ELEGI LOVE YUKI

My pain

Next day.

Afternoon.

I kept my promise, went to Grandma's house.

I brought Grandma's favorite fruits and a bunch of Lilies.

I saw Grandma sitting in the backyard. Ma's nanny was beside Grandma, faithfully accompanying her.

The atmosphere of the house.

When I saw that Babysitter Ma just smiled, saluted and left us.

The grandmother I met today was no longer someone who always looked assertive, fatigue and anxiety made her grow older and weaker.

He was aware of my presence, but still did not speak.

I stuffed one of the fruits I brought, and I put it in his mouth.

He chews long and slow.

Grandma, I'm sorry, I can't be someone you can be proud of. Right now I still need a calmness that shackles my mind.

Not that I don't love you.

I forced myself to do this.

Let everyone hate me. I just don't want anyone to get hurt again for this attitude.

Ma's nanny came back with a cup of warm tea and a snack.

Haga came home from work, her eyes trailing me happily. He thought I was back.

He walked towards me, I was sipping tea given by Babysitter Ma, I put the cup on the table, and I stood up and passed from before him.

I walk into my room.

When I opened my room, everything looked neat and clean even though I hadn't occupied for months.

I returned home, my only goal was one, taking my mother's relics.

I picked up the box containing Mama's dress, necklace and letters that were still neatly stored in the closet.

When I got down, Haga was waiting for me downstairs. He saw carrying the box, bowed and walked past it..

"Grandmother told me everything. Can't you be fair, give me a chance"

he said pulling my hand, sounding sliced with all the wounds he felt.

"Sorry, I can't"

Without speaking again, I left him. Haga just kept quiet.

And when I got out, Cakra's car just got in, he got out of his car, only able to look at me with his hurt feelings.

If he can choose again, and time can be turned, he better choose to stay as he used to, even though it hurts, but together, can see me every day..

. . . .

I went to Jodhy's house, and made Jodhy's family welcome my enthusiasm and happiness.

They thought I was back.

I died in my mother's box, without speaking, and I left immediately. The box I shouldn't have had to be returned to the owner.

Jodhy understood me, didn't say much, just followed me out and drove me home.

In front of the simple house I rented, Jodhy's car stopped...

"Tomorrow, after work, I'll pick you up.. I want to find the equipment we need for the party later.

We make it simple, I just want to have the sweetest and most beautiful memories with you.. "

jodhy looked at me, clasping his hands tightly.

I can't say. Just hugged him.

Just the pain and agony I thought, I really wouldn't be able to, if the day came, this person I was hugging left me.

In front of him, however, I had to stay firm and smile...

. . . .

...Seriate...

Hello all I'm Aleena ,

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