
Shinta stared fixedly at the reflection of her face in the mirror. He observed his work for half a day just to dress up. He did it for love and his future.
Okay Shinta. You're already beautiful. All you have to do now is smile. Do your best to make her mom Mas Veno like you.
Shinta steadied the heart. He gathered all his life and courage to meet his future mother-in-law who is super judes tonight. He clenched both hands and looked at his own body with confidence.
But then the doubt again whispered, no doubt the turmoil again enveloped his heart.
What if I get rejected? What if he threatened to kill himself if Mas Veno still chose me? What path should I take? Should I give it up or fight for it?
Shinta's mind raged back. For three months of dating, that was always a burden. Always burdensome steps when with Veno. He loved Veno, the coca-cola of the heart. However, the fact that he's an orphan who wants a Veno is beyond reason. Any parent would be against it.
Hufc ....
A long sigh came out from her lipstick-coated lips. Shoulders and heads that had been upright again looked deeper and deeper.
Shinta threw herself to the bed. His face was grim thinking about what reaction Yulia would show, as well as what harsh words she would receive.
Again he exhaled softly while releasing his body on the bed. His eyes looked at the ceiling of the room but his mind flew into the world of the middle of nowhere.
"Sir, can you come in?"
Andra's voice was behind the door. Shinta who was laying down her body, lazily corrected the position. He's really not excited. The chaotic mind made him limp and weak instantly.
"Look Bang .." replied Shinta.
Andra opened the door and walked over to her cousin's sister. He understands the hardness of his sister. Economic problems are not easily ruled out.
"Are you ready?" tanya Andra opened the chat.
Shinta nodded slowly without making a sound or looking at Andra. He just lowered his head, shaking his hanging legs not touching the floor.
"If they don't like you for material reasons, I hope you're not sad or blaming yourself. Everything has been outlined. If he is your soul mate, he will be together, too" Andra said, trying to ward off Shinta's heartbreak.
Shinta sighed again. His face is getting sad. Her beautiful makeup was unable to cover up her worries.
"Don't worry about what we don't have yet, but worry about what we're not grateful for" Andra advised Shinta.
Shinta was silent. Down deeper.
"But still you're sure that Veno's mother will accept you. You are beautiful and young. He will lose if he just let you go" Andra said again.
Shinta still does not answer. Although he had heard the words of encouragement from his brother, still did not make him then forget the anxiety of his heart. It is getting more and more dissolved in the mind that the more thought becomes more and more complicated.
Not how long it was heard that someone pushed the doorbell of their house.
"Well, that's Veno. Come samangat. The final decision is in your hands. If you back off, you keep supporting you. And if you go forward, you'll stay behind you" Andra said, trying to greet her sister.
****
In the car.
"Beb, why are you? Not usually," asked Veno who was curious. Because it's been ten minutes driving Shinta just mute. Directing his vision outside the car glass.
However, Shinta still did not reply. Only a sighing sound ruffled in Veno's ears. Veno who felt the awkwardness was pulled over the car. He got out and opened the door of Shinta's car. He stared at the bead of the lover's eyes.
"Shin you why, hmm .. let's tell me," said Veno hoping the idol poured out all the distress and anxiety that made him look moody.
"Well, what if your mom doesn't agree with our relationship?" shinta asked, returning an intense gaze from Veno.
"It's okay. Even though mom disagrees. I will still marry you. The blessing of papi alone is enough for Mas to question you, Shinta," Veno said softly. He Sibak poni Shinta who was blown by the wind then kissed the forehead slowly.
"That's how you love me. I'm not willing our relationship ran aground just because my mom doesn't approve," he said again.
"But, a mother's blessing is very important. I don't want to get married if your mom doesn't know us" Shinta said.
Veno rubbed his face violently. He knows Shinta is a gentle heart that will reconcile the feelings of others rather than his own happiness.
