
Unable to hold back his madness any longer, Adrian sighed harshly back at the club'night, meeting the pimper. Hiring the teenager back, what did he do?
This time with a card, "We play rummy." he said to Merlin who had been.
Merlin clenched his forehead, too comfortable? Maybe that's how Adrian felt when he was with him, releasing all the burdens of his life. Let Lia take Jimy to their house every day. While himself busy playing cards with Merlin, can laugh and curse insulting each other with teenagers in front of him.
Body-related? Sometimes they will. Not in the name of love like the nonsense of those who cheat, hurt their partner. Adrian in the name of his heartache, but deep down, love has taken root in his heart, the feeling he is holding.
While Merlin, the woman on behalf of money, and a promise to her late father. She will give her husband her first night. The thing that kept him from taking any contraceptive drugs at all, kept it. Desiring only to marry Adrian, despite the harsh reality he only knew for a few days, the young man had a wife and two children.
"I won!!" Merlin threw his playing cards, laughing triumphantly. Clamping Adrian's face with clothes clothesline.
Only serve Adrian, no other customers served at that time. The age is too young, besides it is not like other women who are willing to sell themselves to anyone, or women from the village who bought the pimps at a high price. Merlin is treated differently by the pimp, serving if he is willing.
"You cheated!! You peeked at my card, right!?" adrian said irritatedly, pulling Merlin's nose.
"I'm not cheating!! You cruel brother!!" he said, rubbing his nose.
Until in the end, Merlin bowed down, "Son, what if I get pregnant?" ask her with trembling hands. For the last three months, they have been in a relationship, a testpack with two lines already in their pockets.
Her hopes? Of course hoping Adrian would smile, saying he would marry her.
However, not the answer he expected, Adrian seemed hesitant, sighing harshly, "It won't happen, you always take contraceptive drugs instead." he said.
"It's if... only if... if I'm suddenly pregnant how...?" tanyanya, expectantly.
But the smile on his face disappeared hearing the words coming out of Adrian's mouth."Easy, just drop it," he said take everything lightly.
The really stupid thing, responsible for Lia. However, he does not intend to be responsible at all for the woman he loves.
"Evocate ya...?" merlin asked back, forcing herself to smile.
"Yes," Adrian is still concentrating on handing out his cards."Come on you start first." he said smiling without burden.
"Good..." Merlin forced himself to smile, again hiding the testpack he was carrying. Didn't say she was pregnant.
***
Who would have thought that the things in this world were not up to his expectations. Today he returned.
"Are you sure you're going to serve other customers?" ask the pimp to Merlin.
The hands of the child who acted rashly were trembling, "Yes." he said trying to strengthen himself. Crying out? Since this morning, leaving Adrian's room she was crying.
Confused what to do, this child is his flesh and blood too right? The only remaining family member besides Adi. However, the only person who hopes to marry her, rejects the existence of the child.
Only one hope, in his messed up mind. Find another man.
That night Adrian came, asking for Merlin's whereabouts, about to rent him. The pimp clenched his forehead, "Merlin was having a guest. Better, just hire another woman, here there are more beautiful." he said.
"There's guests?" Adrian clenched his fingers irritated. Of jealousy? Maybe that's how he feels right now.
Until the young man walked full of anger, opened one by one the VVIP club's room night.
And sure enough, in one of the rooms, the underage woman was smiling, pretending to be smiling, wearing minimal clothes. Pouring drinks for a striped-nose man.
"Merlin!!" adrian said snapping, pulling his hands rough. Until he reached the hallway, several servants and people who happened to pass by, noticed, realizing a commotion.
Merlin took off her painful wrist, "Why!?" snapped it.
"Why are you serving others!?" Adrian replied his snaps were no less fierce.
Merlin let out a rough sigh, clenching his forehead,"Whose sister? What family? Husband? Don't you? Is my sister going to marry me...?"
Deadly questions Adrian can't answer. The young man can only be silent, marry Merlin then divorce Lia? Things he wanted to do, but could not do. The shares of the company he started from scratch, will be withdrawn by his family. His company that began to develop, certainly will experience bankruptcy.
Adrian is too young, doubting his own ability. Prefer to be a coward who follows destiny. Instead of trying to bounce back from zero.
The woman this time smiled, shedding her tears, "I'm pregnant, sister wants to take responsibility? If not, I'll find another man to take responsibility for." he said, giving it a last chance.
Getting pregnant? Not knowing that he should be happy or anxious. But his gaze shifted to look at where he was at this moment. Merlin might want to make him a scapegoat? It might not be his son, right?
"What's the evidence if it's my son?" tanyanya remembers not every day he came.
The pimp wanted to talk, explaining about the only guest Merlin had received so far. But Merlin prevented him, "The bottom line is, he doesn't want to take responsibility. Let it go, today I'm going home. Tomorrow find me another guest.." he smiled at the pimp.
