Enough, I'm the Only One Who's Sick

prologues

I want Him to go far, I don't even think He exists even though He tries to make Himself.

Not that I'm selfish, but circumstances that require Me to be like this.

Alicia Keys

As far as He goes I will always be behind him. Even though he hates me, I don't have a problem.

From loved ones.

Life may be the hope of people wanting to be happy even though sometimes there is already happy, but we do not know whether it is happy or pretending to be happy.

Expecting people to love us is natural, but with all the things that have happened to me, do I deserve to expect more?

The strands I said may now mean nothing to you, but remember one thing regret is indeed the beginning of kindness, but not as beautiful as the beginning. I want you to always be happy.

For you it's all over but for me it's the beginning of the end.

It's hard to convince someone who doesn't even know who we are, but how else is this fate.

For this guy it's normal but for me it's incredible.

Violence is no longer an extraordinary thing for me, let alone done Same person I love so much.

Maybe this makes him happy, I don't mind.

I Crumpled When She said "what good is I to give birth to you, I'm so sorry to have delivered you from my womb, I hate you fucking "

My tears changed When I saw And heard with my own eyes that I had lost everything.

........

Instead of complaining that the rosebush is full of thorns, be happy that the thorn bush has roses.

"hi, what are doing here? "

Alice heard faintly the voice of someone asking why she was here. Without a response alice closed her eyes to feel the wind blowing on her face.Alice felt the calm here, the place where she stands now.

Alice loved this cold air. As if it would be cold to fly him to the dream house, where his wishful thinking is located.

***

Someone was upset because the question was not piqued in the slightest by the girl in front of him, did not lose his mind He began to bring his face closer to the face of the girl. Feeling an intoxicating fragrance for him. Exhaling into the girl's face, the girl opened her eyes, raising both eyebrows as if saying "what's wrong? "

Seeing no response from someone in front of him, the girl continued her activities that were delayed a few seconds earlier. Closing your eyes imagines a perfect life, even though He knows that nothing is perfect in this world.

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Pov someone

I felt a soothing scent, only this time I felt like flying was carried by an intoxicating fragrance.

I'm getting closer and exhaling my breath to his face He suddenly opened my eyes I was transfixed to see how beautiful those eyes were, the clear blue sea water It was so beautiful.

He raised both of his eyebrows as if saying "what's wrong? "

I'm so fascinated with her eyes I'm silent not warting, I'm nervous to see those eyes. For some reason I saw the burden of covering him, I could feel his circumstances, but I don't know why I can't believe that He has a burden.

A beautiful, gentle, kind girl has a heavy burden? It's really impossible. But who knows? .

Suddenly he's back in his world again, meme

bbb close your eyes as if with It He feels better.

But this kind of situation is not good for Him. How not He sat Next to the mound of earth that was on the edge of the Hill beside him filled with big tree trees.

Especially now that the day has begun to morning, you imagine a long-haired girl wearing a black shirt, jeans hair is left to sit beside the mound of land to raise her head against the sky closed her eyes.

I don't know what this girl's thinking. Early in the morning there was a public funeral.

"hey, are you okay? " just ask him. He kept his eyes closed as if I wasn't here.

"sorry to bother you, but you'd better go home. The air is not good for you right now, I know you're sad but this is not the way. You can come back later in the afternoon "I'm advising him with words that suddenly come out of my mouth.

"as well as you, the current air is not good for you either "

He responded to me, I'm glad he wants to say back to me.

"I was just visiting" I said

"so do I "he replied.

"but it's not good for you, it's really cold "

"and so do you ", he answered

I was getting upset to see his response just like that.

"do you have no other words than you?"

"so are you "

"arrggh, you're "exciting me to him when He replies again with Kata as well as with you , I'm pulling hair in frustration because of it.

A second after that I saw Him chuckle And smile.

"that you can smile as well, I guess you can only say so with you "

My insinuation to him while emphasizing Kata is also with you.

He chuckled again, Instead of feeling insinuated He just smiled showing off his white Teeth That is.

"you're funny" he said.

HUH!!! A funny? Funny where he tried it, though,.

"funnydid you say? " i was kind of yelling "just right"

"hmm" He nodded his head.

"you're the occupants of this graveyard complex, right? "tanyaku.

You know how he responded? Really sucks.

He just shrugged his shoulders, though,

"what's your name? "i asked him, but he just looked at me the next glance took his eyes off again.

It seems like I'm just the wind here for him, not even if there's a good response for me.

***

Alice has moved from her most comfortable place in the past 3 years.

Alice felt that when she was lost her burden. The place where he poured out all his grievances to the person who used to always look after him. But now that he felt alone, there was nothing else he felt that made him more alive.

"huft tiring "his inner said.

But what power, alice can not do anything, if alice turn then the mother will be sad. That'sallthatis.

"okay alice, you must be excited to show your most beautiful smile. Go through today with a smile of "alice spirit on himself.