"I'm so sorry, I really want to marry you. I don't want you to be taken by someone else or you to move to another heart."
"Udah ya .. don't think a lot. Serahin is just like me. I will do everything I can to convince my mother" Veno said.
Shinta just nodded slowly and carved a smile on her thin lips.
"Well that's dong, it's beautiful" said Veno while pinching Shinta's cheek slowly.
Along the way they were silent. It was as if Shinta had swallowed her silent disease to Veno. Because it is undeniable that Shinta's heart anxiety is indeed true. Looking hard on her head and her social life abroad, you can be sure she will look one eye at Shinta.
All right, I'll fight for my happiness. I don't want my mom to rearrange life even my wishes!!!
Veno steadies the heart. He rubbed his stomach while exhaling slowly.
****
In the restaurant.
The two of them were already sitting tensely inside the private room. The room was large and there were only the two of them there. Shinta paled, cold sweat just kept coming out soaking her palms. While Veno felt a bad feeling of rejection that was certainly accompanied by harsh words from the mother.
Shortly thereafter, a woman in her fifties entered. In the blink of an eye Shinta who was once heavy is now perfectly rounded. It was stuck, like having trouble breathing. Although this is the second time he met Yulia still Shinta speechless, presented with branded limited editions that cover the entire body of Yulia. From dresses, coats, heels, accessories to hairpins. Makes Shinta amazed. Amazed by the charming appearance of the prospective in-laws.
"Hallo dear ... has it been a long time?" ask Yulia while moving her fingers, greeting Veno, do not forget also the chips (kiss the right cheek and left cheek) of the child who has grown up. While Veno just smiled wryly then pulled a chair for the mother to sit.
"I'm sorry ... Mami has just arrived now, Mami's work in America is so much" explained Yulia. He smiled at Veno. Full gaze misses the child just the puppet.
Veno again smiled clumsyly and returned to his chair again. Now Yulia's eyes were focused on the little woman next to her child.
"Who is he, No?" yulia asked as she lowered her sunglasses slightly. Really intimidating look. Making Shinta awkward and scared to death.
Hmm this girl is pretty too. Tau about fashion*, thought Yulia. He again looked closely at the appearance of Shinta who uses a long-legged sleeveless and collared V-Neck* striped. Not spared also Yulia's eyes saw a black coat by saint laurent in bandrol with a price of 43.2 million rupiah.
Shinta is back. Wanted to say but the voice did not come out. Veno who noticed Shinta's gurgle grabbed the cold hand and held it warmly.
Yulia's gaze that had been full of questions now changed to affection mode. He misses Veno so much and nods softly in agreement.
Twenty minutes later. They eat without making a sound. Only the sound of a spoon hitting the plate. While Shinta who felt unkouan still forced to swallow the steak that has been provided. However, instead of going down to the stomach but as if fully gathered in the chest. Heavy and tight.he repeatedly sipped water, trying to push the food he swallowed.
"So, what do you mean by taking Mami to dinner?" yulia asked after finishing the main meal. Now it is a taste dessert mango float which is served by restaurant officials.
Shinta and Veno who can not digest food comfortably, of course, choose to finish it. Forcing to eat something won't be good. In fact, it will make digestion disturbed and will hurt yourself.
Upon hearing Yulia's question made the two return to awkward mode. The two looked at each other.
"Mi, we want to get married" Veno said, stressing every word that came out of his mouth. Shinta. While Yulia was of course stunned and unconsciously released the small-sized spoon that she held until it fell to the floor. Now Yulia's eyes looked seriously at the face of the prospective daughter-in-law her son had chosen. In the blink of an eye that had been narrowed immediately widened.
"This is a village girl!" yulia who just remembered Shinta's face. He was too stunned by Shita's appearance to not pay close attention to the girl's face.
Yulia stood up haughtily. He crossed his arms over his chest and looked at Shinta with a raining gaze.
"What business does your family have?" asked Yulia with her flat voice.
