hyx" said Christy sobbing staring at the two women.

"you must be strong, son" Wijaya assured Christy.

"father's son must be strong. Princess a strong father must be strong" Raymond said trying to smile.

"daddy's father hiks hyks" said Christy with her cries.

"Rasya must be sad to see you like this baby, you must be strong" said Salma mama Rasya, who also felt devastated about the departure of her beloved son.

"aunty, Aya has no hyx" said Christy not strong enough to hold her stuffing.

"Rasya is still there baby, she is in your heart in the heart of us all" Salma said and cried in her husband's arms.

"Chris you have to prepare, son. This afternoon Rasya we will bury" said Bram father Rasya.

"yes" Christy replied

"you must be strong, there is a brother and Michel" Richard said, holding Christy's hand.

Christy looked at Richard with her own eyes. Richard immediately hugged Christy tightly, really Richard could not bear to see Christy was so fragile like this.

//skip//

Dimansion Rasya was already crowded with mourners, there was a white flag gripping at the gate of the mansion. Many chairs were prepared for the mourners.

Rasya's body lay in the guest room, Salma mama Rasya did not stop crying staring at the pale face of his favorite child. Bram always calmed his wife.

While Christy she sat beside Rasya's corpse. Christy looked at the face of the man she loved so much, it really hurt to see the person she loved stiffened with a pale face.

Christy did not let go of her hand from Rasya's hand, Christy could feel Rasya's hand being very cold and looking pale. Michel stays by Christy's side and tries to strengthen the girl.

"don't let your tears fall in front of Rasya. Poor him Chris" said Michel holding Christy's shoulder.

"Cel I hope this is just a nightmare, and not reality. I can't stand it" said Christy trying to hold back her sobbing.

"Rasya will be calm there, you have to lift Chris" Michel said, holding Christy's hand.

"Yes I beg you to come back" said Christy with a small sobbing coming out of her mouth.

Christy's tears again and again fell, Christy bit her lower lip so that the sobbing was not heard. Richard immediately sat down near Christy and hugged Christy tightly.

Richard was not strong to see Christy like this, Christy hugged Richard's body and her tears fell more and more. Richard knew his younger brother was feeling very ill at the moment, Richard could not do anything about it. It's destiny and Richard can't change it.

"princess strengthen yourself, don't be like this. Brother can't see you like this" Richard said releasing his embrace, then looked at Christy's face and wiped away Christy's tears.

"bang, he's gone and can't come back. How else am I supposed to do?"christy looked at Richard's bead.

"Rasya is already tired of the princess, let her rest in peace. Mamu had to stay happy for Rasya's sake" Richard said, clasping Christy's hand.

"Christy get ready son, Rasya's body will be buried now" said Bram holding Christy's shoulder.

"can't you be in a minute? I beg you" said Christy staring at Bram. Bram feels sorry for Christy, Bram knows his son and Christy love each other.

"well, I'll wait" said Bram and left.

"Why did you leave me? why?"christy asked, hoping Rasya would answer her question.

"why don't you take me with you Aya, we can go together" Christy said, leaving Richard and Michel a little surprised to hear Christy's words.

"princess brother please, don't say that" Richard said

"Chris you can't say that, don't you think? There are still many people who love you" Michel said

"Yes, you left me again for the hyx" said Christy and her tears broke again.

Collapsed Christy's defense, his crying broke back his heart felt very sick. I want Christy to come with Rasya. But destiny says something else.

Christy stood up from her seat and then approached Bram, Bram immediately hugged Christy. Bram knew Christy's heart was hurting, because Bram felt it too. Bram lost his only child, a child Bram was very proud of and loved, lost someone precious it was very sick.

Bram lets go of his embrace, then wipes away Christy's tears and looks fixed on Christy's eyes. Christy held back her tears as much as possible in front of Bram.

"om, take Rasya now" said Christy with a very sad face.

"if you still want to see Rasya, it's okay. Om can wait" said Bram staring at Christy.

"pity Rasya om, take him now. I don't want to be selfish in keeping him here, sorry for getting Rasya through so many obstacles" Christy said with tears falling down.

"om's lucky that Rasya loves girls like you. Do you know what? When Rasya left Indonesia, he didn't stop crying on the plane and the reason was because he didn't want to be alone. He was very funny at the time" said Bram, recalling a past that he thought was very expensive.

"you must remain happy, for your happiness is Rasya's happiness. Believe me, Rasya is still in your heart and in the heart of all of us" Bram said with a smile.

Everyone was touched by the words of Bram, Salma immediately hugged Christy and cried in Christy's arms. Christy knew for sure Salma was the sickest person compared to herself.

It must be a mother who will be very hurt when she loses her child, what else Christy knows if Salma is very dear to Rasya.

"you must keep smiling Chris, for Rasya's sake" Salma said.

"help me lift up Rasya's chest" Bram told Raka et al, Richard, and Faris.

Raka et al immediately helped Bram lift Rasya's chest. Richard and Faris also helped Raka et al.

Christy et al, Salma, Megan and Siska walk side by side. Christy was trying hard at least for Rasya's funeral today.

Ambulance cars left the Rasha mansion, there were several mourning cars following the ambulance from behind.

