Excuse me. I Choose Him.

Excuse me. I Choose Him.
Early farewell



The morning sun began to appear and radiate its rays throughout the corners, including Belvina's room. Sunlight entered through the window that was only covered by a thin white cloth, the girl began to squirm her eyes slowly opened.


"Good morning to the world". Belvina held her body.


His little pupils began to circle the room with a small smile, his eyes stopped when he saw the backpacker bag that was ready to be brought, the smile was more fluffy imagine how fun it could be to travel with Farrel, the fiancee.


"Vin, are you awake?" A voice that sounded from outside broke his daydream. "If you have, let's get out we have breakfast, baby."


"Yes Mom, Vina's coming down." Belvina's Law to her Mother.


Belvina family consists of only 3 people, namely Father, Mother, and Belvina itself. They eat their breakfast quietly at a height slightly stale in the morning.


"How do you sleep?" Ask the gentle father.


"Not at all! Vina can't wait to travel with Farrel." Belvina is excited


"Such enthusiasm, are you rarely on the same path as Farrel?" Mother Chant


"Hm, if the road is often," replied Belvina "But the same road traveling different Mom. if the road is just a matter of hours doang, but, if we travel around a city that we have never come in a few days". Belvina explains her definition of road and travel.


"Vina," The father's face changed "Farrel really loves you, right?"


Belvina fell silent in surprise when she saw the expression of her Father and Mother who were so serious waiting for her answer. Belvina smiled faintly.


"Calm Mom, Pah. Farrel was very affectionate with Vina, although Farrel was often busy with his cooperation" Belvina pacified her parents' concerns.


After he finished checking his luggage Belvina directly walked out of the room, when about to say goodbye to her parents Vina saw them talking to ART with a very serious atmosphere especially Belvina saw some suitcases standing there. Belvina slowly walked up to those in the living room, and their conversation came to a halt when the father saw Belvina.


"Vi-vina is leaving?" The father immediately moved from his seat


"Yes pah, sorry to interrupt your conversation." Belvina is very sad.


The mother stood up and hugged Belvina tightly.


"Heart well baby, healthy well."


"Calm Mom, Belvina's big don't worry too much." Belvina tried to calm down.


"Remember Papah as Momy loved Belvina." the father's words that made Belvina a little tangent.


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Belvina had a cup of hot coffee in her hand while looking at the darkness outside the window of the train.


"What the hell is that outside? very serious." Farrel leaned his head near the window


"N't be too cool." Belvina turned Farrel's face away from the window.


"Where are we going tomorrow?" Farrel sipped the instant noodles he had in his hand.


"I want to see the sunrise."Please Belvina


"Would you wake up in the morning?" Sindir Farrel


"Remain assured, there will be a walking alarm." Belvina nudged Farrel's elbow.


"Nake it." They laugh too


"In the meantime, let's get ready" Belvina exited


To the next day, Belvina woke up from her sleep and immediately took the HP that had sounded. With rudimentary eyes he opened a short message from his friend who sent him a link, when the link was opened Belvina's eyes immediately glared without a second thought she ran out of the room and immediately found Farrel who had just hung up her phone in the hallway.


"Vin." Farrel immediately hugged his lover's body.


"It's a dream, right? this must have been a dream" Belvina pinta softly.


"We need to go home now!"


Inside the plane Belvina kept biting her fingernails, her pupils moving unsteadily. Farrel who saw it moved his hand to keep the nail away from Belvina's mouth and embrace the woman's body into her embrace.


"Relax baby, everything's gonna be fine." Farrel dipped the head of Belvina.


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Arriving in front of the house. Belvina saw many of her family's belongings being transported out. Without waiting for Aba Aba Belvina ran towards her house.


"Momy, Papah." Belvina kept looking into every room.


Farrel stopped Belvina's footsteps.


"Vina." Farrel's soft voice distracted Belvina.


"They must be kidding, right? They can't possibly leave me like this, can they?" Belvina hopes what happened now is just a joke her master's people made.


