
Because all I know is, I'll fight while you're still by my side, but if someday you want to leave. Then I'll let go with a smile. Surely at that time I was destroyed, but that's okay, because for now let me trust you without 'but'.
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A night without birdsong, only the whirring of the wind blew away the unraveling hair. I once asked the moon who kept silent in its place as if looking at me. Talking with a soft mutter was heard by my small ears.
To a heart that I show loneliness. Rooted and wrapped around the heart. He who was standing near me felt very far away, faint from a distance. He who is still there, yet seems to have left without cue.
For someone like I don't know anymore. Without giving me a reason to understand. He acts like I am not being cared for. Either I was too stupid or I was too confident, just kept fighting for him. Try every way so that he does not suffer too much when together.
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“Assalammualaikum” said three of Razzi's best friends who came to his house. “Waalaikummussalam, bentar” sahut Radha while opening the door.
Kreeek.
“Ah... sister, enter kak” greeting Radha while allowing entry. The three of them came in and sat in the guest room.
“A healthy deck?” tanya Edik so soft, “I i yes kak already, te thank you at that time brother help Radha” he said stammering.
Radha is a good, innocent child and the most characteristic of his nature is, he likes to be nervous when someone asks or calls him. He would be stammered as he spoke, and also very shy.
Jeki and Jino laughed seeing Radha who was nervous and was asked by Edik. Edik himself just smiled. She was embarrassed because her sister's friends laughed at her.
Edik who realized that Radha was really embarrassed finally he stopped the laughter of his friends. “Hey you two have already” firmly Edik. Hearing Edik ask his two best friends to stop laughing, then Radha slowly raised her head.
“Oya deck, where's Razzi?” tanya Jino, “Ka... Razzi's sister is in her room, ka brother just go to her room” said Radha who is always stammered because nervous.
“OK deh, we go there yes, makasi” said Jeki, “Sa both kak” he said.
“Hai... bebeb Razzi” greeting Jino who seduces Razzi by imitating the voice of a woman who even looks like a sissy. Sontak Razzi who heard to be amused, “Ih... what the hell lo” With a face that looks disgusted.
Because the behavior of Razzi and Jino makes Jeki and Edik laugh out loud. Razzi asked his best friend why they tumbennya play at home usually also gather at home Edik.
Razzi's questions upset his best friend, “Ya should be, but you don't see a cell phone? How many calls, chats, but no reply!” cerocos Jino is upset.
“We are worried, mana know you hang yourself right because again there is the same problem lian kecayangan” kelakar Jeki with satire.
Razzi is now silent and occasionally breathes heavily. While looking at his busy friend blabbering from being annoyed with him.
Until finally Edik again became an intermediary and made Jino and Jeki silent. After they calmed down, Edik asked Razzi why.
His disheveled face was enough to explain that he had a problem. But Razzi explains everything. His best friend was confused because between Razzi and Liandari, none of them wanted to straighten out all the problems well.
Lianfrom who was silent like there was no problem. And it was Razzi who didn't ask but instead made Lian cry. Suppose they are both open to each other and can speak well, maybe this problem will not be complicated.
Razzi continued speaking, “At that time the cave really did not understand, why the hell is he still silent?” ogre. “Makanya lo ask, do not be silent and suddenly angry” Jeki chirp while playing the game on the phone.
“True!” continue Edik who is cool to flip through his cube Razzi. “Bro... lo shadowin deh, suddenly you diethusin girlfriend without knowing anything, how does it feel? Get excited!” jeki.
“There is a saying, ‘Tak want to ask, do not know the way’ remember it bro” With firmly and confident Jino gave the wrong saying.
“Oi... salah” exciting his three best friends.
“That's true ‘Then ask perverted injalan’ b*go” said Razzi. “This is proof that his brain was embraced” Jeki sneered with a flat face. “B*ngs*t\, smart smart ass very lo Jek\, anyways same it” he said justifying.
“Everything read a lot of books, do not be busy main” cetus Edik advised, “Iya yes bavel ah” he said ngeyel.
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“Eh... No chat, from whom ya?” muttered Liantari who had just come from the kitchen by holding a glass of water he picked up the phone and opened the password. It's obvious that it's from Razzi. “Haah..” Lianfrom the shocked
at the same time happy to see Razzi chitchat him and ask to meet.
“Haa.. haa.. hahahahahaa finally” her happy laugh.
With a tapered finger he replied to a message quickly, “Iya, I there” reply Liandari. “Wear what clothes ya” Busy Lianfrom unpacking the contents of his closet and while choosing to cross Lian's mind to give this happy news to his best friend.
Lian stopped picking clothes and sat on the edge of the mattress while waiting for her two friends to pick up her cell phone. Lianfrom made a video call with caca and mirza.
