Emergency Love's

Chapter 5

"*Sister Hiroishi, I'm back.."

"Oh, great.. Welcome back, Miyuki*."

I'm Yamashita Miyuki, my brother's guardian. My age is almost the same as her, only 4 months younger than her. This is the story of my life, which at first laughed and ended up sleeping forever. You could say my life was so bitter after losing everything,

..I want to give up on this world.

At the beginning of my 7 years, I lived with my mother and my peaceful people in Izu. Everyone laughs, is happy and loves each other. I have many friends, knowledge, potential and children that they like. Thanks to my mother, she taught me to be a nurse. I asked, I asked,

"Mom, why would you want me to be a nurse?"

He smiled thinly and gently, "because one day you can save others especially yourself."

Before, I refused his wish. Although that wish sounded gentle and full of great hope, but I always wondered.

"I don't understand what Mom said.."

Until that day, some people rioted our home. My mother and the others fought him with such a strong determination, those people were the Fujii clan who treated us like puppets.

Every day we were terrified, the sound of crying from the girl and her mother floated in front of my eyes. They're dead, just me and my mom.

The little man beside me was crying because he had lost his mother, he was my cousin Ito Yamashita. He's the only little guy left..

"Mis?"

I tried to calm him down, but I stiffly felt the loneliness in him.

"Why? Why are they torturing us?"

I could not answer the question, but I could only hold her and shed tears together.

"I'm so scared.. Miyuki's."

One by one those innocent people disappeared only me, Ito and my mother were still left, we left Izu and fled to a faraway place, Okinawa.

For 4 months we hid, but I never saw my mother cry. All this time, my mother tried to toughen up and calm me down with Ito.

"You and Ito stay safe, as long as you're with me.."

That night, we ran. I still don't understand, what's going on. I saw my mother's face was so panicked and frightened, did people find us?

No, that's my father Shimizu Kato. She is the leader of the Shimizu branch clan, my mother once told me that she was forced to marry him. Although the mother was legally married, still the father treated her like a doll and punished arbitrarily. And of course, my mother suffered but the face of that suffering I never saw.

Right now, my father is chasing us. .

"Miyuki, Iato? You hide here and you don't go anywhere until you get back."

I was worried, he left me. "But.."

However, he remained calm and widened that smile. "Mom is always by your side.."

We hugged her with anxiety and wished her back. Just seeing her leave made me want to cry, stay here, was that the last time I was with my mom?

"Protect mom.."

The night grew dark, it felt so quiet and mother had not returned. My confidence began to disappear, Ito tried to calm me down. However, I lost the limit of holding back my anxiety. I went looking for him, though,

"Miyuki!" Ito tried to hinder me from going alone, I insisted on going and leaving Ito.

"I'm sorry Ito, but I feel bad about mom. I'm worried, if today is..."

I ran panting into the forest looking for him, and the move stopped. The short-haired woman in brown and fronted like my long hair, in white clothes filled with blood stains on her stomach and her pale face was also visible, her lips were already bleeding.

"Mi.yu.ki.." He called me, a tone so weak as to look at me.

I slowly approached her and my whole body started to stiffen, "mother.."

That woman, Yamashita Moyuka is my mother. I was shocked to see my father's giant sword piercing his stomach.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.." The tears finally fell on his face. It was my first time, but I was disappointed. Disappointed that all this time my mother hid her suffering from me. I was crying, though,

"Why.why did you lie to me? Wh why? Hiding that pain from me, why, mom?"

His hands stained with blood wiped my tears,

"*Yamashita has such a weak side, those who suffer will smile whatever the situation is because.because they don't want you to see her, Miyuki."

"..if you watch it, then my daughter will feel it, won't it*?"

I didn't respond and let mom tell me the truth.

"It must hurt, please find someone who can protect you and always be with you, right now I can't take care of you anymore, I'm sorry Miyuki."

"..promise to fulfill the mother's wish, yes?"

Hearing that remark, I felt confused determining it. But I made a promise that I would fulfill..

"Yes.yes, I will fulfill it, but.."

He asked me not to expect him to come back again,

"*I don't have much more time, will you settle my grudge Miyuki?"

"..kill your father*," He handed me his samurai.

I doubt it, killing your own father would be a big mistake.

"But that's it.."

"Mom understand, make a big mistake then you have to bear it, but you're ready aren't you? Show me, you're not a weak woman like me."

