Eastern Eagle

48. Endless regret.

Telaten Bang Danar rubbed his back and sometimes alternately rubbed Nadine's big belly. From earlier Nadine's stomach was tight, Nadine was not always moaning.

In the room next to Niken can already drink but occasionally nausea because it still feels shock.

"Rey, shouldn't we just stay at the hotel and take your son. It's very sad the situation of these two pregnant women" asked Bang Danar.

"Let me tell aunt to get my son's clothes ready. I also can't bear to see the state of Niken" Bang Rey agreed to Bang Danar's invitation.

"Niken just got to that, let alone Nadine. Until not waking up. Don't want to eat, keep crying." Said Bang Danar no less concerned. "I'm not unsympathetic to Giras, but Nadine needs me too."

"Yes Dan, I get it"

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bruugh....

"Astagfirullah.." The mourners were surprised to see Bang Giras collapsing.

Bang Giras' body was so limp. Really, he could not accept Amanda's departure in such a way until he returned unconscious.

The pain in her heart grew as Amanda left with the baby girl in her stomach.

"Mandaaa.." The lips never stopped calling the name of the dead Manda.

"Giraaaass..!!" Madam Ghania hugged her unconscious sister. "Why do you always make your own hell?? Why is your fate like this???"

The hysterical cries of Ghania further added to the sense of sadness in front of Amanda's late corpse. "Mandaaa. sorry mbak yes. You haven't been your best brother yet"

"Maaa.." said husband mbak Ghania.

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Bang Giras's eyes were blank. The newly arrived Papa Huda immediately took a seat beside his son.

As the parents of Bang Giras, of course, there was a sense of annoyance at the behavior of the son, since childhood Giras was very much in accordance with his name. A lot of behavior and always stand out in any case but affection is not a prominent achievement in the life of his son but a problem related to women.

Whatever red ink in Bang Giras' life, of course the sense of not having the heart remain firmly attached in the heart of Papa Huda, he also embraced Bang Giras.

"I'm the cause of all this, I never thought Nena would come into my life like this. The story of one night I took Amanda's life and hurt Nadine."

Papa Huda patted Bang Giras on the shoulder.

Bang Giras's eyes were closed for a moment but at that time little Rudra entered the house and escaped the supervision of his caretaker.

Rudra approached Bang Giras then kissed him on the cheek. "Don't cry Papa. Mama Manda just sleeps."

Rudra's words further made Bang Giras's mind slashed, especially when Rudra's feet headed toward Amanda and then sat beside Amanda.

"Yes sleep, Rudra take care of Papa. Mama take care of sister" Rudra innocently kissed Amanda's forehead without being prevented. Rudra also had many meanings without him understanding.

For the umpteenth time Bang Giras was really hit. "Mandaaaa. Mas Gi's heart is very sick. This punishment Mas received Mandaaa's keel.. I'm so sorry."

Lovingly Papa and Mama hugged Bang Giras tightly.

"Papaaaa... It hurt so much" Bang Giras thrashed to feel the pain of feeling without anyone being able to heal his pain.

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Some people had to take the steps of Bang Giras who could not support himself. It was too heavy he felt to want to die alone rather than having to feel a loss like this.

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"Mas Gi put our son, baby. Say thousands of pardons to the rosebud that has not yet bloomed, his papa loves him more than anything. And to you, angel of heaven, thank you for your love and sacrifice for Mas Gi. Verily this half of my heart belongs only to you, my heart which is now dead, with your departure." Bang Giras tried to strengthen his mind even though he was never ready to feel. "If I miss you, I'll put the temple do'a just for you my dear"

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