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Bereft...
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“is this a dream?” a strong question, and a question that cannot be answered
“farhan, what is it exactly?” tanya pasha pulled the small end of the shirt belonging to Farhan, the man was as shocked as his pasha
Farhan still has a wife
“innalillahi wa inna ilaihi raji`un” farhan murmur and then hug pasha in her arms
Farhan cried hugging his sister-in-law, while the pasha was still equally confused and shocked, no one could explain an incident to the man
Rangga from a distance came, with a pasha face walking towards the pasha
Hugging the man in his arms, asking to be patient and steadfast was sincere what happened
“may indeed this is the destiny of working for you son,, steadfast your heart, sincerely the departure of your wife and child.” muttered rangga trying to strengthen the pasha.
The man was invited to stand, invited to walk to the corpse which is now ready to be covered in his face
“what is this exactly?” ask pasha with a smile and a few tears
“ini kidding?” he asked everyone there
“ma, pa, what is this really?” pasha asked with laughter
“can someone tell or build me from my dream?” tanya pasha stood up, shouted and even laughed in disbelief at what she saw and witnessed
“pasha...” call his father now
“he is your wife, child, father and mother-in-law You” calls his father out loud now
“this is not a dream son..” continued his father then hugged the pasha tightly and returned to crying as he pleased
A slow falling cry and wetting the face of the pasha,
The crying thread just fell down, though,
He's sitting crying all the time now,
“you left me without saying goodbye?” ask the empty soul
“you left me alone? Didn't you promise me last time wasn't this?” pasha asked
He hugged his wife, asking full questions
“you said, saying goodbye without husband's permission is a very big sin!?” continued
“I never let you go, I never did! And even you brought our son with you!” pasha complained to Syifa
“you're evil! I never meridhoi you go without saying goodbye to me fa! Back back! Take our son! Bring mom and dad! Back!” pasha's emotions now cry as much as possible while hugging the body of the syifa
“I'm not sincere you go.. You go without my permission.” continued pasha crying as she pleased,
“just look at your daughter” continued pasha's father, and now
He was lifted a shroud so small and did not feel heavy
He cried hugging, telling sad stories and complaining to children who did not have time to meet him
Alternately pasha looked at all the corpses, and changed into all-black clothes
Taken his ablution and pray it for a moment, he,
He took the Koran, and began to read every letter, every verse to his wife, child and all the bodies that were there (especially to the Muslims)
There is nothing more useful than reciting the Quran, reciting verses and suras to accompany the departure of a loved one to his or her grave
There is no use for crying, they have returned to the creator, returned and take responsibility for every action in the world
This is a true reminder, death
This is a reminder that will actually lead you to the faith you believe in,
True they say, prepare yourself to meet the creator, we do not know how a life we end, which must do the best, be good for man and servant
Every deed will be paid in the hereafter, in His supreme court
“izin am I the priest for the last time for my wife and children, become a priest for the laboratory that is now in front of us” pinta pasha, pinta pasha,
Stiffly, he stood up and raised his hand
“syifa…
I don't know what really happened, it's really hard to let go,
I really don't want to be left behind, and you even brought all our families without my knowledge
You left a lot of deep wounds, though,
Meet God, meet and my responsibility can now only pray for you, give you the best prayer that God can offer to you, our son, and my in-laws…
Although it is too late, I forgive all the mistakes I may have ever accepted in my mind, even though it will never be, but I want to give you a ridho
I remember with your message, all the living will return to Him, taking responsibility for every action of his life,
It feels like time is so fast passing, time yesterday I still persuade you to accept me, it is indeed you got a marriage proposal already, but the proposal of death is also not far from you, too,
It was complete when you told me about your pregnancy, but so much pain you gave me, and now…
Meet God, may all your sins be forgiven and you be put in the best place by His side, in the garden of the garden of heaven promised by Him, for all I know, you are the best teacher I have ever met, the paradise of love I have found in His Ridho, and inshaallah is the rib that I ask for the division of destiny…
Go back to Him,
Syifa, I meridhoi mu”
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Warm regards
Ismi hana rizky
