Ex But Married

6. Painful Speech

Wedding annulment ?

Is that really what he wants, maybe this is Za's only chance to be detached from Benny forever . But is it really the best for him, and also what about Pakde, how Za explained to his dear old man that . How about the health of the Pakde to decline again because of this problem .

Za couldn't imagine her , losing one more substitute for her parents , Za didn't want that to happen .

But this is her last chance to get away from Benny, Za sits speechless on the sofa and contemplates herself . Why could her domestic life be like this: silent, her tears dripping down her cheeks . Whether because of what she was crying , Za was confused by her mood . Without a second thought and careless step, he grabbed his suitcase and tidied up all his stuff in the suitcase .

Za looked back at his luggage and luggage that had been arranged neatly, somehow his heart felt sore and empty , his tears dripped again . Because his head was getting dizzy Za laid his body on his big mattress that felt cold .

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His foolish decision made Pakde Anfal , he had to be rushed to the hospital again . Not to mention the prickly shoes of the neighbors who made his lips, Mas Dito did not even want to talk to him . Either out of anger or busy worrying about his father .

Unlike Ms. Isma, she just kept crying and hugging him  . The woman was concerned about him . Many times mba Isma put up the body just to protect her from the ridicule of the neighbors or even the silence mas Dito .

Not to mention Benny's extended family who are now hostile towards him, blaming him for him is the cause of Sanjaya's family to bear shame .

Za got up from his seat as soon as Dito came out of the ER room, the man did not speak, but the look in his eyes radiated sadness . Mba Isma who was sitting next to her got up and approached her husband .

" Well, how did you ..." Mba Isma shook the body of Dito mas which slowly turned the floor . Za could no longer hold back her tears, when seeing the same thing also came out of Dito's eyes a very firm figure as Za knew .

" Dude...!" Mba Isma fell on the floor with her husband . Impossible , Za shook her head , there is no way it happened .

" What happened to pakde mas ..?!" Za joined in front of her brother, but Dito pushed her down .

" Go you, this is all because of you, father died !!"

Impossible , Za's world is like stopping spinning . God please wake me up if this is a dream .

Pakde died , then everyone hated him , even Dito mas also .

It's a nightmare!!

" No!!!!"

" No!!!!" Za's breath was irregular up and down, cold sweat soaked his entire body, whereas the AC of the hotel room was made as comfortable as possible .

Za just remembered she's still in a hotel room, and her suitcase is still there , it's just a dream , yeah just a dream . Za was grateful in her tears , achieved her Android phone .

At the first connection Za was immediately grateful as Dito raised a call from him .

" Yes!"

"What's deck , how do you sound like that ..? Don't say yes you're out of***** same Benny ..." Mas Dito giggled at the end there .

Za cries in silence, she is grateful that Dito still loves her, what if her dream comes true .

" Deck... Why are you silent ? Really for this reason ******* yes ...?" Dito laughed again .

" Pakde is healthy, right ...?"

" Hm.. divert the conversation ..."

" Mad, Za's serious. Pakde healthy ...?" Say Za firmly ..."

" Yes healthy, anyways what is , arrived at the phone , not obviously that .. don't say yes you fight with Benny !"

Dito's voice at the other end made Za swallow saliva, how could this man know .

" No_no..." Lie Za .

" You can't lie to Mas , dek...hayo honestly , you guys are fighting ...?"

Za nodded while crying, as if Dito across there could see her nod .

" I'm sorry Za mas, Za ga means that ..." Za sniffed a sedan in the middle of her crying .

" Here , already , don't cry like that , you should be sorry as Benny is not the same as you are "

" Yes, you know mas ..." Za rubbed a tear on her cheek .

" Do you know what ?? Don't know how to apologize ??" Za bit her lower lip, of course that's not what she meant .

" Continue ..?"

Hyng .

Still quiet .

"  Za , you didn't fall asleep ..? You are so dry you wait for you to say, what must be taught to say again ...?"

Za chuckles in response to , little guyonan masnya, mas Dito who Za knows always patiently face him .

" a mas... I mean , Za don't know Benny ad_da di_ma_na..." Stamped brick Za pronounces it .

Dito sighed at the end there ,

"Za you have seen how the household life mas and mbak you this, the household life is not easy, there is always a transverse aral, but the message mas , just as you respect your husband Za, because now you are a married woman, to your husband you must obey , call him sorry ..."

Za was ashamed to admit her stupidity, how could she possibly forget such an important thing , she had hurt her husband all this time , how much her prayers had been in vain , Za cried softly .

" Hm, instead of mewek again, call Benny, quickly apologize ..."

Za wiped her tears, "sorry mas , Za ain't got Benny's number ..."

Dito rented at the end there .

" Deck , deck why didn't you talk about that ...?"

Persekian seconds, Dito sent Benny's mobile phone contact via WhatsApp .

" Benny's number has been sent , rush call him, ...oh yes and one more message mas , try you change your call with Benny , Mas kek or whatever let look friendly..., Ok honey ..?"

" Okayo Mas Za says ..."

" Ok, take care of yourself deck , remember now you are a wife , must obey , and respect your husband ..."

Dito hangs up his call, Za immediately saves the phone number Dito sent him . Once stored in her cell phone contacts, Benny's WA connection is directly connected in her contacts, and one that Za saw , a picture of her sleeping on the plane is on her husband's WhatsApp profile .

Slightly hesitant Za pressed the call button and immediately rang at the second connection .

" Hello.." Benny's voice at the end of there .

Za gulped his saliva roughly, it felt like his throat was very dry and difficult to pronounce the word .

" Hello, who is this ?" Benny's voice again .

" a_ha...Lo...,mas...where is ?" Za gulped again, O Allah may Benny not laugh or close his call .

" I'm sorry who is this ? Do I know you ?"

" It's me mas ...., Khanza ...." Khanza closed his eyes, prepared to accept any decision from Benny .

Silent , one second passed ...

" Yes ... Sorry where ...Za wants to meet , want to talk to mas , what can ...?" Za's heart beats 2x faster .

" Don't joke ya, don't confess I'm my wife ..." Benny's voice was a little firm, and made Za add dag dig dug not koruan .

" Em...mas if you don't believe me, just switch the call to a video call ..."

Two seconds later there is a confirmation of the transfer of the call to the video call .

Za pressed the ok button and she did not know her current appearance was very supportive for her husband to see 'cause she was crying all night .

Benny's face appears on her phone screen, the background atmosphere of a restaurant is behind her husband .

" Oh, can we meet ? Somebody wants Za bullshit ..." Za ventured to look her husband in the eye , the man was acting so cold unlike Benny yesterday , Za's heart trembled a little for it , but it was all his fault . Had Benny already registered his lawsuit, thinking about it made Za want to shed another tear, but with all her might held him back .

" hc ... Can we meet ...?"

The video call signal was very slow as Za only saw a small nod of her husband & then the video call was interrupted shortly after Benny looked the other way .