Due to Forbidden Desire (Suami for Ayunda)

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Ayu enjoyed her lunch with a sense of directionlessness. There's a sense of worry that Samuel will charge for his second night's ration. But it has become an obligation that must be done even though his feelings are floating.

While chewing, he noticed people passing by while the man in front of him was staring at him.

Ayu's focus was sidetracked to the point that she was not aware of Samuel's gaze which had been in the same position since then.

"Even if you haven't accepted, at least don't silence me." Sontak Ayu smiled strangely towards Samuel.

"I'm enjoying it around Mas. It's a lot of people here."

"Not here that crowded but outside." Pointing to the glass.

Ayu just realized, there are only a few people who eat at the restaurant. While many words are said to be more suitable for the atmosphere outside.

"Yes, sorry."

"I'm always sorry but I'm jealous." Samuel guessed that Ayu was thinking about the failure of her household. Though Ayu was in the phase of not wanting to be touched, but could not resist the touch that might later be asked Samuel.

"The woman's body is very good." Ayu answered, switching the conversation. He stared at a woman who he thought had an ideal body.

Samuel looked up and watched. He confirmed that the woman's body was perfect. But her feelings for Ayu made her eyes closed to any figure.

"Hm is good." Praise Samuel to wish Ayu jealousy.

"I want to have it. Em though my body might not be as good as it used to be. But that woman's body is more than enough."

"If it means not eating. I don't agree. You can't enjoy life without eating."

"It all takes a fight. I don't want you to get bored of me either." Ayu's eyes rounded after spewing out a word that might offend Samuel. Of course he regretted saying it because Ayu also did not want to be treated like that.

Which man wants to be likened to a figure in his bad past. But Ayu was also unable to throw her fear away. The trauma of failure was still dancing in his brain.

"Sorry." Imbuh Ayu quietly. His head was staring at his food.

"My love isn't that low Babe. Tell reason? Why would you want to have a body like that?" As promised. Samuel will obey all of Ayu's wishes as long as it doesn't hurt Ayu and her feelings." Is it to get his attention or for me?" Samuel asked firmly.

"Of course for you. We're officially married." Ayu answered nervously.

"How can I believe it? I feel like you're likening me to her."

"Mas Sam misunderstood." Ayu straightened her gaze." I asked him, afraid of failing again. Em I realized that the wife of someone who has a position must be beautiful." Samuel smiled wryly with a long breath.

"You are already so beautiful. I won't leave you even if you're as big as him." Pointing to someone who has a body weight of about 90 kg.

Ayu smiled strangely as if she could not believe Samuel's words. He began to imagine how heavy it was to have such a huge body.

"I don't mean to insult. I will not let my body be that big. It must not only be heavy to carry it, but it will also be heavy to receive scorn from his partner as well as people around."

Ayu's thinking was too shallow. All of that is because he never went out of the house or heard the opinions of others since bearing the status of Wife.

Only the words of Ms. Erna and Dika are heard every day. Motivate himself to be able to restore body shape with the spice scorn and words that are very hurtful.

"But her husband loves her." Ayu turned her head back and only realized that the woman was not alone. Her husband even helped her put a helmet on before the two of them passed away on his bike." Ilove you. That feeling is permanent if you can keep the loyalty." Ayu nodded but her face did not look better.

"I'll be faithful."

"OKAY. I'll teach you how to lose weight but still be able to eat."

"That's impossible Mas. For almost 10 months I ate once a day and drank juice but my body remained unchanged."

"You're very sexy but if you insist, we'll do regular exercise starting tomorrow. How's it?" Ayu's smile turned fluffy. He was happy with the support Samuel had given him.

"Seriously Mas?"

"Origin' not for him."

"Of course not." Ayu answered excitedly.

"Hm. At least to keep my body from getting wider."

"Godly your heart is for me. That's not a big deal."

"Think about what other people think."

"I never thought about it. But if you think about it. Yes it is." Ayu swallowed her food slowly while glancing at the look on Samuel's face that turned upset.

"You're angry, are you?" Ask lirih.

"Little bit. But I will understand your feelings that may still be left behind in the past."

Soon Ayu lifted the tray and moved to sit next to Samuel. He felt bad for Samuel who should have been his priority since a few hours ago.

Why'd he move? Is he afraid I'm angry?

"It's not like it's already a mas." Ayu returned to being a submissive woman and did not want to hurt her husband even if only a little.

"Why not be?" Samuel asked pretending. The huft! So worried.

"I just wish you could be like that guy when my body widens." Samuel chuckled, but he tried to hold him back.

"No. You have to diet to impress your ex-husband and feel sorry for divorcing you." Sontak Ayu swallowed his food rough. His round eyes looked at Samuel from the side with a tense face.

"A I'm not thinking about that. I'm even lazy to meet him." Reply Ayu stammered.

"Your wish proves everything Babe."

"I told you not to." Samuel looked over and showed his lazy face. He was comforted again watching the tense face Ayu showed.

"I'm still a new person to you while he's been with you for a long time. It'll definitely leave a wonderful memory that you'll find hard to forget." Samuel said fishing.

"Yes..."

"Now confess." Ayu put down the spoon and switched to holding Samuel's arm.

"Listen first. Don't interrupt my conversation." Sahut Ayu half whined. So it caused a bang on Samuel's heart because of the innocence and the attitude of what Ayu showed.

His attitude is driving me crazy...

"I'm just still trying to get up. I've also been hurt by his attitude."

"But you still think about the rules when I promise you a good life." Ayu is getting restless. He thought that Samuel was really angry and could be the trigger for a divorce.

If he divorces me how? Why am I being pushed like this..

"Seriously Mas I'm still trying to accept you. Not because there's still him, but my heart can't respond." Rajuk Ayu further tightened his grasp.

"I don't trust Babe."

"Why is Sam like this?" Ayu's protest shifted her body closer. He didn't want people around to know their debate." If you don't accept it, why get married?" Imbibuh.

"Like what? I remember we got married this morning."

"Don't believe my words. We are official. Don't look for trouble and make things difficult."

"You started it. I'm now your husband's not her." Ayu's heart trembled violently as Samuel spoke these words. He stood with both hands still holding Samuel's arm.

"We're going home." Take Ayu suddenly.

"Why?"

"Just go home. