
It's been almost an hour since Elsa cried in the bathroom. He was really confused with himself. Why just seeing Nathan hugged tightly Loretta could be this sick. He really had trouble digesting everything by himself.
But soon he rubbed his crummy-looking face with as much water as possible. His eyes began to look dull. What's the matter? Why would she cry like this? Elsa began to realize from the crying that had drained so many tears. He came out of the toilet and walked in search of Hannah. Hannah is still running to find Elsa. They passed in front of the class.
"Elsa, iiih you why the hell? Kok suddenly cry and keep running. Don't like to see me happy? You envy me for being happy?" nagel Hannah. Elsa tried to smile and shake. "I'm not feeling well. I want to go home." said Elsa softly.
"Hmmmm okay. I'll take you." pinta Hannah. Elsa shook her head slowly and let go of Hannah's hand. Nathan is in front of Elsa. Her mood started to get worse. Uncertain as to what she was feeling, Elsa was really angry with Nathan. Elsa tried to throw her face away. He just passed Nathan.
Nathan was silent. He really could not speak and could not reach Elsa's hand. Today was really fucked up. He really didn't want to meet under these circumstances.
Seeing the upset Nathan, Hannah ventured closer. "Son Nathan saw this tournament too?" Nathan turned to look flat at Hannah.
"Yes." That's the only word she could say to Hannah the rest she was frustrated with Elsa's indifference.
"Pardon Elsa did not have time to rebuke and immediately go home. She said she wasn't feeling well." Hannah explained so Nathan wouldn't be offended by Elsa's indifference.
Nathan simply responded with a nod and tried to be friendly. She left Hannah. Somehow he felt so sick that he saw Elsa's attitude towards him. He wanted to talk to Elsa and if necessary explain about Loretta. She also wanted to ask Elsa a lot of questions about why she was crying, why she was ignoring herself. Unfortunately, he doesn't know how to reach Elsa.
What's wrong with you, Elsa? Are you jealous? That's what Nathan thinks. He could only guess what was going on just now. He ruffled his hair and clucked in frustration.
Nathan walked back to the leyeh-leyehs. They were waiting for him. Nathan looked at Joe's anger. He realized what he had done earlier. Maybe he'll get that angry if Elsa gets hurt. He deserves a beating from Joe. "Hit me!" nathan's orders. Joe clenched his hand and threw away his face.
Eric who felt a cold aura between them tried to melt. "Bro, we just won the tournament. We should be busy celebrating."
"Already bro. We are ordinary people. Not spared from wrong and sin." advice Rio with a very wise word for the size of Rio.
"Don't wait to forgive each other. Come on peace now." Evan.
Joe looked at Nathan sharply. "One punch and we're at peace."
Nathan nodded and prepared to get a blow from Joe. Joe hit so hard that Nathan bent his body whimpering in pain. "OKAY. Peace." Nathan raised his right hand and started laughing.
"Crazy you Joe!" Rio held his head with both hands when he saw what Joe had just done.
"OKAY. Unplug." they walked to their motorbike parked in front of the school.
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Day starts afternoon. Elsa has completed the housework. He went back to the room and reflected for a long time. His eyes still look puffy and his nose is also flushed. He was astonished at himself. He could feel a deep pain. He was not humiliated or punished. He only watched as Nathan was hugged tightly by Loretta.
Instantly his chest hurt again. Elsa recalled the moment she saw Nathan as if he was going to approach her. The feeling of flowers came instantly. He was so very happy like he got a cure for his emptiness. But Loretta ruined all of Elsa's happiness. He really couldn't accept what he saw. He doesn't know what he's suffering.
Elsa is just sick, very sick. Though he only saw Loretta hugging Nathan from behind. There's a feeling of disbelief and wanting to have a Nathan. He also didn't want to let anyone hug Nathan. Including Loretta who has known Nathan for a long time.
Elsa does not know if she is really sick or is experiencing symptoms of depression because she is crying indistinctly, angry indistinctly, and pain is unclear. He ventured to type a word that from the beginning after the table had haunted him.
'Definition of love'
Elsa presses the search icon. Articles began to appear explaining love. Elsa read carefully. He always justifies all these articles with his condition. Elsa's vegetables began to put the smartphone. He looked back at himself in the mirror. Without a doubt, Elsa now knows she is in love with Nathan.
Her tears fell back. How can a bad girl in the mirror can fall in love with the perfect figure. He himself had just felt the deepest pain just by seeing Loretta hug Nathan. Elsa is really sick knowing she loves Nathan. Even Elsa couldn't bear it if Nathan ignored her. But he deserves to be ignored because of the many flaws in him.
Elsa is also not as brave as Hannah who began to write her feelings of love to Kak Roy. Elsa is also not as brave as Loretta who always approached Nathan. Elsa immediately stopped looking at him. He threw himself in the bed and cried again. He hugged the pillow very tightly because he was heavily injured. He really can't accept everything.
"Lord, why should I love Nathan?" elsa's screams shed her tears on the pillow she held. For a moment he wanted to disappear from the world. He really couldn't bear it if Nathan ignored him. It really hurts. Even he's willing to bully Nathan rather than love Nathan. Elsa fell asleep with tears soaking the pillow. He began to welcome any dream that was not the figure of Nathan.
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Nathan just cleaned up the restaurant. He still carries a broom and a rag. He sat in the front seat of the cafe. His memory goes back to the events of this afternoon. Why is Elsa crying? Was she so hurt that she saw Loretta hugging herself? If so, what does it mean that Elsa loves herself? Very reasonable questions made him very run down that night.
He wanted to ask and hear himself from Elsa's mouth. But Nathan himself has a hard time meeting Elsa. He can't get to Elsa's school even after school. That's because Elsa went home first within two hours of Nathan's school because the school policy added foreign lessons at Nathan's school.
To this day, Nathan can't access Elsa's social media. Various words related to Elsa are typed but none of Elsa's signs have sosmed. Nathan ruffled his hair. Nathan took the smartphone in his pocket and observed. He's trying to figure out an idea to get Elsa access. Sosmed's not getting, wa he doesn't have, no address. "Alright, not a stalking way anymore. I'll come to your house or where you are, Elsa. Just wait." sorry to look at Elsa's photo.