Engagement Smp, Marriage High School
the broken glass
today is the 11th day of the 12th night, for my sister
who lost his life sign.
everyone started to think of my sister as being forced to live because of my parents' love.
I honestly think the same ,
"my brother would still be alive if this many devices were removed 1"
it is not imagined that my brother was taken by you god, maybe I plan to be hang-lekir
it was an annawa daydream when eating a bugis cake to fill her stomach.
that time when he saw papa staring from the glass at the front door of the cold room with the sound of a ventilator creaking loudly
I realized that ...
the breadth within the breadth can be measured, but the breadth of my heart in its firmness is indeed a strength to me and my mother.
beside the charm of the firmness of the father stands a woman ..
as great as the stubbornness of a papa, this woman did not lose her dignity in front of her daughter.if either her daughter had the opportunity or not to meet this woman.this woman is her own mother.
at that time the clock showed at one o'clock fifteen minutes noon.
isn't it good for lunch?
annawa, let's have lunch first, we need the same energy for today.
back then in the great cafeteria my parents could still forget for a moment about her daughter and still try to make jokes so that I wouldn't feel pressured over this situation.
"the sweet tea is done" said the guard of the hospital canteen.
"let me take it, myself.oh yes please count also I will take yellow crackers 3." said papa who I know is hungry
with yellow crackers in hand giving each of us one and immediately taking tea and approaching us there was a nurse running up to us.
"busy, critical parents now come with me right now" said the nurse
- in the room it was, not the room but the operating room.
taaaaks.byuurr 3 cups of tea that fell from the hand papa at that time.
I still remember once I was silent in the chair, while papa and mama had far left me running around.
then I was carried by the nurse because I was no stranger to her because I met the nurse every day, she realized I could not stand up because of the heavy shock of hearing the news.
without having to talk he understood and carried me in front.
unconsciously I cried on the nurse's shoulder, until I was closed because suddenly shortness of breath and dark arrived.I think I fainted when it happened.
on the other hand, there is an operation the last hope will be carried out.
...*of course I am my parents, you may again listen to the conditions, the consent of the operation, and the risk of death of his daughter....
such a stressful time...
...finished the signature and the operation process was carried out, they just realized that their firstborn son was forgotten.yah I did not mind his emang urgent condition....
in that moment I lost my consciousness, and fainted for so long.
still remember that time mama, papa shared the task because my condition was so bad because of high fever was also unconscious after 2 hours and the operation was still going on for a long time.
mama was also very sorry because she did not realize that from the morning that I had a hot fever, because indeed I looked so healthy and everything was fixed in Annata only.
mama took care of me, and papa took care of Annata.
...During the process of the operation goes on for that long I fainted.Doctor was very afraid I was exposed to "step" because my heat did not go down and exclamation ngigauanku*, do not go decades,adek Kaka,Kaka can come along. don't run towards the light .. go back back back back again come back again! but my voice was so sound trained and not so clear but that's the story of the mama at that time....
mama when it collapsed was already her strength.....
as if hinting at the loss of her child.*color condition Annata operation 50:50. and Annawa almost hit step.
...mama at that time could only sit on the floor with as if 1000 nails nenajam towards him.mama then given advice and reassured by doctors who are indeed our family doctor also*....
at that time the moans of mama were clearly heard by the stap there while accompanied by a roaring cry that he had long wanted to release ..
aaaaaaaaaakhhh haha haa hix..
jangaaaan do not take my son or I will hate you aaaaaaaakhhhhhh.. *carna is considered to disturb mama in evicted from the room Annawa.
...as if you just realized mama kneeled and got dragged out of the door because of her screams....
mama implored the staff doctors and nurses there to allow her to see her son again.
b-but mama was taken out of the room and could only regret her frustration foolishly.
...mama just* sit down, and try to say himself back....
then he saw his son who had not been aware as well.at that time mama assumed he did not even realize that Annawa had a hot fever from this morning but he did not realize it.
then he fell again on the floor.
with a dam of water that broke as if accidentally blasted by the Hiroshima bomb.
without realizing the beautiful nails mama hurt her own hands and red blood tasted in her white dress at that time.
an explanation from Annawa because he heard a flashback story of the tragedy.