“Hei Lian” greet Caca, “Hai also... Ca, Mir I have happy news” he said so happy. “Wih... happy very lu” said Mirza who yawned, “Of course the cave is very happy, you know not, know enggak” he said that was so excited.
“Oke... calm down first, what is it really like?” tanya Caca, “Razzi Razzi hahaha, I guess Razzi won't chat me after the incident last afternoon” Liandari who spoke so fast was happy.
“But wait for Li” firmly Mirza, “Ya apa” with a smile. “Siang earlier that boy made you cry, and this afternoon you are as happy to meet him?” cetus Mirza is still upset with Razzi.
And he was also surprised how could Liandari happy, not yet a day but angry, disappointed, sad like faded with just a few sentences that ‘ingin meet’
“Oh it...” said Lianfrom slowly with a slightly sad face. “Hei Mir.. why are you getting started again. Maybe with this meeting can finish the problem” Caca cetus who does not like to see Lian
wistful.
“I'm nothing Ca. Besides I don't care about what happened this afternoon, which I want to just go back to how it was, I don't want to see that Razzi that day, this afternoon, I want my old Razzi, the pain forget it. provided we can return as usual.” softly while smiling sweetly.
“huff... it's up to you deh Li, the important thing is not to cry again just” said Mirza, “Iya right said Mirza, later if there is anything to say ya” said Caca, “Any bos” said Liantari smiled.
“Wait for me, I came” muttered Lianfrom getting ready with a smile that did not come off his face.
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Razzi had arrived first and while waiting for Lian to come he sat on the bench of the park while thinking. Should he immediately ask why he lied or just lure it and wait for him to tell himself.
What feeling of joy can be described? Is there someone who can help you paint? If anyone do it! Because I can't explain it anymore, so take care of it with a painting. But myself, no one helped paint! So, maybe I'm the one who'll describe this feeling in the heart. I'll carve and paint very beautifully and deeply. Lianfrom.
“Eh eh eh... This is the car why, why stop suddenly? Ahh.. I don't know about machine” muttered Liantari.
He got out of the car and called the mechanic. He looked left and right, but no taxi or taxi passed. If he waited any longer he might actually be late and Razzi might be gone.
Lian actually wanted to call Razzi to pick her up, but she felt bad. “How yes!” the panic. “Have a walk,” thought Lianfrom.
Without a second thought Lian left her car and walked quickly, occasionally running around small to fast to the safety where she made the agreement. It was still one kilo meter away.
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May.
By: Marisa Delvia
To the glitter of the night that only comes when the twilight sinks,
To the night that clutches in the moonlight...
I'm fragile with reality, though,
The truth that always slaps me when I forget...
The slap I got many times, I got,
Until it bruises...
I can't take it anymore, can I m*ti !!!!
Caca closed his poetry book and let out a breath, “Haahh... “ breaths of Caca.
“Marisa Delvia! The poems he said per he was ordinary but felt deep, I just read them
just sometimes can feel the tightness of the poem” said Caca while flipping through the book of poetry.
Kringg.
He opened his eyes wide and read back the writing on his phone.
“Haha... actually it turns out” Caca picked up his phone, “Ya Jino, what's up?” ask directly without further ado because
nervous and shocked.
“I want to take you on the road, want to not?” jino said, “Ja ja ja jalan?” said stammering. “Eh yes, can't ya?” tanya Jino rather feel bad, for fear of disturbing, “Can be able to, send chat only, later I go there?” caca is excited.
“No need, I pick up now yes, you are ready okay” tell Jino, “O okay, yes bye” cetus Caca directly
agree.
“Lian you are like a lucky snail for me” thought Caca, and he rushed to open his closet.
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Hah. haaahh.. ah ah ah. Liantari's breath was panting because he finally ran very fast. “It has arrived, finally” said Liandari gasping while holding the garden gate.
Lian entered the park and saw him around the park, where razzi was and, “Razzi!” call Liandari. Razzi turned his head and waited for Lian to come while running small.
“Sorry lama” said, “Ya is nothing, here sit” said Razzi while patting the bench. Lian smiled and sat down next to Razzi.
“Lian” call Razzi, “Ya” answer with a smile. “I'm no more pleasantries yes!” said Razzi who looks serious, “Eh... he means?” liantari said confused by the current situation.
Breath is not regular, but Razzi has started with serious fashion.
“Then go to her core only, there's actually something I'm thinking about and it's very hard to remember, so I want to
asking the same of you, I hope you can be honest” exclaimed Razzi who was so seriously staring at Liantari.
“Oh okay, what?” asked Lian who was completely confused.
