Episode 1's

Episode 1's

This story will tell about a girl who is old who is looking for a halal partner but never met. Until finally the girl was desperate and wanted to end her life because she thought that her soul mate might be death.

The poor girl named Kiren thought for a moment as despair approached her. He asked himself if he really did what he did.

For a moment Kiren fell silent and pondered and said, "O Allah, if my soul mate has taken me first, may I follow"

"So great is Your secret about my soul mate, that you should come" Kiren cried incessantly.

"hikzz hikzzz My soul mate, is still on the verge of two difficult questions, namely between being a match with death or the One whom You predestine for me, O God" Kiren kept grumbling wondering between those two things between death or the One He was destined for.

A few minutes later...

"I'm going to pick you up, my soul mate" said kiren as he climbed up the river stairs as he wanted to end his life.

When Kiren was about to jump into the River where the water was rushing, someone pulled his hand and said "If you want to end your life have you asked what practice you prepared so that you are so easy to face the Encyclopedia" asked the man who pulled out Kiren's hand so as not to jump into the River.

"Let go of me, I don't want to live in this cruel world, and it's full of question marks I'll never know" Kiren replied shouting as he tried to take his hand off the man's hand.

But the more Kiren tried to pull his hand the more he pulled Kiren so as not to fall into the River where the water was very heavy.

"Hikzz, hikzz why you should help me let me die, I'm not strong enough to answer my own questions, and the questions of neighbors, friends, especially my own mother who is pregnant, I'm not strong enough to answer my own questions, giving birth and raising me as big as I am now" asked Kiren as tears continued to drench his chubby and cute cheeks.

"Patience and calm yourself first, Suicide is a thing that God hates because it precedes the destiny set for it" replied the man trying to calm Kiren down.

"Fuck all that, no one can understand what I'm feeling right now" Kiren replied annoyed at the words of the man who tried to advise her.

"God says: La yukallipullah hunafsan illa us'aha (God will not give more weight than his people), Why do you not believe in the words of Your Lord who has delivered you" The man said with astonishment at the woman he helped and wondered what kind of problem was the woman facing so desperately???

But the man did not want to ask the woman about the woman's problem because if she asked it could be that the woman would continue to dissolve in her sadness.

Until suddenly the woman said like a madman and shouted as loudly as "My fool where are you?? pick me up, I'm tired of waiting for you" shouted the woman in front of the man who suddenly shocked the man and finally found out what caused the woman to commit suicide.

In his heart the man said, "It turns out to be frustrating because of his soul mate who never came to pick me up" the man murmured in his heart.

The woman said again "Which cloth will be worn first in my body this fabric when, or a beautiful wedding dress???" kiren asked himself as he rubbed his tears that continued to fall.

For a moment the voice was silent The man and Kiren were both silent.

The man said to Kiren "Take care of yourself don't try to do the self-tub again, well I have to leave immediately because the patient is waiting for me in the hospital because I have to do surgery right away" The man said as he left Kirin in a hurry.

After a short distance the man's car drove...

Kiren was pensive to mourn for himself who could-can be so desperate, only because of his soul mate who has not come, but he knows if the soul mate, fate, death has been determined with whom, God has determined, when and where before we were brought to earth.

So should we complain about that?

It was written in the far reaches of mahfudz long before we were born into the world and we have been able to accomplish that in the womb of the mother .

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After a long time kiren sat pensively he got up and moved away from the place to his house where his parents had been waiting for him since earlier in front of the house.

Kiren immediately hugged his elderly mother with shiny gray hair.

"Kiren, why are you son?" asked her mother in a soft tone while rubbing her son's hair, and the appearance of her wrinkled face was very worrying about the only girl.

"It's okay mah, just a little cape ajha because abis works overtime" Kiren replied lying so that his mama did not worry about his ruined state because of the question that was often asked him about when to marry?

"But how do your eyes look so swollen?"Ask her mother while looking at her daughter's eyes.

"Owchhh, this is ma'am, it was on the way of the entry of small animals and Kiren kucek so it became gini, rich people cry so it happened"Kiren replies to lie again to cover up the problems he faces from his mother because Imarin does not want his mother to know that he is sad.

"Yes already if so, we go in yok want to change your clothes right from the morning you wear it, the smell of acem mama's son ihh" Ledek mama.

"Ihhh, what's this mama? Is kiren still fragrant?" Sahur Kiren to his mother.

"Udah there take a shower so that the smell of the acem does not spread to the entire room of the house" said his mother exploded again.

"Yes yes yes my beautiful mama binti endut" said Kiren teasing his mama who has a fat body.

A moment after Kiren finished bathing, he came back to the face of the man who helped him and awakened him when despair heard people's questions about him.

Who is that guy???

Will the two men be reunited next time and become a halal couple????

Hello Readers!!

That's a little footage of the story of Kiren waiting for his halal partner who never came to pick him up.

Which makes Kiren continue to wonder about where his soul mate is why so long come many times dating but never go to the guarantee even a very cruel betrayal he received.