"Merlin!!" bentak Adrian's.
"What's!? You striped-nose man!! People are not sane!!" objurgation.
Adrian laughed a little, clenching his hand. It was really painful to imagine if the woman's body was touched by another man. Until selfish words came out of his mouth, "Fire him!! Or I'll report to the police, you're selling underage women. After all, who would be the man who would hire a pregnant woman who would entrap him to get married!?"
Crying out? No, love and hate are just different, right? Merlin takes off his high heels, throws right at Adrian's head.
"PE-DO-FIL!!" finally the words full of emphasis came out as well, reminding Adrian if he enjoyed the body of underage women.
Stepping in with certainty, knowing he would be fired. However, the savings he earned while selling himself to Adrian may be enough to survive.
At that time Merlin did not have the intention to abort the child in his womb. A reason? of course because it is not yet known how thin the public perception of former comfort women.
***
Living in a slum? Not yet, the woman had originally lived in a small tenement house with a single room without a living room. A house with a rent that is paid annually. It's been paying for two full years, now the rest of the money is not much.
The rough life of a washing worker, with a little pregnancy in sight, brought up the little young master who was beginning to develop in his stomach.
Until, the owner of the contract died, his son who was said to have high religious knowledge, flattered the community came to see him, bringing some residents.
"Sorry, where's your husband!? We do not accept obscure women who carry a bad influence in our environment" polite words with a pious mouth said. However, did that person care how pregnant Merlin was? If he had to suddenly leave the house he rented for two years.
No don't you? Only false words. Eliminates the opportunity of a cheap woman to live without selling herself again.
"I'm sorry, I've paid in full for two years to your late mother. Anyway I'm pregnant, I.." her polite words from the mouth of a 16-year-old teen interrupted.
"I'm sorry, I can't return the money from selling you that my late mother used. Even though it's hot money sinning results, but I'm kind enough to give you money from my own personal wallet." he said with a soft word.
However, his late mother made him food, bought him rice, even bought his suit from the money Merlin gave him, right? How hypocritical, maybe that was what Merlin thought.
"This filthy woman is leaving, but remember this!! Your debt is still 1,900,000 out of the 1,920,000 I spent on the two-year lease. I'll charge it when we stay together in hell." he said smiling, stroking his stomach.
(Note: the value of the currency at that time, in contrast to today, was about 10 times that of then. For example, currently with 11,000 rupiah can buy 1 kg of rice. At that time with about 1,100 rupiah can buy 1kg of rice. Similarly, the value of money given Merlin 1,900,000 and with 19 million today)
The citizens that the young man brought, shouted, cursing at Merlin's harsh words. However, flattering the young man who only gave him 20,000 money. The young man who kicked a former paid woman out of his tenement unfairly. Pregnant woman carrying fetus in her stomach.
Angels are not winged? Is that the figure that the citizens admire? Absolutely ridiculous, the wingless angel who ate the money of his deceased mother, the money of the proceeds of selling himself from a filthy woman. Then give a small amount of holy money from his wallet, until again get flattery like an angel sent by God's hand. How great is this world, in the eyes of Merlin...
***
Merlin carried his belongings, walking through the crowd of citizens. No place to live, with little money.
Until finally he lived in a slum. Trying to help neighbors sell cheap KW bags. However it was also not long, due to Lia's presence.
What mistake? He never saw Adrian again, did he? But being attacked in public. Yelling at herself as an actor, the thing that made Lia satisfied.
Is it really satisfied? Merlin is currently pregnant. The kid who might be able to rival Irgi or Mike. Lia purposely pushed him to the ground.
The scorn of society, the job he did not have after being humiliated by Lia, the man who even turned his face away never wanted to know the circumstances. Wouldn't it be more convenient to work with mom? However, Adrian has already got himself fired, eliminating his chance of finding food.
His stomach felt hungry, he was still too unstable at that moment. Deciding on the worst path, increasing his sin, wanting the death of the son in his womb. Is this his fault? Why not blame the people who did not accept the change? It is the other person who makes himself the worst human being.
Consult a doctor, but no one is willing, given his age is still too young. As well as the content that has stepped on the seventh month, the child who feels active in the midst of the difficult life of the mother.
A completely rash act, the teenager thought of nothing but the death of the baby in his womb. Then hope to return to the pimps. Drinking herbs was his choice.
Sick? Of course, Merlin screamed in a house made of zinc-roofed plywood. The house he rented with the rest of his money is not much.
Blood was flowing, everywhere, the blood-stained boy was crying loudly. Somehow the child who should have died was still alive, a premature baby with a weight below normal.
Not killing him, Merlin instead smiled with a limp body. Crying looking at her son. He finally shouted for help, to his neighbor.