"I'm an orphan, Auntie. I've been living with my uncle and aunt. The uncle of a freelance contractor and the aunt of a tailor" Shinta replied stammeringly. He's nervous not a bitch. The hands that had been sweating were now instantly stiff, unable to move. Getting discredited questions made him even more cornered.
Hearing Shinta's sudden words Yulia's face was flushed red. Interested in her lips. He grinned at Shinta's unwillingness to want his only child.
"Cih .. don't know yourself! How can a woman like you dream of becoming a cinderella" said Yulia.
"Don't this expensive shirt you're wearing is the result of dredging Veno's money. Ck ... don't know shame! Cheap ones!" blaspheme again.
Shinta. Putting your head down deeper. It was the tears that had fallen. He knew the words he would hear. However, after hearing it directly as if so sharply stuck towards the heart. Be ill.
"Mommy, don't be like that. I love her Mi" interrupted Veno mediating the harsh words that kept coming out of Yulia's mouth. He approached the body of his biological mother hoping to stop the baseless blasphemy.
Now Yulia's sharp gaze was directed at Veno.
"You can't be stupid, Veno! He's just using you. He just wants to drain our family's money" Yulia explained, awakening Veno's insanity.
"No Mommy, that's not true. Shinta never once asked me for money or goods. She's a different girl than most of the girls I know and even Mami will like her too" Veno explained.
Yulia's eyes grew fiery. He looked at Shinta who was still sitting down looking down sad.
"If it wasn't you who bought him that expensive coat then who else? Or he had sold himself to the striped-nose man for the sake of getting those expensive clothes!" Yulia's accusation of growing cruel made Shinta's sorrow deeper.
"No Mi. The coat was a gift from his best friend, Rianti. I could even buy him more than that. But he never wanted to accept it" explained Veno who was still trying to convince Yulia.
"Ooo ... Rianti Ardi's wife? Wahh steady once you two," said Yulia again as she clapped. Disparaging.
"You village girls can get Ardi and now go after Veno. Where did you learn to seduce men," sizzled Yulia again.
"Conscious Veno. He's a snake!"
"You still want to choose him? Don't you feel sorry for Mommy. Mammals who conceived and gave birth to you. Until your heart goes against Mami for this woman."
Yulia held the child's hand hoping that his words could be understood. But Veno did not budge. He let go of her hand and walked over to Shinta's chair.
"I love her Mi. I hope Mami blesses us" Veno said, hugging Shinta's tear-jerking body.
"No!!! Once not still not!!!" yulia shouted hysterically.
"Why not?" asked Baskoro who had not since when to stand behind the door. He approached Shinta and gently rubbed the girl's hair.
"What's the shortage? Don't you see she's beautiful and young. So it can definitely give us a lot of grandchildren later," explained Baskoro.
Yulia threw away her face. Beware of the attitude of Veno and her ex-husband who defended Shinta more than he.
"Is it because of the treasure and the background?"
"What about having a good background and abundant material can make you happy?"
"Don't you learn from our past mistakes?"
"We have everything. From possessions, names, education and everything. Are we happy?"
"No Yulia!!! We're broken, we're fucked. Do you also want to leave our mistakes to Veno?"
Hearing the explanation and question after question was as if he was sticking his cheek hard. His face is getting red. She admitted that her ex-husband's words were true. But her social female ego was struggling. Rejecting the presence of Shinta.
"No!!! Until death I will not bless them" replied Yulia with great emphasis.
Veno took off his embrace and approached Yulia. With shady eyes he looked into the eyes of the mother who was fiery.
"Alright Mi. I can't live with it either."
Veno quickly grabbed the steak knife that was on the dining table. Stir it firmly into his own stomach.
Arghc ....
Veno groans. He collapsed with blood.
****
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this is a special Veno and Shinta part that I made longer than usual. I'm also sorry some days last rarely up. My son is a pussy so he has to focus on Ank first...