Echa's life journey

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I answered Al Fath's phone in a bad voice because my feelings were in a state of turmoil somehow I felt this way when I didn't have any feelings for Davin... maybe it's because I'm afraid Davin's disappointed that it will affect his future. At the end there was still Al Fath and it turned out Al Fath was just silent because Al Fath was waiting for me to make a sound and suddenly there was a sound of deheman and it came from the voice of Al Fath I too surprised I almost forgot that Al Fath called me for how long Al Fath was waiting for me and asked Al Fath what was the answer and not the answer I got but the question back from Al Fath was shocked I heard it because Al Fath was like knowing the turmoil of my heart he asked what is it with you is not usually called by voice and asked like that. I was confused to answer what I just had to cut his question with a nag "I'm the one who asked why it wasn't answered and asked back if I didn't want to answer yes don't need to call" I hung up. Over there Al Fath was silent with his thoughts about me why I am today. After late at night exactly at 1 am I was able to sleep and the day I was waiting for arrived I went to campus with a bad feeling I wanted to immediately solve this problem so that my mind did not I decided to find Davin first and we looked for a place to talk to Davin and we chose in the courtyard of the mosque, because there besides being quiet there, no one will know.we also sat together very carefully I started the conversation I started by apologizing if my answer was not as expected. But before I gave my answer I also told all of my goals in college and my promise before going to college and it should be from my story that Davin was able to draw conclusions about my answers. last I asked Davin if you still wanted my answer?? without saying, Davin stood up to leave me without looking back, and after leaving me I do not know where Davin is because after going to the mosque I went straight to class to attend the lecture it turned out that until the lecture was finished Davin did not appear until a few days or even a few months Davin never appeared on campus until the semester exam and did not feel the semester exam arrived when the semester exam arrived I just saw Davin but without saying anything Davin passed me. Unconsciously my heart felt pain when Davin just passed me and it turned out that Al Fath knew this matter was coming to me and like nothing happened as usual Al Fatj to me even though Al Fath had my possession but Jahilan Al Fath can forget my heartache for Davin even though I really do not have any feelings but somehow when Davin just passed me and did not greet me makes me hurt why he was so immature faced decision. but it still doesn't change my mind even though most of my friends are guys but I've made it clear from the start that I won't accept any more relationships than friends before I graduate and all the guys close to me realizing that was with the exception of Davin who did not accept my decision.