Half an hour into the cemetery they went to, Rasya's chest was lifted out and taken to the pit.

Rasya's chest just wanted to be inserted into the burrow, but Christy immediately held it. They all understood what Christy meant, they all put Rasya's coffin back.

Christy sat on the ground and rubbed Rasya's cheek. Christy's cry was already unbearable, Christy was so devastated that this moment was completely destroyed at this moment.

"Well, can time not be repeated? Please repeat this time, I cannot afford to be in this situation. I love you really love you, why did you leave me Aya, why. Why are you silent? You promised you wouldn't leave me, but what? Now you leave me and you can't go back. I want you to hate me, you don't want to know me anymore, I'm okay. Just don't go Aya, I can't afford it. Aya hurt me" Christy said, making everyone feel what she was feeling right now.

"Chris don't be like this, pity Rasya" said Michel did not have the heart to see Christy.

"Cel why don't I die? Why should Aya? I'm tired of Cel. I can't stand it" Christy said in tears.

"i'm moho stop saying that Chris. I love you, you know that a loved one is sick and you feel it now. Do I have to feel it too? I'm not as strong as you are Chris" Michel said with a breath of hearing Christy say that.

"you're wrong Cel, I'm not strong. Aju was tired of Cel, tired" said Christy hit his chest, Michel directly held Christy's hand.

"please don't gini Chris. Let's finish this funeral, pity Rasya" Michel said.

"burry now" Richard said.

Raka, Raja, Michel, Ruchatd and Bram went down into the tomb and also Rasya's coffin which they brought down.

They climbed up and hoarded the grave with sand dunes, Rasya's grave looks beautiful with a sprinkling of flowers that Christy gave. There are Rasya's favorite white lily flowers that Christy keeps near the tombstone, even photos of Rasya who looks very handsome attached clearly there.

Michel always held Christy's hand, Michel knew at this time Christy was very devastated. Michel is also sad that Rasya died, but Michel should look strong at least for Christy.

The mourners left the place one by one, only Christy et al, Raka et al, Richard, Faris, Bram, Salma, Siska, Wijaya, Raymond, and Megan left.

"sadly let's go home, the sky is already cloudy it will definitely rain" said Siska Mother Christy.

"what a word your mother dear, let's go home" said Megan mommy Christy.

"you go home first, I still want to be here. Just let me be here for a moment" Christy said staring at Rasya's tombstone.

"hmm well we go home first, Rickard take care of your sister" Raymond said.

They all left Rasya's meal, which Michel meant. Because Richard told, only Richard and Christy left at this time, Rickard positioned himself squatting next to Christy.

"sorry princess, forgive brother" Richard said.

"it's not your fault, don't apologize. It's all fate, I'm fine" Christy smiled at Richard.

"don't smile if your heart hurts, it breaks your brother. Crying is better" Richard said.

Christy immediately hugged Richard tightly, the anchor was Christy's defense. Christy was crying in Richard's arms.

The rain fell as if knowing the pain Christy felt, the rain fell along with Richard's tears, Richard's father cried. Richard desperately held back his tears from earlier and finally fell as well.

The rain swept away the tears of Richard, Richard and Christy soaked beside Rasya's grave. Richard couldn't see Christy like this.

"hiks hiks bang I lost again. Why should I bang" said Christy hitting blindly in Richard's field.

"crying, sometimes crying is the best solution when there is a problem" Richard rubbed Christy's head.

"why Aya ninggalin I bang, I love her. I don't want to separate from Aya, bang" Christy said hitting the mound of Rasya's grave.

"GOD WHY SHOULD I LOSE, I HAVE NOT CARVED A BEAUTIFUL STORY WITH HIM. WHY HAVE YOU TAKEN IT, THIS IS NOT FAIR. WHY IS HE THE ONE YOU BRING, WHY AM I NOT GOD. I'M TIRED, I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE" cried Christy hysterically.

Christy was like a madman, white clothes full of mud and eyes that had been swollen from crying. Christy screams at the sky hoping the creator hears her grievance.

"princess let's go home, you can get sick like this" Richard said, filling Christy's limp.

Christy just shut up and followed Richard's steps, Richard took Christy and put her in the car. In the car, Christy was silent with her blank look.

Richard's half an hour's drive to Raymond's mansion. Just now that Ruchard wanted to open the car door for Christy, the girl had already opened it herself and the road passed Richard.

Inside the mansion was Raka et al, Faris, and the four parents were sitting together in the living room. Christy just walked past them, let alone say hello glancing at the slightest no. This is what they fear.

Christy will return cold and untouchable, Michel staring at the back of Christy who is slowly disappearing from her sight.

"don't bother him first leave him alone" Richard said in a cold tone.

While Christy she entered her room and held a picture frame featuring a picture of herself with Rasya. Achristy smiled happily as if there were no burdens in her life.

Christy's tears fell over the picture frame, Christy bit her lower lip so that the sobbing didn't break again and again.

"Why don't you take me away with you, why do you go alone. It's not fair, you make me yourself again" Christy said wiping the picture frame.

"strong, brother is always beside you. You are worth more than your life, sorry you couldn't do anything. Brother is not a god who can make people who have gone back again, strong this will surely end" Richard said.