Alice smiled wryly as she remembered that no one gave her any more spirit.

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"hi alice, where are you going? I waited a long time to know? "

"sorry yes ra, I was kebelet "alice has just arrived at her appointment place and zira, zira is alice's best friend from childhood. But they only met again 1 year ago, because they had separated because alice had to move.

"have you, Papa, shall we start now? "

"well, I don't dare to be first, you know I'm lice"

"you always do that, yaudah deh, you will enter if I call "

"iye,, iye,, "

alice's breathing was a little harsh to relieve her nervousness.

Alice began to step foot into a room that was nuanced black and white.

Check cheque

"all of you, big brother, come back again, is there anything you miss? "

"hallo kak alice,, really miss alice" as well as the children there full of excitement

Alice smiled seeing their response like that, what a simple happiness it was, just seeing them happy.

"not got anything for you guys"

"what sis"

"curious huh?? Guess what, okay? "

"okeeee alice's sister "simultaneously they replied, seen from their faces that showed enthusiasm..

"clue is sweet first, let's anyone know? "

A little girl raised her hand"I know, sis, must be a gulali, sis? "

"em em" alice wiggled her index finger, left right,"mishe meisya, does anyone know anymore? "

"sugulaaaa"

"brown""

"chewing gum, brother? "

"wrong again"

"i know that sweetness is always a shadow, surely alice is the sweet because alice always I remember "answer the little boy with the funny innocent face.

"huuuu huuu "

Cheers of other children.

"unch, brother, moved, it felt like crying "

Suddenly someone hugged alice and stroked her back "sister don't cry dong, later we cry too loh"

"yes sister" all the children approached hugging alice together.

Alice was happy to see their attention to her. ...

Alice feels comfortable with them, they are able to make her feel grateful what life really means.

Alice felt she was nothing compared to them. They can laugh with the family they have now.

All destinies have been determined god Alice is only able to run all this. However the process to a good life can make her feel lost from everything, alice knows they have felt what she felt, but maybe the chronology is different.

They can get up why not alice?, thought alice,

Alice is as capable as they are even though her desire is greater than the effort she has put in so far.

Alice hastily blot out the tears,

He stood "okay sister-sister kuadarin that earlier huh? "

"yes sister alice" the spirit of children who are enthusiastic about the game I made.

"well, the second clue is pretty, though,

Does anyone know? Besides sweet, beautiful"

"the flowers, brother? "

"flowers where sweet fool "sohut aldi one of the kids there.

"is the language so?, aldi is a good boy, can't you say that"he's gentle, so he doesn't feel sad.

"sorry brother aldi is wrong" sorry aldi to me.

"yeah, ngak papa, do not repeat again yes di, see alya he became sad because of aldi's speech earlier. Didn't you want to see aldi's friends sad?"

"yes brother, aldi promises not to repeat again, alya sorryin aldi ya, aldi promises sweet nih.hehehe" aldi showed his pinky marked that he would no longer repeat his speech earlier.

"yeah brother, yeah, he's good too"

"wow must be a friend of brother huh? The one in the back corner, who wears a long-hair white shirt? "

Suddenly everyone in this room turned his head towards the direction appointed by one of the children there.

Ish, why zira there anyway, make the heart want to be dislodged, kirain there is a ghost, my mind.

"eh, zira why do you go there huh, right belom cave call to play just in anyway? "omel alice on zira, kesel dehli zira has not been called as well, has been playing in, suddenly in the corner again..

Zira is just a grunt with an innocent look..

"yeah, fail deh suprise kak alice" said aldi.

"yes, sorry, suprise sisters have failed" I'm sorry with a sad face.

"yes, "disappointed they are.

"no papa kok sis" their spirit suddenly.

"yeah while brother's friend is here brother introduce yes, he's brother's best friend carried "

They laughed because I said zira bawel supported by the expression of zira who pouted her lips. It looks funny like that.

"his name is azira layna putri, adek-adek can call brother.." My words were cut off because of zira.

"call lala, okay? "

"okay lala's sister"

"sook cute lo ra "

"let's say, they're on the lisp, rather than them calling the cave kak zila, you think I'm crazy what, yaudah mendingan lala, it's cute rich man "

I was expressing my face like a vomit person.

"whichever crackle, I want to throw up "my act.

"kresek no more, the crackle has changed the same as the biobag" ketus zira, wiih, the smart zira cram too.

"that's already craved, how will it be combed doi try, ketus period continues anyway" rayu alice, while poking her finger to her chin.

"hahahahhaha" they laughed, why? Is something funny, huh? There is nothing funny feeling..

"sister alice is the same sister lala funny deh "said randi but her laughter is still there.

"sister funny? You guys are really cool, brother is funny, unyu cute"

"rich marmot" my sambar is glutinous on her..

Once again their laughter broke out, I was really happy to see them laughing.

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