Farrel put his face down "The bank asked us to get out of the house."


The sudden strong leg now collapsed, the cry of Belvina began to sound to the corner of the house that was empty.


In the car. Farrel clasped Belvina's hand, which had fallen into a doldrums, and her eyes were empty out the window.


"We went to the restaurant first -"


"I want to sleep." Cut Belvina with a raucous voice.


"Okay, we'll rest at home." Farrel followed to Belvina's wish.


Arriving at home, Farrel embraces the limp body of Belvina and leads her into the house, they are greeted by Mother Farrel who is sitting in the living room.


"Farrels." Call Farrell's mother in a cynical tone.


"Let's talk about Mah. Farrel had to take Belvina to the room." Farrel ignored his mother's gaze and continued his steps towards the room.


"Rest, if there's anything you can call me." Farrel.


Belvina simply nodded as her answer. Farrell went out of the room and walked to where his mother was.


"Farrel, why did you bring Belvina here?" Said Farrell's mother upset.


"Belvina Farrel Mah's fiancee, it's only natural that Farrel brought her here." Timpal Farrell.


"What if the person who was tricked by Vina's parents came here?" Farrell's mother whispered a little.


"That's not going to be Mah, the deceitful Vina's parents are not the Vinanya." Farrell tried to explain.


"How do you know?! if they're not gonna come here." Farrell's mother was still whispering.


"Where do you know they're coming here?" Farrell turned to ask


"The color of your relationship with Vina is not a secret, their colleagues already know." Farrell's mother was getting angry.


"Relax Mah that can't happen, they can't be here." Farrell tried to convince


"Okay, let's just say they won't be here! But how do Papah and Mamah feel? Our family also includes the victim of that scam Farrel!!" Farrel's mother pressed her last words.


Farrel paused for a moment "Beri Farrel of Mah's time, after Farrel had found a decent place to live for Vina, Farrel would take Vina out of this house. "


"Nothing!" The request was rejected outright.


"Mahs.. " Farrel again begged "A week's Mah."


"Nothing!".


"3 days Mah". Farrell raised his fingers


"No Farrel!!" Firmly the Mother


"OK", Farrel bent his knees and held his mother's hand "Farrel beg for a day this Mah, huh?"


"Aren't you thinking of Mamah and Papah's feelings? When Mamah saw Vina, Mamah remembered those who had taken away our family's money".


"Mah" Farrel weld.


The mother threw her son's hand. "It's enough Farrel, now get Vina out of this house! Mom doesn't want to see him anymore. Understand!!"


When he was about to leave, his eyes found the siluit Belvina who was standing behind the wall.


"Mama wants you to end your relationship with Belvina".


"Mah." Mah." Farrell rose from his position.


"Want her family back to how it was, Mom won't let you relate to their family anymore." After saying that, Mother Farrel just left.


"Mah!" Shouted Farrel.


Belvina who had been pecking started moving her legs into the room, she sat on the edge of the mattress and saw the backpacker who was at the end of the room. Her puffy eyes were back on heat, tears were now pouring down Belvina's cheeks, her desire to leave was very high but reality forced her to stay. The sound of footsteps approaching the room, Vina quickly laid her body down.


"Vin?" Farrel's voice made his chest feel hot. "I went inside yah."


Farrel opened the door and saw Vina's body lying face down without a blanket.


"Vin, are you asleep?" Farrel approached to make sure that his fiancee was sleeping.


Farrel pulled out a blanket to cover Vina's body.


"You have to be strong Vin, I'm sure you can get through all this." Farrel rubbed Vina's hair gently. "I promise I will always be there beside you. I love you". Farrel kissed Belvina's forehead before leaving.


After hearing the sound of the door covered with tears that began to rush out now has wet the owner's face.


The next day, Vina hears Farrel's quarrel and her parents make her feel guilty. Hp who was dead yesterday now reads, Vina takes the HP and releases the connected charger. Before long Belvina exited the room with her backpacker bag, before confronting Farrel and his family Belvina took a deep breath that continued with footsteps.


