
Dony didn't think Nining was that bad. She thought Nining was a very good woman, it turned out that she was no better than a cunning woman who justified any means to get her wish.
Upset, angry, hateful, disappointed and also sad filled his mind. If not in the cafe, he might have already hit the table that was in front of him. However, he refrained from doing such a foolish thing. He did not want his annoyance to be seen by people.
"Mas Dony's. Dony is okay?" telisik Sri who saw the expression full of emotion implied on the face of her heart.
Dony smiled, not wanting to tell the current state of his heart to the woman in front of him. It was better for him to keep everything in silence, rather than revealing what he felt towards Nining at the moment.
"I have to get to the office, my break time is over. Thank you for telling me. I'll stay first." Dony asked permission to leave. Now that his condition is not bad, it is better for him to be alone than with someone who will make his heart state more broken.
Sri followed Dony's direction until his body was lost by the door to his office. He was so happy to see the heartbroken Dony. Although he can't yet have Dony completely, the evil plan to grow the seeds of hate in Doni's heart for his wife has succeeded.
"I will no longer give up. See what I'm going to do with your household. It's time I got what I should have. You always got what I wanted and now I won't let that happen again, Nining. Just wait for my vengeance," murmured Sri full of confidence.
***
Dony's heart is uncertain. In front of him a stack of files waiting to be done, but none of his work was done correctly. His household problems left his mind divided so that he could not focus on work.
"Why Loe, Don? I see Loe's not focused anymore. See that .. Usually one hour all of Loe's work is done. Now it's going to be hours home but Loe's files are still as high as the mountain. Is Loe having a problem?" ask his co-worker who is usually called Adam.
Dony breathes. Although he has tried to focus since, in fact Sri's speech made him really chaotic. His heart was completely broken. He was disappointed and angry at Nining, but he was not willing to part with the woman he loved so much.
"I think I'm just tired, huh. Need a leave maybe. A year ago I didn't take my cut. Maybe this is the right time for me to ask for leave from the company" said Dony. He does not like to indulge his problems in front of his friends, more comfortable solving his own life problems than being interfered with by others who are likely not to be in accordance with his wishes.
"A good idea. I think Loe should take a break for a while. Or Loe's taking a honeymoon? Didn't you know Loe hasn't had a honeymoon yesterday, has she?" so Adam again.
Hearing the word honeymoon, Dony's heart again felt slashed. It's been a year, but she hasn't given herself and Nining a vacation to spend the honeymoon together. Dony was too busy working until he forgot about his recreation with Nining.
Indeed Nining never asked for a honeymoon, but Doni felt guilty for not being able to give the happiness that is usually given by the husband to the wife. In remembering that. However, it was all like a dilemma at the moment. Is it because he never took his wife on a honeymoon so Nining betrayed him? Does Nining feel lonely and inattentive because she rarely spends time together?
Ah, now Dony's feeling guilty. Is the cause of the mistake made by Nining any interference himself? Now Doni is confused.
"Woi! Even dreamy. Must be daydreaming of your beautiful wife, huh? No wonder, anyway. Loe's wife is beautiful, but simple. Unfortunately I'm first with Loe. If I had seen him first, I would have tried my hardest to get him" Adam joked.
At that moment Dony's emotions peaked. He gripped Adam's collar furiously. In his shadow, Adam was the man who became Nining's affair. For now Adam's joke is very painful, because it makes his wounds Doni more gaping.
What did you say? You like my wife, huh?You want to be an actor?" dony growled at Adam who had absolutely no intention of taking Nining from his side.
"Quiet, Bro. I was just kidding. Why, anyway, Loe since this morning the emotions are mute? Loe again comes the moon, huh? Or is there another problem with Loe's wife?
Instead of being angry, Adam calms Dony down. He knows the nature of his co-worker and best friend. Every time there was a problem, the twenty-five-year-old man did not want to tell anyone, but his emotions became unstable. That's what's going on right now and Adam can understand it.
"Sorry." Only that word came out for Adam. Doni chose to leave rather than explain the rift of his household.
Adam understood and left Doni alone. For now it is better for him to be alone than accompanied by someone who does not know about his life problems.
Doni walked aimlessly until he accidentally stopped in front of the office mosque. Without a second thought he immediately took ablution water, kowtowed and prayed to the Khalik.
"Yes God. What really happened to my wife? Why has my wife changed now? What happened to him because I was insensitive, was there anything lacking with me until he looked for someone else?" dony raised both his hands. Without feeling clear lips wet the cheeks. Disappointed, regretful, sad and heartbroken that he now feels.
Someone who was praying beside Dony overheard Dony's prayer. He tried to give peace through the knowledge he knew.
"Tabayunis. Talk about everything well and have a cool head. Everything taken in an emotional state will end in regret" the man said.
Dony glanced to the side as faintly heard the advice spoken casually.
"meaning?" look, Dony still doesn't understand the man's intentions.
"Ask your wife what really happened. Don't believe directly in the words of people or our vision, if we ourselves only look at a glance. We could have misunderstood because we saw something just a piece," he continued.
"I mean I have to go to my wife and ask her the truth? Or do I have to investigate myself about everything that has happened? If I asked him directly, he could have lied to cover up his rot, because we wouldn't know he was honest or he wasn't," Doni replied still worried about what he should believe.
"If you are still confused, think of everything in tranquility. Think with a cool and thoughtful head. There are times when we really need solitude so that we can determine the choices we will take appropriately."
The words were so pervasive in Dony's mind. For now, he was still confused and still shocked by last night's events. If he were to meet Nining now, there would be even more emotions. It was better for Dony to be alone for a few moments to calm his heart that was rumbling so fiercely.
"Maybe I'll stay at Mom's house for some time to think about what I should decide. Because of my heartache, I was devastated. To the point that I can't control my emotions and thoughts. Thank you for your advice. Your advice means a lot to me" said Dony.
Somehow he was able to reveal his heart to the man he had never known. However, because of the man's words, his mind and heart were much better. He is ready to do his job and make a decision at least for now.
After he calmed down and could think clearly, only then would he meet Nining to talk about his household matters ahead.
***
Sri went home and went straight to Nining at her house. Coincidentally Nining is sweeping the yard, Sri was approaching with her gait that resembles a model on a red carpet.
"Mba Nining's. Mba's patient, huh? Hik hik hik," isak Sri pretended to be sad and crying.
"Mba Sri why cry? What happened Mba?" Nining's worried.
"Mas Dony's. Dony doesn't believe my words. Mas Dony chose to go home to his parents," Sri replied.