Dusk Belongs Opium

Syok

" I'm sorry Papa, without your knowledge and consent you've secretly married you to be a marriage guardian for you ".

* Deg *

* Deg *

I sighed even my chest started to feel tight when I heard papa's words just now.

Unexpectedly my tears just came out .

" Hiks..hiks...hiks...". Yes I'm crying.

Crying the Destiny of My Life.

" Pardon Mama and Papa ". Lirih Mama's.

I couldn't help it anymore, I ran to my room for directions .

My consciousness was even beginning to be unclear anymore , I really felt a heavy shock .

I went into the room and locked the door hoping that nothing would bother me.

I cried like this even like a nightmare I've had before.

But , this is not my Nightmare but this is the Reality and Fact if I have been bearing the Status of Wife who is not who my Husband is .

I drowned my face in the pillow in my room, still I did not stop the tears that continued to flow rapidly.

*TokTok*

" Dear , mom can explain son . Let's open the door don't make mama worry ".

I heard Mom's words from behind the door.

" Mom ... Was it my fault all this time ? Why did you hurt my heart so much that you didn't even give me the time to think, 'Do you not love me anymore ". I look at it with a monologue with myself.

Again my bedroom door went off.

*TokTok*

" Dear sister, let aunt Rani come in and explain everything first ".

That's the voice of Aunt Rani's best friends Papa and Mama.

It is not unexpected that they are narrow-hearted and think of their own happiness without thinking about my Happiness or it could be that Aunty Rani's Son is experiencing the same thing as me.

Again I nodded .

I'm tired, my mind is quite tired today .

I haven't been out of my room since and just locked myself up.

*TokTok*

" Dusk, this is Brother . Open the door and let Brother in ".

I'm not saying his word.

*Deg*

Brother Awan always greeted me and always gave Advice on Religion.

Listening to Brother Awan who had taken out his Dalil, my heart immediately flinched and rushed towards the Door.

*Cw*

" Okay, your face is so ugly ". Said Kak Awan after seeing My puffy face even very swollen even my eyes still have not stopped shedding tears.

" Sister ". My spoon while hugging my Big Brother's Strong Body which can calm my disappointed mind and heart .

" Come ". Brother led me to the sofa in my room.

" Sister knows you must be disappointed with the Decision taken by Papa and Mama, Dusk need brother remind you if this has happened and now it's too late to regret it ". Lirih Kak Awan while holding both hands to give Understanding.

" Let's how brother ...Hicks..". I asked Brother Awan.

" Receive your Destiny Deck and Open a New Sheet . You are already a Wife to your Husband please dedicate to her . You want to see your handsome brother being tortured by an angel later for not educating you well ". Again Brother Awan issued his pretext to me.

" But I'm not ready yet and this is suddenly ". My complaint to Brother Awan.

" Not Suddenly but you're married for 5 months ".

*Deg*

My heart re-echoed again as if wanting to stop when I heard the confession from Kak Awan.

" Sister knows it ... "

" No, Just that Papa told Big Brother and Honestly Brother is no less surprised than you like just now, Are you going to blame your handsome brother ".

" iihh Brother , Under these circumstances can still be narcissistic ". Omelcu.

" Lah is indeed who is funny deck , Brother is not a Dagelan not even a Comedian like Sule Prikitiew ".

" Sister ". I yell at him Spontaneously.

" Eits.. Don't be the Adek ....".

" Yeah.. Yes ". Anwasku .

" Now meet Papa and Mama and apologize to them even if they are wrong on you deck . They are our Second Parents who have fought for us ". Said the brother of Awan who advised me.

The words of Brother Awan were able to hypnotize me because every word that was thrown at me was so touching .

Kak Awan taught us the family if angry should not be excessive even prayers in a state of anger is not recommended.

If I'm at home all day then it's the same as being in Pondok Pesantren.

Because Kak Awan always called me not only Me but his Wife and the ART were told to gather to follow the Study held by him by Inviting a Mr. Ustadz.

Yes, Brother Awan likes to mix with a series of Ustadz even in every event his Islamic studies always change Ustadz.