
Daffa took Kania out of her nursery to the place where the baby was. Just as Daffa and Kania were at the entrance to the nursery, the doctor came out.
"What are you guys doing?" Ask the doctor.
"We want to see him" Daffa replied. Daffa is their baby.
"I've said it before, haven't I? No one should see him because it will affect the baby's healing development." Obviously the doctor.
The baby room used is a VIP room so that not just anyone can enter. Only doctors and nurses are allowed.
"I beg doc," asked Kania after he was taken down by Daffa.
"I want to see my son. Just this once, please. I'm not gonna do anything with him." Kania.
"Sorry madam, this will affect her recovery. He'll be disturbed later." The doctor who explains it.
"But I'm his mother, doc" kekeh Kania.
"Sorry" again, the doctor still did not allow Kania into it.
Kania was disappointed to hear that. He also did not want to take dangerous risks that will further affect the recovery of his son.
Kania turned to stare at the window glass next to the entrance. Kania moved her feet towards the glass window.
Deg ....
His heart was filled to see the state of his son from behind the window glass. The tiny body that is attached a lot of infusion hose for life aids today.
"Unfortunately Mommy ...." Lirih Kania couldn't see it. Slowly her tears rolled down her cheeks.
Daffa pulled Kania in his arms and gently rubbed his back that was shaking from crying.
"Cry as much as you can if it reduces your pain" said Daffa tightened his embrace.
"Let's go back, mas. Nia couldn't afford to squirm it. Nia can't stand me ...."
"Nia's heart aches with Shasha's writhing like that, mas. Nia can't stand it." Kania loosened her embrace and beat her chest which felt very tight looking at her child. She feels like a useless mother right now.
Shasha, the name given by Kania that he has long prepared since the monthly chek-up and knows his gender.
Daffa restrained Kania's wrist which he used to beat himself up. "Don't do it, Nia. Don't hurt yourself." said Daffa who was sick to see him.
"It's useless mas ..." rummage Kania.
"Let's go back." Bring Daffa.
"Excuse me, doc" Daffa said goodbye to the doctor to return to Kania's ward. Daffa raised Kania's body. The doctor nodded in agreement before Daffa left to take Kania.
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Four days passed. Kania has been allowed to return home, but not with his son who still has to do special care.
At first, Kania refused to return home. He just wanted to be around his son. But Kania finally complies after much persuasion from her family.
Kania's condition has stabilized, but not with his heart and mind always worrying about his son's condition. Every time he woke up and opened a new day, the first thing he asked was the state of his son. And the answer always makes Kania disappointed, that there is no development of the condition of his son.
"Nia let's eat first ...." Daffa's orders have been repeatedly ignored by Kania.
"If you don't want to eat, you can't see Shasha, can you?" Threatening Daffa who managed to make Kania look directly at him. Threats related to her son Shasha always managed to make Kania obey and immediately carry out what was ordered.
"We've met Shasha, right, if she's eating an absis?" Ask Kania on the sidelines to eat it.
"If you eat 'tuh diem again, don't say much" ask Daffa. After Daffa spoke, Kania complied and did not speak at all until the food she had eaten was gone.
"Let's take Shasha." Get Kania excited.
"Ezin is the same Mother first." Ask Daffa.
Gts .... Gts .... Gts ....
Kania knocked on the door of her parents' locked room from the inside.
Czechs ....
The door was opened by Al-Fira.
"Bun, Nia wants to see Shasha, okay?" Kania's permission was to hope that her mother would allow her to return to the hospital.
"You're new, baby. Tomorrow, all right?" Alibi Al-Fira's.
"Nia's not tired of 'kok. Shasha is waiting for Nia. Shasha was there, kasian." Pinta Kania is back.
"Tomorrow, baby? In the morning after breakfast you can go there. Daffa must not permit you either, right?" Guess Al-Fira.
"Mas Daffa didn't say that."
"Keep saying what?"
Kania quiet. He had not received Daffa's approval, but he also did not get any rejection from him.
"Why silence? What did Daffa say?"
"Mas Daffa didn't say what 'sih ..." replied Kania honestly.
"That means I can't. Tomorrow morning, huh?" Al-Fira is back.
"But Daffa didn't say it was 'kok, Bun." Kekeh Kania's.
"Nia, you also still need a lot of rest, baby,"
"Mother does not intend to make a barrier you meet your child, but Mother is also worried about your condition, dear. You just got home too. You rest first, tomorrow's impression." Al-Fira gave his understanding to Kania.
"Yes Mother." broke up Kania who immediately turned towards her room back.
Al-Fira stared sadly at Kania who was walking slowly because she was not excited. He feels good about his youngest son, but he has to do this for his own good.
"Sorry-in Mother, Nia" muttered Al-Fira.
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"How can it?! Didn't things not change until yesterday?!" Snapped someone from behind his phone which caused the occupants of the house to be shocked and approached the source of the sound.
"Why Bang?" Her sister first approached her brother who was not in good condition at this time.
"Why Mas?" Followed by the new wife and there are some people behind her.
Asked only in silence after unilaterally disconnecting the phone, he was at a loss how to explain to everyone this news.
"Why did you say?" The wife was worried because the question was not answered.
"We're in the hospital now!" Instead of answering, Husein-who received a phone call just now immediately took her whole family to the hospital.
Kania who just came down 'pun directly approached his father after hearing the word 'hospital' from his father.
"Why, Dad? You want to go to the hospital?" Ask Kania worriedly.
"Akbar, Daffa you're coming too." Husein told his sister to go with him.
"I'm coming, Dad." Pinta Kania fast. He felt uneasy after hearing the word hospital. At first Husein seemed hesitant to answer Kania's remarks, but in the end Kania was also allowed to come with them. Al-Fira and Anis followed Husein's orders. The rest were told to guard the house.
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