"Farrel, Aunt, Om". Sapa Vina awkward.


"Where are you taking your bags?!" Farrel approached Belvina.


Before replying Belvina glanced towards Farrel's parents who gave a cynical look. Belvina tried to pull her lips to smile.


"Lina wants me to stay with her".


"Lina's?! Why did Lina come to take you to live with her?!" Farrel suspects Belvina's reasoning.


"It's good he's going." As for Farrel's cynical mother "So we don't have to waste our energy to drive her away!"


"Yes!!" Bentak Farrel.


"Farrel," Belvina gripped Farrel's anger "In the meantime Lina came, I'll wait for her outside."


"We sara -".


"Get away, I don't want your parents' debtors coming here." Cut Farrel's Dad


"Bah!!!"


"Good Om," Belvina smiled bitterly. "Thank you and apologize as much".


"If you feel guilty cancel your engagement!" Pinta Ibu Farrel


"What do you mean?!" Farrel didn't take it


"Okay aunt, I will cancel my engagement to Farrel and will not contact him again." when I will release the tweet


"Vin!!", Farrel clasped Belvina's arm "Don't listen to what Mamah has to say."


"It's my decision, I want to end it all with you!" Belvina tried to hold back her tears from falling.


"lik! look me in the eye" Farrel strengthened his grasp.


"I don't care if you want to believe it or not, I said that clearly earlier". Belivina hoped Farrel would let go of her hand so that she could run out and cry as hard as she could.


The grip was forcibly released by Mother Farrel.


"Go quickly!" Banish the Mother.


With her face Belvina walked past Farrel who called her name.


"CHINA, BELVINA!!!". Farrell yells.


"Not to chase him." The mother hugged her son's body to keep him from leaving.


The further his steps the sound of Farrel the louder to call his name, the tears that had been held had now begun to melt. When the gate opened with tears still falling, Belvina saw a group of people rush her with paper in their hands.


"Give me my money back!!".


"Where are your parents!!"


"Give us back our money!!"


Belvina could not see clearly who was talking because the paper slapped her face. The man continued to shout and push Belvina's body to the ground, despite falling the man continued to scold her. Belvina could only sit and cry.


"VINA!!". Farrel who just opened the door shouted when he saw the condition of his lover was surrounded by many people. Belvina already had no energy to move or fight, she could only see Farrel trying to escape from her parents' grasp. Slowly Belvina's vision began to blur and darken.


"BELVINA!!!". Farrel shouted to see his lover's defense begin to collapse.


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The room was faint and blurry in Belvina's eyes, she blinked several times to restore her sight.


"Vin." Call Lina gently.


"gue where is Lin?" Belvina with a raucous voice.


"In the ER".


"Where's farrel? And that guy?"


"They left when you fainted, while Farrel he was taking care of the administration".


"Send him to go Lin!" Cut Belvina.


"Vin."Lina grasps the steps of Belvina.


"if I see him, I'm afraid I can't let him go". Belvina turned her back to Lina to cry.


Lina who saw that could only stroke her best friend's back for a moment before going to meet Farrel.


Lina and Farrel were sitting in a chair. Lina had already conveyed what Belvina had said.


"I can't let go of him Lin, let alone in this condition." Farrell refused


"I understand the Rail, but how else would conditions like this not support you, I think give your relationship time to be able to go back again like before." Lina's Advice


Farrel bowed his head "I mean I have to cancel my engagement with Belvina?".


"With rails, which you must practice your own Vina biarin first, you must calm your thoughts and feelings first. After everything is calm I guarantee there must be the best way for your relationship".


Farrell lowered his head to think.


"Okay, I follow your advice. But I ask for one thing, please take care of Vina and tell me about all that happened to Vina". Farrel asks Lina to promise.


"Okay, I'll tell you about Vina". Lina fulfilled that promise.


"Thank you, I'll take Belvina."


