Duren Cold Ku

Chapter 12

The next day Clarisa came to Diki's office with a red face extinguished, Clarisa forced her way in despite being banned because Diki had asked not to let the cheating woman into her room.

"MAS DIKI.." cried Clarisa from outside the room Diki because it was blocked by Tomi and Santi secretary Diki.

"Well, what else is he here for, aren't there enough wounds he's given me?" said Diki frustrated because he heard the sound of Clarisa's scream that was loud enough however Diki still loved the woman was also so missed him, but he was very disappointed with what he had done to her.

"What should I do... I'm not strong if I have to keep this up, I still love him so much should I be selfish to separate the son from his father for my selfishness?" ask Diki to himself.

Diki became unsteady with her own decision after hearing Clarisa's screams and cries, because this was the first time she made her cry and it hurt her so much, one side of her still loved her so much, but one side he also remembered the words of Mama Nadin who no longer had a daughter-in-law like her, she said, should he let go of the woman he loves even if he already knows that she does not love him and loves another man, it feels like he left and maybe papa Juna's decision to send him back to Holland is the right choice to forget him and jga all the memories about him.

Immediately take the headset and turn on the music loud enough so that he no longer hears the woman's voice, and thankfully after he listened to the song he began to calm down and in the next song he became pensive to listen to the lyrics of the song that is so fitting with the story.

"It's my fault I think too much about my ego

Can't make you comfortable with me until you leave me

It's too late already

Now you find him

Someone who can make you happy I sincerely you are with him

I'm tucking him in

Continue my fight for her

Happy that you love him

Like I love her

I will explain him

I'll take it with my boobs I'm not his soul mate.

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Diki pensively listened to each more verse, and did not feel her tears dripping on her cheeks because she too lived the song that was exactly the same as her life.

Now he realized that if he was selfish, he thought with he was busy working to make money for Clarisa his wife would be happy, no matter what Clarisa needed, no matter what, even he never once accompanied him to shop or pick him up at the salon, he only gave full freedom and gave a lot of money so that his wife was happy and happy, and now he is aware of his mistake after listening to Clarisa's complaint to the man a few days ago.

Though what he did was to be able to meet all his needs, happy him with an abundance of material so that he did not remember about the child he did not want to have.

"Can I sing it like that song?" ask yourself.

"Should.." said Dika who knew when he was on the sofa in Diki's room.

"So, Lo when I don't know" said Diki while wiping his tears and walking towards the sofa where Dika sat...

"Lo who continues to daydream while crying where aware that I have come from earlier" said Dika and made Diki immediately sad because he remembered the song he just heard.

"Son, can I sincerely make him that man? honestly I still love him very much, but I can't bear to misahin the son of his biological father." said Diki honestly because at this time Diki really confused about what to do.

"It seems like the offer papah to the Netherlands is very suitable for Lo so that Lo can escape him.

Lo do not be selfish Dik, I know Lo still loves him very much, but he who does not love Lo, proof that he deliberately did not want to conceive a child Lo and chose to conceive the boy, the boy, whether Lo can live with people who do not love Lo, and Lo can not miss his son and father, it's a sin,!. release him, I'm sure Lo can." said Dika pat Diki shoulder.

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Seriate....