"..please.." The tone stopped, I lost my mother who was the only mother I loved. The clouds began to darken and her cries came to wash over me,

I couldn't say anything more about witnessing something painful, but I was really angry and very angry.

"AAARGHHHHHH!!!!" I screamed and cried.

My eyes felt stiff and trembling, "WHY?!! WHY DID YAMASHITA HAVE TO FEEL THIS PAIN?! WHY?!!!"

I really feel crazy.

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After a week of leaving the painful thing, Ito disappeared somewhere. Now I'm alone and lonely with my mother's samurai sword. At the age of 5, I spent 3 years studying martial arts because I wanted to become a samurai knight instead of a nurse. Why do I have to fulfill my mother's wishes? I still don't understand the reason.

"It feels so hard.."

november 9th, I cut my long hair with my mother's samurai. And that night, I decided to take her revenge.

"I will never forgive you!"

The anger is still burning in the depths of my heart, other emotions such as crying, laughing and more. Slowly the emotion fell asleep only anger was left controlling me that I had never forgiven my father in my entire life.

"I found you, Shimizu Kato."

Standing quietly beside the quiet street, I did not expect to find the murderer with a gloomy face.

"What's with that face?"

"Miyuki?!" A tone so surprised mixed with relief to see me.

But, my cold behavior ignored him.

"It's so cruel,"

"..after eliminating Yamashita, it is possible that the face does not show guilt."

I was upset, he did not show the guilt he had done to my mother but rather did nothing to her.

He tried to drop it in his sneaky trap so I'd go with him.

"You think it's easy for me, you idiot!"

He did not give up, still trying to persuade me until slowly his steps got closer to me. My lips smiled wickedly, how glad the move was getting closer and closer. Looking for matikah?

"It seems that I didn't bother to do it, his death was near as well." My muttering.

When his steps were right in front of me, without a second thought I stabbed my mother's samurai right in the heart.

"You're such a fool!"

Of course, his face expressed shock at seeing the samurai stab him.

"Why?" He asked why I stabbed him.

"*You must get revenge from my mother you killed!"

Finally the face showed her guilt and apologized, but it was too late.

"Sorrying can't bring him back, you're not my father anymore!"

Her body falling helplessly was full of bloodstains, I left that samurai on her body like she left her giant sword on my mother's body.

Finally my mother's grudge was finished in my own hands, but I had made a terrible mistake and of course I was ready to take on my sins.

"Whatever it is, I'm ready."

From that day on with my determination to prepare for whatever the situation is, secretly the emotion falls asleep forever.

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At the age of 12, I met Shimizu Mayumi. Cute, yellow-brown-eyed girl with real pink hair and her bangs are perfect for her.

Previously, his mother aka Matsumoto found me. She knew everything that I killed her husband aka my ex-father, in return I was made a doll Mayumi, the only child she loved.

At first he was as lively as sakura, but after losing his father slowly sakura fell. I forgot something that is, the Shimizu family still has love and affection for my former father especially Mayumi.

"What if he knows who the killer is?"

At the moment only Matsumoto knows about it. Then, I met Yamashita Ito. She's also Matsumoto's doll, her eyes turning black brown not listening to me nor recognizing me. Is he under Shimizu's control?

"I think it's true."

At that time, I entered Junior High to take care of Mayumi. We never spoke, he thought I didn't exist and let myself always be by his side. But, her coldness tarnished my name in front of her friends until they haunted me.

However, I find it difficult to express my emotions just to be silent like a robot.

Until High School, she was cold as ever and vilified me. I have no friends and was the subject of ridicule in that place. Until that day, the beautiful blue-eyed and curly yellow-haired girl tried to make friends with me.

"My name is Saito Angelina, can I be friends with you?"

Honestly, I was happy to hear it but why are my lips so hard to smile.

"You can smile like this." He taught me how to smile.

Once you try it, it feels like these lips are so stiff that the smile becomes scary.

"Hehehehehe.it seems difficult for you, but try because you have to keep smiling no matter what the situation."

From then on, I became friends with him. She taught me so many things, especially dreams, that I made the decision that I would grant my mother's request, become a nurse.

However, before long friends she left me and joined them. What the hell's going on? Did I make a mistake? It doesn't seem, everything feels fine. But I didn't think about it that much.

Every morning, I study nursing and every night I have to accept punishment for Mayumi. And it happened in a row the day and I never cried nor got sick of it.

I've only been suffering until now at the age of 20.

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At the age of 20, it was the first time I saw Mayumi crying and felt that she was suffering. But I want to know the answer.

"Mayumi-sama, why?"

He didn't respond but he hugged me shedding his tears. My hand rubbed her hair gently, she changed her hair color to light brown. Now he is a doctor.

"If you have a problem, you can tell me."

Unexpectedly, he wanted to tell her the problem that her mother had asked him to make a show with her boyfriend so that he could easily snatch her lead.

"I love him.."

Of love? I felt my chest tight and hurt hearing the word love. But, I calmly hid it.

"*So, then what are you doing Mayumi-sama?"

"See, I don't know Miyuki*."

The day is still going on, Mayumi asked me to enroll at Aizawa Hospital because my skills are so interested. However, it was our secret without Matsumoto's knowledge.

"Excuse me, are you Dr Hiroishi?"

The tall man of 179 was thin but strong and his gloomy face was daydreaming to see something, he was unaware of my presence. I saw what he saw, apparently he witnessed Mayumi's boyfriend proposing to him.

"He likes Mayumi-sama?" Thought me.

I paid a little attention to the back of Mayumi's boyfriend, although I found it hard to see his face but my heart was pounding.

"What's this?" Suddenly my feelings became strange, I did not really understand the emotions felt by them especially love.

None of those emotions were in my body, it felt like an empty death. I tried to greet him again.

"Excuse me, are you Dr Hiroishi?"

Finally, he realized me. "Sure, it's nice to meet you Miyuki."

Eh? Since when did he recognize me. Did Mayumi tell him, I think so.

After a few days of working at Aizawa Hospital, I met Mayumi's fiancee, a tall 180-strong, muscular man, who had smooth white skin and beautiful eyes.

"Isn't he Mayumi-sama's fiancee?" But I don't know why my heart's pounding again.

My job was discovered by Matsumoto. He knew the information from Ito, Hiroishi defended me and did not let the woman hurt me.

I was amazed to see him defending me, Hiroishi was the first man to know of my suffering in Shimizu. All thanks to Mayumi, she told me how much I suffered in that place but it was a pity that I always held the wound as if nothing happened around it.

And again, I received a severe punishment for fainting. There was a sobbing sound from Mayumi, she felt guilty because of her I had to bear it all. But I still insist calmly.

"I'm fine Mayumi-sama."

He really did not understand why I could endure that suffering? I can't tell her because it's my fault and I have to endure it for life, if she knows the truth, does she still want to pity me? He must hate me.

A month later...

"From tomorrow you're free and make the decision yourself."

Mayumi disappeared and was pronounced dead. I did not trust him because I did not feel something happening to him, but still felt his existence was still there. But I got punished again.

The day of the funeral, I did not attend it but a way of finding air. Walking alone on the edge of the giant bridge was lonely once only the sound of vehicles passing by next to me. I stopped my steps and watched the vast sea beneath me.

"That's pretty.."

Suddenly my tears fell down my cheeks, "Eh? I'm crying?"

I was confused, why am I crying? What is someone's arrival? I looked around me, no one was there. But across from me was the man I met at the hospital, Mayumi's fiancee.He was climbing over the bridge fence, he said,

"Don't tell me he wants to..."

I was surprised to realize he wanted to kill himself, I ran and tried in time to save him. He was ready to jump, so jump fortunately I pulled his hand.

"*dumb! what are you doing?!"

"tight hold*!"

His face was a little surprised to see my face, I could see that he was suffering from the loss of Mayumi. But, I have to make sure his life doesn't have to end because of his love.

"He's a total coward!" my inner.

He tried to let go of her hand, I refused and was still trying to pull it and it finally worked.

"Thank God.." I don't know why, I feel like crying.

My hand swung at his face as if it was resuscitating him. I was crying completely as if my emotions were waking up looking at him.

"I beg you.don't tarnish your life just out of love!"

I don't understand, why did I slap him? Why did I cry sobbing in front of him when he did not respond to me in the slightest but with a confusing face and why the emotion was awakened again.

Is my sin limit finished? Or is it because he built up this slumbering emotion of mine? It felt really sad, spilling the suffering that I had been immersing in front of him.

Her hand gently brushed my tears to remind me of my mother's gentle touch.

"*Sweird, why are you crying? I should have cried and scolded you for saving me."

"..really suck*!"

I didn't respond to him, but I felt something inside him that was an angel, was he the one? Ryuzaki Nishimura.

There will be a lot of things I have to go through with him.

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[Connected. .}