“Is there something you covered up from me?” With his sharp eyes looking at Lian without any
slightest smile.
“What the fuck is this Zi? What am I covering up?” abugn. Liantari did not think at all that Razzi meant about him lying and instead walking with Dion.
“Why did you ask me? Isn't it you who should know very well” Razzi that is starting to ketus
because he felt until now Lian still did not want to tell him, or at least make excuses even though it was a lie, what Razzi wanted was explanation and clarity.
“I was very happy when you invited me to meet, I ran a distance of one kilo meter. But when it comes instead of you asking why I'm slow? Why am I panting? Why am I sweating? Am I okay? Or at least let's solve our problems at school and make peace!” he said he was getting upset.
Continue Lianfrom, “However now? Introgation? What am I wrong? If there's a SAY!” shouted Lianfrom at the end of the sentence.
Because at first he was really happy but why even like this. This made him very upset and kept talking. "At first I came here to make peace, I want us to be okay, and there's something I want to tell you, but it turns out we're still like this.
“Li... Where are you going?” call Razzi who saw Liandari leave after speaking and yell at her.
“Pulang” Somehow one word ‘pulang’ that was said in her tiny lips Liandari sounded very cold in Razzi's ears, and made him peg behind Liandari.
“Let's talk well first, don't be like this, let's sit again Li” said Razzi. “Already! If you want to talk carefully why not from the beginning!” liantari turned to look at Razzi with tears that had soaked her cheeks.
Nyutt.
“sick once had to see him cry again” In the heart of Razzi did not expect that he would make Lian
crying again.
“I drive home ya” take Razzi while holding Liantari's hand. Lian quickly slammed into Razzi's hand holding it.
“DO NOT APPROACH ME” exclaims Lianfrom which again sounds very cold. Liantari left after saying so.
While Razzi was silent in his place, he felt he had made a big mistake now. Because all this time Liandari is not the type of woman who is angry. But this time he shouted and spoke very coldly to her.
This was the first time Liandari was so angry with him, even if Liandari was angry, it was not until the most few minutes she had smiled back. Now different! Razzi has really made a mistake and crossed Liantari's line.
In the middle of the road he walked very quickly with tears that never stopped. And suddenly.
Jgeeer.
Not long after the rain began to fall. Tes... tes..pain was raining and finally fell heavily.
While walking Liantari continued to babble indistinctly, “Ku curse you rain, may you feel the feeling that I think” screamed in the quiet streets and he only heard the sound of rain that kept falling.
“Why it should rain anyway, the car is damaged, and the streets are so quiet hiks hiks” lirih Liantari while crying. Inevitably Liantari kept walking in the rain.
Razzi, who is still at the park, still feels guilty and sorry. “I'm a fool, what have I done anyway, akh” With the rain that accompanies him he sits on the bench of the park while taking a hairjack.
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Tin.
Caca opens the door, “Hai” says Caca. “ready? Yuk jalan” take Jino while patting the seat behind his motorbike.
Along the street they were both very quiet. There is no conversation between them and, upon arrival at the destination. “Jewelry store?” said Caca wondering, “Iya” replied Jino briefly while pulling Caca's hand into the store.
“Ca... try to select deh” tell Jino, “I? Why?” said confused.
Regardless of Caca's question, Jino still told Caca to choose. Finally Caca's eyes were fixed on a very beautiful necklace with round and star motifs.
“This” says Caca shows the necklace he chose to Jino. “Month and star?” ask Jino. “Yes moon and stars" replied Caca.
“Why months and stars?” jino asked curiously, but the necklace had actually also attracted Jino's attention from earlier when Caca was still choosing.
“Because the moon and the star is one of the most beautiful creation of the almighty” With a soft-looking facial expression.
“Try to wear, beautiful enggak” said Jino who paired the necklace on the neck of Caca without asking. While Caca was silent, Jino looked at Caca carefully and she smiled and reopened her necklace.
“Cantik, Mirza must be very happy with this necklace” he said Jino made Caca surprised. “Mirza?” tanyakanya.
“Oh yes I haven't told you! I actually want you to help me choose a gift for Mirza, because I don't know about jewelry, besides you are also her best friend, your choice is definitely not wrong”, said Jino, who made Caca happy today destroyed.
“In the meantime he'll have a birthday and I'll give you this necklace, on that day I'll shoot him” Jino said, leaving Caca wide-eyed.
“You choose Ca, which you like” he said, “No need, I don't really like jewelry” Caca pretext which at that time really hurt.
“Makasi ya Ca, and for the time being keep it a secret first about me who want to shoot Mirza and the prize” pinta Jino, “Ya, yuk tahun” said Caca in a low voice.
“It turns out it's still like this!” In Caca's heart.
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