
The break bell rang a few minutes ago. Fia and Vania rushed towards the canteen impatiently as the stomach worms had already protested for food. Zoya herself chooses to spend time in the library to read novels, coincidentally the school provides them.
"Where's your new management going?"
Fia stared intently at Sean upon hearing the question, "Lo there's no intention of modusin him, right?" His hand pointed at Sean's face.
"Do you know me?" While chuckling softly.
"Gue don't want to know you can't hurt me! Friends mean that."
"What pain? I just want to stop, nothing more."
"Udahlah, Fi! Sean and Zoya will be a couple of goals." Sumringah Vania's.
"Oh Vania!!! You want Zoya to be hurt because of the paperin kept leaving Sean fit again unfortunately?"
"Lo think I'm that bad?" Annoyed Sean.
"Yes. Lo it's the jerkiest guy and the whole school on tau."
"Lo.." He heard Fia's words.
"What's? Can't accept me talking about that? Is that really a jerk?"
"Fi is ah! Shame on many." Vania said. "Lo nanya Zoya, right? He's in the perpus. Now you can go."
Sean snorted coarsely and returned to where Arka and Sandi were sitting, their table not too far from where he was standing now.
He drank a drink that had been ordered by Arka to the toilet. Looks like a person who has fasted two full days.
"Where are you going, Yan?" Ask Arka when she sees Sean leaving.
"Perpus" he answered half shouting because their distance was quite far.
"Well did he fall into the perpus?"
Sandi just shrugged her shoulders, even though she actually felt astonished at Sean's behavior.
"You read the book of death, he. Gegara Zoya continues to stumble."
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Which is the pleasure of your Lord do you deny?Batin Sean while still finding the person he has been looking for since.
"Please!" Zoya's interruption is sudden.
Sean was surprised because how did the girl know that the one who came was her? Though Sean walked very slowly so as not to make a sound and can try Zoya, but now he was the one who was surprised. Though at this time Zoya wearing a headset also looks very focused on reading books. How could?
"O-okay. I'm not moving forward." Raising both hands as if he was a criminal under siege by many policemen.
Zoya sighed in alarm closing the book and took off her headset. Then he walked towards the shelf to store back the book he was holding.
Seeing this, Sean walks after Zoya. Indeed, yesterday's incident made him crazy to not care about all Zoya's tough attitude to him. Maybe if it was another girl, Sean would want to be like this. It will only lower self-esteem as the most handsome playboy in school.
"Lo's deaf?" Zoya's circus without a cue turned her body to make their face so close because the height of the two are only a few cm.
Two seconds later, Zoya steps back to distance herself. But his body loses its balance and Sean swiftly pulls Zoya's body into his arms.
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"This heart" Zoya said in her heart as she closed her eyes. Trying to figure out what she's been missing.
Unknowingly tears just flowed. Something filled the chest cavity until it felt very stifling.
This taste - inner Zoya again.
"Sat.. There's me!" sean whispered as he rubbed Zoya's back head affectionately.
Hearing that whisper, made his heart ache even more. Like being caught between longing, disappointment, despair, and I don't know Zoya also does not understand.
Feeling Zoya's tightening embrace, Sean's heart raced. It was like a butterfly flying in his stomach. The two corners of her lips lifted illustrates how happy her current feelings are as it can be a backstop for the girl who might start to occupy her heart.
Zoya slowly breaks their arms and looks into Sean's eyes. Also slowly Sean's face approached until his breath gently swept across the surface of Zoya's face, and got closer to eroding the distance between the two.
"Thank you there never was this!" Firmly with a face holding back anger.
Zoya takes a step out of the library ignoring Sean who is frozen there.
It really made Sean stunned. The smile that was originally expanding was instantly gone, the heart that was rumbling from happiness changed with something that felt sore inside.
Not long after that Sean can regain control of himself. The sliced smile was imprinted clearly, and he realized the only one to blame was his own heart for being so weak.
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"Why you, Yan?" Tanya Arka sat down on the chair next to Sean.
"Zoya?" Ask Sandi.
Seeing Sean's inertia, making Arka very anxious. Actually what happened so that Sean who is famous for being installments and anti-charm just now looks like a desperate person?
"O dear Lord Sean Rafardhan, tell us what makes you look so upset? Love refused? Php Casualties? or what?"
"What a big defect!" The password that sits in front of them.
"Yeee, I as a man, want to help."
"Yan, why are you?" Ask Sandi.
Sean let out a rough sigh, then began to tell the story in the library earlier.
Sandi clucked, I don't know his face water can't be read. Without excuse he went out of class with big strides.
"Well, where are you going?" Ask Arka wonder.
Sean shrugged his shoulders signaling that he didn't know either.
"Gue wants to get a drink!" The point is on Arka.
"A little more time Bu Dara's lesson came in!"
"Tell me to the UKS!"
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From a distance away but still quite clear, Sean can see that Sandi is pulling Zoya's wrist carrying her steps towards the back garden of the school.
Suspicious. One thing Sean had in mind. For that he follows the direction of the departure of Zoya and Sandi.
"What do you mean, huh?" Zoya's circus jerks her hand until it breaks from Password's check.
"Lo asked what do I mean? Should I ask what do you mean by all this?"
"What the hell is this?"
"Gue knows you're smart, so you know the meaning of my sentence."
Zoya clucked.
"Gak.usah.ikut.mix!" His words are full of emphasis.
"God, Zoy! I beg you to stop! When are you going to be like this?"
"Lo never understood how devastated I was after that incident!" Zoya challenged with a slightly louder voice.
"Gue.. "
"No! You don't understand!" Cut her while sitting holding back the sound of her sobbing.
Sandi crouched down grabbing Zoya's body and clutching her. Instantly Zoya's cries broke, she returned the embrace.
"Gue fucked up, Ndi! I miss him but I can't do anything!"
Sandi was about to answer, but her eyes accidentally caught Sean freezing with an illegible look.