ENAMORED CHARM WIDOWER SON ONE

From the beginning

The atmosphere of the room that feels lonely no sound is witness to the inertia of 2 human beings who are busy with their thoughts...

A fairly heavy wind indicates that it will rain back in through the window of the room that is still open ,

in his silence Anin rubbed his hands both palms and hugged his arms to dispel the cold that felt penetrated into his clothes...

As the wind from the outside felt increasingly strong, Anin intended to move to close the window of her room ..

when he was just about to wake up to stand up he felt his arm held by someone Anin could confirm that it was an eagle.

Anin was silent for a moment, her long strands of hair several times in the wind outside the window , Anin closed her eyes for a moment before finally turning her body to face the eagle that was still holding her wrist.

Both of their eyes looked back for a while, there were many questions and thoughts that they tried to share through the eyes.

until finally the eagle's hand back outstretched to pull Anin slowly to back sitting right next to him.

repeatedly the eagle wanted to speak up to remove the awkwardness created between the two of them, but he again clenched his lips tightly because he felt confused about where to start .. because they started everything from scratch in the wrong way and to straighten it back will also not be as easy as they imagine.

With doubt the eagle ventured to open the voice starting the conversation he would say, although communication has begun to intertwine well but at times of intense like this both eagle and Anin feel very awkward and stiff.

" Anin.." said the eagle.

" Yes sis.." replied Anin hesitated.

" I'm sorry for all my mistakes so far , from the beginning your sister married you brother always gives the impression that makes you definitely hate big brother, from the beginning, from the beginning we start the wrong way we are busy with our thoughts and busyness each brother never knows you and vice versa...."

"Anin, can we start everything back from scratch...the other day you asked me this and I haven't got an answer from you so my sister asked me back for a definite answer...."

Anin was silent trying to digest the meaning of the words of the eagle which actually increasingly raises various other types of questions that re-emerged in Anin's mind.

finally, Anin opened his voice, but instead of the answer was the question that was thrown Anin to know the contents of the eagle's mind that is very difficult to guess according to him.

"Anin brother just wants to improve our relationship , from the beginning we start the relationship in the wrong way therefore brother wants to improve everything from the beginning ..."

Anin fell silent again, her mind raging over the various possibilities of the decision she would make, Is it possible by starting everything from scratch will improve their relationship.

" What makes you choose to start everything from scratch, while you realize that there is absolutely no love between the two of us..."

Slowly Anin let out all the questions that came to her mind Anin wanted to know how the eagle's response was to answer all the questions that Anin asked even though Anin's heart felt a little jolted as she spoke nothing love is between us ,

although Anin hates eagles because of his attitude is very cold and annoying but Anin often feels attracted to the eagle and often thumping when nearby.

Currently Anin only needs certainty, if the eagle is serious with his words maybe Anin can still consider it.

" if you can tell the truth, sister admitted brother began to be interested in you even though like what you said earlier even though there is no feeling of love that has grown in each of us , but what's wrong if we try to start from scratch again at least we will try it together not just berasrah .."

Now the Eagle looked at Anin with his eyes , trying to break through Anin's defensive line which the eagle could know with certainty still doubted his words.

" I know it's hard for you to start after what I did before, too many misunderstandings between us and the ego of each of us that make things more complicated. While communication and openness to each other that are key in a relationship we have ignored from the beginning.

The eagle had thought of everything from the beginning he had digested what he should have done and which one he should put aside.

and after thinking about it he only realized that the beginning of the complexity of his relationship with Anin was due to the lack of communication and lack of openness from themselves in order to understand each other.

Even the eagle does not know how Anin's personality so far, the trivial things that become likes or dislikes Anin, he does not know anything , therefore the eagle tries to start from the beginning, starting from understanding the character of the respective masobg-self.