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Belvina went into Lina's not-so-big room.


"I'm sorry Lin, I'm so scared of you." Belvina.


"It's okay, I used to hang out at your house." Lina started providing a drink.


Belvina put her backpacker bag at the end of the room, and her eyes stopped.


"Your suitcase is like the one you own". Belvina touched the suitcase.


"It does have lo." Lina.


"Huh?! I don't want to ever take this suitcase to lo." Belvina sat in a chair close to the bed.


"That I never minjem lo suitcase," Lina thrust a glass and sat on the edge of the mattress. "Mba ART lo asked me to send this to you."


"Mba?!" Belvina turned back her memory when she was about to go traveling.


Her chest tightened when she realized that her parents were already planning their departure.


"Did the Mba tell you Momy's whereabouts?" Belvina is still hopeful.


Lina shakes her head "Mba just gave me the same suitcase this letter". Lina took the envelope in the drawer.


Belvina opened the envelope and found a small letter and note that read an address Belvina had never heard.


" Do you know this address?" Belvina handed me the note.


Lina shakes her head not knowing "Do your parents live in this area?".


Belvina shook her head "They left a house there and told me to stay there". There were tears at the end of Belvina's eyes.


Lina who saw it immediately grabbed the body of her best friend, Belvina cried as if so.


"Why did they run away from me! I'm their son, they should've taken me away." Isak Belvina's.


It's late at night the girl is still sitting and talking.


"Vin, you're leaving?" Lina repeated her question.


Belvina nodded. "Mugkin my parents are there."


"Lo won't discuss Farrel?"


"With Lin, he's also one of my reasons for moving there." Belvina smiled wryly.


"When are you going?"


"The sooner the better."


Lina nodded in understanding. "Well if it's your decision, I can't do anything but support your every decision."


"Thank you Lin."


"Good night, let's go to bed" Lina climbed onto the bed that Belvina was following.


To esokan day. Belvina is awake and ready. The newly awakened Lina was shocked to see Belvina.


"Will you go now?" Lina's voice still sounded raucous.


Belvina nodded. "Faster, better"


"Lo crazy! wait a minute, I'm ready first." Lina with her energy that has not been fully gathered was ready.


They had reached the station, Belvina was booking a ticket while Lina was busy contacting Farrel. Finally Lina sent a short message about Belvina's departure.


"Good thing we came at the right time." Belvina said that made Lina a little surprised.


"Emang why?"


"in 20 minutes the train to my destination is leaving. So no need to wait long." Belvina.


"Awhile?!" Lina was surprised


Belvina nodded. "Come"


With a heavy heart Lina followed in Belvina's footsteps.


In front of the train. Belvina hugged Lina tightly.


"Thank you Lin."


"We must often report the news, do not lose contact." Lina is sad


"Ready, I must ngabarin lo every day until lo bosen." They laugh too.


Belvina's laughter was lost when she saw Farrel running towards them.


"Farrels." Belvina let go of her embrace.


Lina stepped back. "Sorry Vin, even if you say you don't, I know your heart wants to meet him, so I tell Farrel about your departure."


Farrel immediately hugged Belvina's silent body. Lina who saw that slowly walked away. Give them privacy.


"Vin," Farrel tightened his embrace.


Belvina reciprocates Farrel's embrace. "don't go."


"Sorry." Belvina drowned her face in Farrel's arms


There was an announcement that required Belvina to enter the carriage.


"I have to go." Belvina let go of her embrace.


"Vin." Sadness on Farrel's face.


"Get yourself good." with a heavy heart "Lupain me."


Farrel clasped both arms of Belvina. "You're still my fiancee, I'll come and pick you up after all this stuff is done."


"Engga -"


"Please give your heart for me there." Cut Farrel.


Belvina could not say anything, she turned her body away and entered the carriage.


~To Be Continued


The hello. I'm Lalan my new author. Sorry if there is a wrong word and writing. please give criticism and advice so that in the future I can be better.