Elegy of Reincarnation (Asmara And Dilemma)

Chapter 40's

"Vanesha..! Vannessa..!" chanting Calvin as he exited the room, the young man ran out of the room looking out into all the hospital hallways, invisible to a Vannesa along with a small Vannia..

Calvin felt like depression, the young man understood very well what the woman he loved felt, but Calvin seemed to forget his own state that had looked chaotic.. the young man seemed to sit on the floor in front of the VVIP room Nur aini with both hands clutching and grabbing his hair firmly..

"Calvin.." said Ustadz Jafar who understood the dilemma of a Calvin

"Ustadz knows how you feel my son, you are a good young man.You are a different young man from other young men, ustadz understands you from when you were a child, Calvin..

come home..! come home my son, do not make this matter complicated before Vannesa, trust Ustadz. ustadz know how to do with Aini, come back Calvin..!"

Calvin momentarily stared at ustadz jafar then the young man rose slowly passed from the front of ustadz jafar..

While a Vannesa was seen running to see Bu Nurul in the house, the middle-aged woman was shocked to see the state and condition of Vannesa who was in tears, Vannesa was like not strong enough to hold the weight of her heart, it hurts more to hear the news of Mr.'s death. Daniel..

"Mother.mom..!" Vannesa hugged Bu Nurul's body tightly

"Vannesa is not strong mother, Vannesa is not able to mother.. Vannesa was unable to do all this to her mother." Vannesa's cry broke in the lap of a Nurul ma'am

"Relax yourself, tell mom.. What's going on, Vannesa..?" the mother's soft voice tried to be calm and tried to understand the situation that was being experienced by Vannesa

Vannesa tried to recount the incident she saw in the VVIP room was mixed with her crying voice, her words sounded very sad..

the beautiful woman explained that from Calvin entering until an Aini drowned from fainting in the arms of the young man she loved, the tears of Vannesa described the sadness and took hold of the face, his crying sobbed and seemed unable to tell what he had seen..

"Vannesa is not motherly, Vannesa feels very sinful against Aini's condition.."

Bu Nurul gently rubbed the head of the beautiful woman covered in the hijab..

"strengthen yourself, son of Vanessa..!"

Vannesa was seen sitting while looking at Bu Nurul, her face looked very sad..

"Vannesa can't be a mother, Vannesa can't be strong.. Vannesa can't afford to continue this mother..!" the sound was mixed with sobs

Vivi who from the beginning sat holding Vannia and listening to what happened, felt the person most guilty for asking Calvin to come and see Aini's sister, who was the one at fault, vivi's regret made the girl look teary..

"Sister Vannesa don't talk like that, Vivi doesn't want sister Vannesa out of our lives, don't make Vivi the most guilty of asking Calvin to come back and see Aini's sister." Vannesa grew sad with both hands covering her cries..

"Mama.." Vannia also shed tears because she saw her mother's face crying..

Vannesa stood up then as she sobbed the woman grabbed the tiny body of her beautiful daughter Vannia.. Vannesa hugged Vivi warmly before holding the little Vannia, then Vannesa stared gently at Bu Nurul's face..

"Mother.let Vanessa return to the city, Vannesa wants to calm down first.." then the beautiful woman looked gently at vivi

"Vivi, sister Vannesa never in the least blame vivi. Please vivi understand the feelings of sister Vannesa, sister Vannesa just want to calm down.."

"I'm sorry vivi.."

then Bu Nurul approached Vannesa, gently rubbing Vannesa and vivi's body..

"Mom understands very well the feelings of son Vanessa, really.. I feel so guilty about the match.."

"No mother. Don't say that, mother is a very unpretentious person, Vannesa is happy to know mother and also vivi.. Vannesa is thrilled to be a part of this family.." Vannesa looked gently at Bu Nurul's face as well as vivi

"Do'a mother, so that this problem can be passed, do'a right mother. so that we can unite without having to sacrifice someone's feelings. do'a mother..!"

Vannesa kissed Bu Nurul's hand and then hugged the body and looked at Vivi affectionately and hugged the body warmly, then Vannesa stepped out of the house with tears and left those who also still appeared to be in sorrow..

Shortly after Vannesa's departure a Calvin seemed to run after getting off the taxi and directly into the house, the young man looked very messy and looked very panicked..

"Vanesha..! Vannessa..!" chanted Calvin calling Vannesa's name, the young man looked back and forth looking for the figure of the woman he loved so much and then looked anxiously at mother and vivi who were still seen in sadness, sitting half-thought in the living room of the house

"Vannesa's mother, Vannesa where..!" Calvin scratched his head scratches making his condition even more messy

"Calvin..! sit down for a minute something you want to say.."

Calvin fell silent, the young man looked limp at his mother and then sat limp in front of the mother, the young man as if he had known that Vannesa had left..

Calvin seemed to have found out that a Vannesa had told her all to her mother and then Vannesa returned to the city feeling full of sadness..

"Vannesa has told all to mom..!"

"Ohh Vannesa.." Calvin's eyes glazed over

"Vannesa needs time to calm her mind, let Calvin. Really, mother feels very lost son Vannesa, as well as vivi.. give Vannesa time to calm her mind.."

"I'm afraid something will happen to Vannesa's mother.I love Vannesa so much, I love Vannia so much, I'm afraid anything will happen to them, mother.." Calvin had unconsciously shed his tears

"Mother understands my child, but do not make the situation more complicated.This is about feelings, feelings of guilt for feeling has destroyed someone's feelings.be gentle to the sensitive feelings of a Vannesa, be, she's a very good woman Calvin, mother is very fond of the person of a Vannesa.."

Calvin listened very calmly to his mother's words, and Calvin realized that everything his mother said was true..

"Alright mother.. Calvin will listen to mother's advice.."

"We do'a right for the recovery of Nur aini, hopefully with healing it can make Aini better and can accept all the realities of her life.."

"Aamiin, thank you mom.."

Calvin felt better and was able to think more maturely after hearing all his mother's advice.. the young man was very hopeful that such a situation would quickly pass so that his marriage to Vannesa could be carried out without the feeling of someone being hurt..