ETERNAL LOVE'S

Forty-eight

"Would you like to come here?"

"I want to talk to you."

"Get out of my room right now." His impact then made Kalan close his eyes at a glance.

"I'm not going out until we talk." Chortled. Kalan is still Kalan, the stubborn man was not afraid even though the girl was angry.

"You want what the hell?" Finally the girl gave up. He's tired already. Ever since that incident happened, the girl completely avoided Kalan. Girl doesn't want to meet, she doesn't want to see Kalan's face for now.

And that's what makes Kalan feel uneasy. Three days after the incident, the girl was always difficult to meet. And Kalan will not give up just like that, until in the end when there is an opportunity, he barged into the girl's room even though some people had stopped him.

And it's like a devaju for him. Kalan once did the same thing as girls do now. He never wanted to meet, did not want to meet, and forbade girls to enter his room. Just like now, and it seems like karma is coming to him again now.

"For what happened that night, I'm really sorry." Instantly the Girl twists her body, the Girl stands in a position to defend the man now. Can Kalan not talk about it? At first glance the incident on that night came back, where at that time Kalan touched it violently and compulsively. Remembering that certainly makes the girl feel fear again.

"I know I've done something wrong." The girl is silent, while Kalan, the man will keep trying until the Girl wants to forgive him. Until he really gets sorry from the girl. "It all happened outside my consciousness."

"I beg you to come out."

"Dt ..."

"Go away, I don't want to talk to you anymore."

"But I want to talk to you. I'm not leaving until you see me now."

"Navy ..." Along with that, the girl looked over. Twisting until finally Kalan could see the face of the girl now.

When their eyes met, Kalan again felt guilty. The gaze of the girl who usually always sparkles is now no longer visible, the clear eyes that always look beautiful are now highlighting it with wounds. And it really made her feel claustrophobic as she looked at the wounded look from the girl's eyes.

"Dis ... I ..."

"Now you can go."

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, and that night I really didn't realize I was doing it."

"You think apologizing changes everything? you've ruined me, Kalan."

"I know, but I did it out of my control."

The girl threw her eyes in any direction. I don't know what he should do now. Seeing Kalan apologizing sincerely made his heart slightly touched. The girl knew the events of that night were completely out of her consciousness. Kalan was drunk, the man was under the influence of alcohol. But ...

"I'll take responsibility for what I've done to you."

"In charge?" Girl squealing. "Do you want to be responsible?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"Even if I put you in jail?"

"If it can make you forgive me. Then do it."

"What if I want to kill you?"

Kalan was silent for a moment before then his head nodded confidently. "Do it." He said again that made the girl shake in disbelief. If only the girl had no heart, she would have gladly killed the man who had ruined her life.

"I hate you." Then, the clear water like krystal fell from her beautiful eyes.

"I know."

"I really hate you, Kalan." His screams were desperate. The girl cried and unconsciously let Kalan back to hold her. The girl spilled all her anger on Kalan by flailing the chest of the man's field with both hands. Kalan just kept quiet and accepted whatever Girl did, the pain in his chest was not worth what Kalan had done to Girl. This pain is nothing, compared to the pain that Girl felt when Kalan forcibly took her chastity. That's what he did under his consciousness, and it's because of that damn stimulant drug that makes Kalan the most goddamn human being.

Hurt the girl he loved the most.

One day earlier, Kalan who was suspicious of any irregularities when the incident occurred, he ordered Bima to immediately investigate and find out what happened on the night that he slept with the girl. Apparently, his suspicion was indeed true, and was answered when Bima said that at that time it was not only alcohol that made Kalan lost control, but there was a stimulant drug in the man's body.

And Kalan was not surprised, when he found out who was behind the incident that night. The mastermind who made him feel guilty and grateful was made. Kalan felt guilty for hurting his girl. But Kalan also felt grateful that he did not touch Retha that night.

"What do you mean, Kalan?" Shake the middle-aged woman with emotion. "Don't you mess around?"

Kalan screeched in disgust as he leaned his lips upwards. "I won't continue this engagement."

"What do you mean?" Retha asked with a shrill voice.

"You asked your mother yourself why I canceled our wedding plans."

Retha, who was still shocked because of the sudden cancellation of the marriage from Kalan, she had to be shocked again by a reality that she had to respond to like what.

"Ma ... tell me that's not true?"

"A-pa? Mom couldn't have done that." Elak Desi's.

"Say, what do you mean by giving Kalan a stimulant." Oh my God ... Retha screams in her heart, she does not know why her mother could do such a shameful thing.

Desi blingsatan, his face was reddened between annoyance or restraining embarrassment. He cursed himself who could not control his mouth so that all his plans were known by Bima. Desi was wrong for taking a Kalan for granted.

"Yes, Mama put in that stimulant drug." I then made Rethah smother her own mouth with both hands. While Kalan, the man just kept silent while smiling sideways.

"Why did Mama do that?"

"Mama had to do that, so that Kalan would marry you immediately."

"But it doesn't have to be that way. Ma?" Really, Retha doesn't know. Had he known that the drink contained stimulants, of course Retha would not have given it to Kalan.

"And unfortunately, Aunt's plan didn't work, did it?"

Desi snorted, staring intently at the smiling Kalan with both hands folded in front of his chest.

"But you're going to stay married to Retha right?"

Kalan gave a smile before he said something that made the two women in front of him gaped in disbelief.

"Because of my own aunt, I was forced to cancel this wedding plan."

"What do you mean? can't you like that?" Sewot Desi grumbling.

"Because of Auntie, I have to take responsibility for others."

"A - what does it mean to be responsible for others?" Oh ... no! Don't tell me Kalan fucked another woman besides his daughter.

"Because of the stimulant medication that Aunt gave me, then I have to take responsibility." Kalan smiled faintly. "I apologize for not being able to marry Retha."

"Ka - kalan, you ...?!" Maybe this is the end of his dream. Again and again Retha had to lose Kalan back. Is this a sign that they are not meant to be together?

Why does it hurt so much?

"I'm sorry, I wouldn't break my promise to you if it wasn't for your own Mama who ended up forcing me to marry another woman."

"Who's the woman you're sleeping with?" Desi asked with a raised voice.

"Auntie doesn't need to know." Kalan smiled slanted, the man finally chose to leave the two women there. But before Kalan opened the door in front of him, he looked back and said.

"Because I know to whom I must be responsible."

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