Faiths

Faiths
Part 1's



"Sasa, breakfast is ready, son!" mother's voice called Farasya Zalia, her daughter.


"Yes, Mom," replied the 17-year-old girl who soon graduated from High School. He lives with Mom while Dad only comes home once a month because he works out of town.


While humming he headed towards the dining room.


....


you're who I'm thinking of


girl you ain't my runner up


and no matter what you


always number one


.....


The song's lyrics are a favorite strand of words that Sasa first heard from his girlfriend's lips. Rizki, the captain of basketball at school.


"Slow down! I don't ask," said the mother chuckled while cleaning the leftovers on the cheeks of the princess.


"Hehe abis delicious anyway. Champion mother's cuisine," praise the girl as well as defend herself. But he admitted that Mother's cooking was always good.


"Mom, later after school, Sasa wants to go to Koh Akong's boutique to make a kebaya check. What's not yet?" he asked for permission after he finished eating.


"Yes, heart of heart. It's gone there! At nine o'clock, Tayo must be waiting at the stop."


Sasa just smiled broadly at his mother's words. After saying goodbye, he walked towards the Transjakarta bus stop which was not far from home. Today is Saturday, the streets are more relaxed than ordinary days because the average school child is already off.


Putting on the earphones, Sasa enjoyed the ride while listening to a song from JB. Yeah, he's a hard-line Beliebers. Until the end it did not feel the bus had stopped at a stop near the school.


"Mmmm, I will definitely miss this place," Sasa's inner self after looking around the school.


He set foot into the library to return a package of books borrowed a few months ago in preparation for the UN. As he got closer to the library, his ears caught a familiar voice.


"Kii, you have to say ama Sasa ASAP!"


"I know, but .. It's not easy, Clar!"


"Gue can't be this. He's the thorn in our relationship."


Hearing that conversation, Sasa's heart beat raced faster. He memorized Rizki's voice as well as Clarisa's. The best friend who was almost twelve years of school with him.


"Sasaia!" said the two together after seeing Sasa emerge from behind the wall.


"Who is a thorn?" sasa asked which made them shocked.


"Sa, I can clear it," said Rizki stammering.


"Pliss, I'm tired of gini-rich. Sa, you should know, me and Rizki next week fiancee and then we'll go to Sidney, " explains Clarisa while pulling Rizki's hand.


Sasa staggered, like there was a loud godam hitting his chest after hearing Clarisa's words. Rizki's eyes could not refute Clarisa's words. So it could be interpreted that the sentence he just heard was true. With an incredulous look he looked at the faces of two very dear people who were alternating, but looking at their faces seemed to explain that all this was true.


"So this is our parting gift?" sasa asked while wiping away the tears on the cheek .


But before Rizki can answer Sasa's question, Clarisa first landed a kiss on Rizki's lips to silence him.


"Clars! Are you kidding me!" rizki snapped which made Sasa shocked.


"Hell, what else needs to be explained? He'll know, too, right?" Pampered Clarisa hugs Rizki


"Tap-" Rizki hasn't finished talking, but again Clarisa landed a kiss on her lips.


Seeing the soap opera scene before him, Sasa could not bear it. He had to leave before his tears fell. No luck the poor girl ran away leaving those who were still hugging.


Without feeling Sasa ran to the park. Where Ia and Rizki used to run every afternoon. His crying grew so much that it burst out of his mouth.


Sasa's upset! I don't know what led his legs here, which Sasa knew, he just wanted to run away from them as quickly as possible.


But unbeknownst to the girl, there was a pair of sky blue eyes looking at her from inside the car .


"Another stupid girl!" the owner of the sky blue eyes while throwing away the nipple. Shortly after, he spurred on his luxury car leaving Sasa still crying.


The crane!


The sound of WhatsApp notification resuscitated Sasa from his daydream. I don't know how long he's been in that place. Her tears were gone, but her cheeks were still wet.


Mother: honey is finished yet kebaya?


Sasa: not yet ma'am


Mother: yes it is


Mother: the return of the heart dear


Mom: mom wait at home


Sasa: otw go home mom


Sasa set foot down the street towards the house. Pointing his head to the sky, he realized it was almost dusk. Half-run the girl towards the house for fear of making Mom worry.


"Assynolajet. Mom, Sasa's home!" The girl stood at the door of her house.


"Goddessalam!" answer me while opening the door. "Jeez Sasa. What time did you just get home?"


Without warning Sasa hugged his mother. Meanwhile, the mother simply stroked her daughter's hair without saying anything. However, the woman's instinct said something must be wrong.


Mother led Sasa into the room then kissed him on the forehead and said, "Bring first. I'll talk to you later, Mom."


After Mother died, actually Sasa still wanted to cry. But the sound of the adhan from the mushola near the house held back her tears to drip. With a limp step he went to the bathroom to refresh the body, crying all day was quite tiring.


In the dining room, Kinanti looked at her daughter without a word. "My daughter is an adult" he said.


"Mom, Sasa is sleeping yes," Sasa said after nearly half an hour just stirring the food on the plate .


"Yes, already. If it calms down, will it be a story?" persuade Mother gently.


Sasa held back as much as possible the tears to not fall in front of Mother. "Huum." That was the only word that came out of his lips.


Inside the room again Sasa expressed disappointment by immersing his face in the pillow, not wanting his crying voice to sound mother .


Outside the room, Kinanti stared at her daughter's room with pain.


"Sorry Mom, Sa. It's all mom's fault, "pinta Kinanti while touching Sasa's room door .


Hearing her mother cry and apologize, Sasa felt something strange. Sasa cleaned the tears on his face then opened the door and found the mother sitting next to the door of his room with her head down.


"Momuu!" sasa screams surprised to see his mother crying on the floor.


"Sa, it's time for Mom to tell Sasa, '" replied Kinanti staring at her daughter's face.


"Why, mom?" sasa asked in tears to see his mother crying.


"It all started when my mother was twenty. At that time I was in college ...."


Kinanti tells the origin of the love story and love struggle with Arjuna, the husband .


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