Due to Revenge!!

The repentance of Mira

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Still in the same place inside the mosque in Mira village, Mira still cries sobbing next to Kyai Hashim.

Kyai Hasyim smiled at Mira who finally realized what Mira was doing. "Have not to cry, the name of the journey of life of every human being will certainly feel"

"If you want to truly repent and return to the path of Allah, God willing I will guide" Kyai Hashim told Mira who was still faithfully crying.

Mira opened her mouth to speak. "I promise to repent, but I can not escape the agreement that I have done"

Kyai Hashim he for a moment before asking Mira. "What agreement have you ever made?" ask Kyai Hashim calmly and patiently.

Finally Mira told everything to Pak Kyai Hashim, starting from the first time he had a grudge on people who had harmed both parents, he said, it all started from the sense of disbelief Mira saw his parents were not with unnatural circumstances.

Not only that, Mira also told Pak Kyai Hashim whether there are dozens of people and hundreds of people who have been exposed to the terror of Mira, s@ntet, there have been many murders of people who know nothing because of the violence of s@ntet Mira.

Mira also recounted her activities while still a shaman s@ntet, after finishing telling her all her life journey full of mistakes on Kyai Hasyim. Mira felt a little relieved.

"Have so many sins that I committed, whether I have killed how many lives, is the same still getting forgiveness from Allah sir? Will God forgive me?"

"Does Allah still open the door of repentance for me?, while there are so many lives of those I have spent"

"Allah is Oft-Forgiving, Allah is Most Merciful" Hasyim told Mira.

Mira was crying more and more when she heard the words of Kyai Hashim. After Mira was no longer crying finally Kyai Hashim led Mira to read the shahada.

"Let me lead first to worship" said Pak kyai Hasyim, Mira according to him immediately listen carefully to the creed that will be read by Kyai Hashim after that he will follow.

"Asyhadu Anna La ilaha illallah wa Asyhadu Anna Muhammadarrasulullah" Pak kyai Hashim read it slowly so that Mira can repeat the memorization of the shahada spoken by Pak kyai.

"Asyhadu Anna La ilaha illallah wa Asyhadu Anna Muhammadarrasulullah" Mira actually repented in front of Pak kyai Hashim.

I don't know what Mira talked to Pak Kyai Hashim, and Pak Kyai a lot of dhikr and all kinds of praise for God.

After Mira was led to recite the shahadah and dhikr to Allah which Mira worried in her heart that had been afraid, the misgivings simply vanished after Mirah recited the shahadah and dhikr, fear, fear, and fear, the worries that disappeared just like that were replaced with a feeling of calm, peace and tranquility in Mira's heart.

The pain and heat of the body trembling that Mira felt also previously had disappeared changed with the cool feeling that mira felt.

And Mira feels herself if her body feels like a plong, empty like there is no burden of anything else in her, Mira feels her body so lightly.

After an hour of Kyai Hashim helping Mira to return to the right path, Mira finally re-read the shahadah again.

"Asyhadu Anna La ilaha illallah wa Asyhadu Anna Muhammadarrasulullah" said Mira if Pak kyai Hashim told him to return to repentance.

"Now go home, try every time I fill the study here you come" said Kyai Hasyim.

"I will definitely come, Mr. Kyai, I do not care about the words and responses of people later on to me" Mira said with confidence.

After finishing business with Kyai Hasyim Mira returned to his home with a feeling of calm and peace.

During the trip back to his home Mira continued to repeatedly read the dhikr that was read by Pak Kyai Hashim while in the mosque.

Soon Mira finally arrived at her house, when she arrived at Mira's house immediately took ablution water and held her prayer rug which was still neatly stored in the closet, the prayer rug was never worn by Mira since the death of her parents, until her old age.

Again Mira shed her tears when she stroked the prayer mat, I don't know how much time she wasted just because she was more concerned with her revenge.

Mira prepared that she would perform her prayers of repentance, solemnly Mira immediately performed tabubat prayers. For Mira maybe at the age of her who is soon not going to be able to penetrate all the mistakes she has done to many people.

Mira perform prayers repent somehow rakaat, after that he also mengqodo prayersnya who knows how much Mira left.

Crying of course until now Mira's tears continue to flow nonstop, maybe now her tears have run out because from day to night until at home Mira's crying never subsides.

Mira kept on taking notice of all the vile deeds she had done to so many people.

"Force this contemptible servant of Thou, O Lord, I have killed many innocent people, forgive the servant of O Lord, I know that everything I've done probably won't be comparable to what I've seen"

"Astagfirullah hal-adzim, Astagfirullah hal-adzim, Astagfirullah hal-adzim, Astagfirullah hal-adzim, Astagfirullah hal-adzim, Astagfirullah hal-adzim, Astagfirullah hal-adzim, Astagfirullah hal-adzim, Astagfirullah p-adzim, Astagfirullah p-adzim, Astag, Astagfirullah pah-adzim" whether how many times the queen Mira continues to beristigfar in the heart and in the oral.

After the selesia performing Mira prayer did not immediately move from the top of his alphabet he continued to rotate his prayer beads without stopping, now there are no more tears coming out of Mira's eye fertilizers.

Maybe Mira's tears have run out from crying all the time unceasingly, I don't know how long Mira kept twisting her prayer beads while her mouth and heart kept recollecting.

His mouth and heart continue to mention the words of Allah without being interrupted, do not forget the prayer that Mira said to the great Prophet Muhammad shallallahu alaihi wasallam.

Until it does not feel so at home Mira who continues to psyche and berkasbih he does not realize if asleep on the alphabet