***
Pregnant at a young age? The great risk he got, some complications make him have to accept the reality. Doing sterilization, the only way to save his life.
Merlin simply smiled, with a stifled cry staring at his son in the incubator. The child who made him unable to have offspring any more, other than himself.
However, didn't Tomy grow up through her childhood with her mother? If Merlin really hated her, it should have been the tiny baby already dead, left starving with poor care right?
No, Merlin did hate her, but her love as a mother was greater.
No one is willing to give a job to an actor who used to sell himself at the club'night. Everyone living in the neighborhood was affected by the words of his honorable legitimate wife (Lia).
Until the end Merlin again sold his body, not allowing himself and his son to starve. Money from the foundation? Just enough to buy Tomy's needs, and rent their house like a shack.
Adrian with Tomy? He has ever done. The man was too afraid his company went bankrupt, thus refusing Merlin's request to make him his second wife. Just a second wife? Staying apart is also okay, the child needs food and clothes. It was only Merlin's wish, but Adrian turned his face away.
***
Tomy grew up well, taught to be a child who is not weak in their limitations. However, everything changed when her son was 9 years old.
Merlin was stunned, "Tumor?" those were the only words that came out of his mouth, shedding his tears. Can't imagine his son's life without his presence.
Adrian, that's his only last hope for someone to look after Tomy. But the boy loved his mother too much. Merlin deliberately treated his son badly. Hopefully, Tomy will complain to the father. Adrian will probably be pityed and take Tomy to stay with him.
The money from the foundation, in three years it was used for his treatment. His son is unkempt. A iba? However, he must have the heart, wanting his stuttering son to live happily, back to the father to have the status of a young master. Status he should have.
In these two years, nothing happened. Tomy was like a prank in Adrian's eyes. Do you know what happened when Tomy asked for a fry and was beaten by his mother's customers?
"Where's my pay!?" snapped Merlin, after giving up his body.
"There is no need to rush, beautiful." said the man, giving money.
"Go!! Hear that!! This is the last time I give you a service!! Throw your safety equipment somewhere else!! Don't fuck my house!! Take your fritters away!!" he snapped, staring hard, did not have the body of his son beaten using a clothes hanger, just because of the fry that the man had.
But he really did not have any money at all, after buying a drug that was not cheap, even to buy a bag of fried foods there was nothing. Just found out his son hasn't eaten since morning. By serving these customers, then Merlin has a little money.
***
In his untidy clothes, the woman walked quickly, after the departure of the man. Buying a packet of food, as well as bruising medicine, searches for Tomy's whereabouts. However, his steps came to a halt, sighing violently, there was a kind hand he did not know about. Giving food and treating his son.
Merlin smiled, looked at his son from afar, walked back home. Keep acting rude and indifferent, in order for Tomy to return to Adrian.
Honestly, he hates Tomy because it makes him unable to have offspring anymore. However, her love as a mother remained, wanting the happiness of her son. Given her who is unlikely to be able to raise money for surgical removal of the tumor. After he died? Where's his son going?
Until the day he got sick, only the boy took care of him. Hoping for the last time, Adrian will accept Tomy. Merlin tells the boy to meet his father on the grounds of asking for money.
And sure enough, this time it worked. The amount with the nominal fantastic money that his son brought. Maybe this is a sign that his son has been accepted by the father.
Little Tomy kept Merlin up to sleep in the chair. The mother shed her tears, stroked her son's hair softly, "Your father has confessed to you, live well with him. I'm sorry, I used the money for surgery, I want to live. Watching you grow up." said a truly selfish mother. With the wrong prejudice, thinking his son has been accepted by the father.
***
What did Merlin do afterwards? Of course, having a tumor removal operation. The rest of the money is not much, used to enter the entertainment world.
Hoping to raise his social status, to be able to pick up Tomy from Adrian's house someday.
However, poor artist management ensnared him to sell himself. Old old hands stretched out to help him, not to be disgusted at him, to protect him. A warm figure with his wrinkled old cheeks. The man who eventually became her husband.
Maybe it's a stupid word. If only they lived at the same time, if only the first man to fuck her was old hands old who returned young. Maybe Merlin will live happily, Tomy will have a father who spoils him. The impossible expectations come true, realizing they were born in a different time. The hand had been wrinkled when it was found, until it was finally buried in the ground. The man who gave her a little warmth in the cruel world, was again taken by God.
...If life comes back (reincarnation), I want to repay you. When I catch up with you, I want to re-dedicate myself to you, who always protected me....
...Want to be born in the same time as you, so that no one sneers at us, like his grandfather and grandson....
...At that time we will walk together, with our children who smile happily. The little family we have, your daughter and my son, who are also reborn as our flesh and blood....
...It's just my dream, it's not a beautiful dream......
...Calm down in heaven .. My husband's......
Merlin's...
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