Dumped for Pregnant Girls

Heart to heart

Everyone has a past. Whether it's sweet or bitter. Remember, the past is a missed moment so there is no need to always remember. Look briefly into the past, just to make it a lesson so as not to misstep in the present and future.

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Seeing Merlyn stunned after telling a dark story in his life that had been erased by both parents from his memory, made Refano's heart quite stunned. He realized that everyone has a past. But that doesn't mean we should always fall into that dark story. Simply make the past a lesson to achieve a better life.

Refano who could not bear to see Merlyn was stunned and then pulled his hand and clenched his trembling body. He understood, surely the girl who turned out to be no longer the girl felt devastated to know the situation of her who was never realized.

In fact, he was disappointed in both his parents who covered this problem. However, he understood, both his parents did this for his happiness. They were too afraid that he would fall back into the abyss of destruction. Which woman can act ordinary when she knows she has been tainted? There aren't. Sometimes physical does look ordinary, but what the natural woman can imprint in their inner. Fragile psychics can make a person slumped to choose a way to end life. Like that he used to be when he realized he had been tainted.

Removing bad memories, that was the best path both parents chose. And thanks to that too, he was able to survive until now. But he was a little disappointed as to why he knew this this way. Both of his parents should have told him before to prevent people from thinking badly about him.

But once again he must try to understand that what his parents did again for his good. Although the end is actually the same, that is, he feels insecure with himself. He felt too dirty to be a wife, let alone a mother. It is covered for free. Moreover, not a few men who prioritize hymen compared to the nature and behavior of a woman. This is what makes him more afraid and choose to close himself especially from men including men who are hugging him now.

"Mas, loose!" merlyn's great-grandson tried to let go of Refano's embrace. "Would leave immediately. I know all my secrets so go. I don't need your mercy. Please go!" lirih Merlyn with her hands attached to Refano's chest. He tries to push Refano's body, but Merlyn's body is too limp to do so. Especially since he had not eaten at all all. He's so busy. Not to mention his overcrowded mind made him powerless to swallow food. In addition, James's change of attitude that seemed to feel so disgusted at him made him quite hurt. Even though they have known each other since childhood, James should know, where maybe Merlyn did such an insult.

Merlyn did not attempt to explain. Wh-wh-what for? It's just free to think. When a person's heart and mind are filled with prejudice, you want to explain until your voice is exhausted. They will think we are just reasoned. Let time reveal all. Maybe after their program this time, he will immediately resign and apply on another television station. Although it's hard to leave Star TV because that's the place that raised his name, but he still has to do it. All for his mental health. It was enough that he was devastated by the dark past he just remembered, he did not want to be more depressed by the change in James' attitude.

"You don't need someone's mercy, but you need someone to lean on, a place for you to moan, a place for you to take shelter, and a place where you share both joy and sorrow. We are two people who are both hurt. Victims of past bitterness. Although different stories, but still, we have a bad past. The only difference is if I experience it because of my own stupidity, while you because of the evil of the demon-hearted humans. What if we heal each other? I'm sure, as time goes on, we're able to heal each other's wounds, do you agree?" refano's words solemnly stunned Merlyn.

"What do you mean, Mom? You're not kidding, are you?" ask Merlyn.

"Did my face look like I was joking?" refano asked with a frown.

"But .. but I'm dirty, mas. I ... " Merlyn lowered her head in as the memory of the abuse flashed back in her mind.

"I mean?" Merlyn still did not understand the direction of Refano's talks. He got confused himself having to respond to what and how.

Refano took a deep breath and then slowly blew it away, "how about we do some exploring first? Getting to know each other. If we feel that we fit together, we can move on to a higher level, which is to meet the future together through the rope of marriage. Actually I want to get married to avoid sin of course. But I realize we need time to get to know each other better. I want my marriage to be my last and it will continue until death separates. I've had enough of the two women I hurt because of my selfishness and stupidity, I don't want that to happen again. So how, do you want to?"

Merlyn's eyes glazed over. Does this mean that Refano has already opened his heart to her?

"But what about your own feelings? Is it possible that I can replace someone whose name has been firmly rooted in the recesses of the heart?"

"God willing. Allah is heart-wrenching. The proof is, subconsciously I started to feel lost when your attitude suddenly changed."

"really? Hot daddy mamas aren't flocking, are they?" as long as Merlyn had started to smile after hearing Refano's words.

"It's up to you to judge me how. Importantly, I hope from now on forget about your dark past. I don't want to see your grim face anymore" Refano said flatly. "Yes, we'll be right back inside. Surely people are busy looking for our whereabouts that suddenly disappear. Oh yeah, one more thing, don't forget to eat. Do you realize, your stomach from earlier was very noisy," concluded Refano who successfully made Merlyn smile widely felt so noticed the man.

Refano silently glanced at the smiling Merlyn beside him. His heart was now relieved.

'Fira, although I'm sure I can't really forget you, but at least I'll try to open my heart as you suggested. May I also be able to welcome my happiness, even though it is not with you.' Inner Refano.

Sometimes, a woman just needs someone to listen to her outpouring of heart. Unfortunately, not all men understand. They actually judge a woman who tells a lot of it as a chatty woman. The complaining. But in fact they only need a place to share to reduce the tightness in the heart and mind. After everything is poured out, the cloudy will soon change into a rainbow.

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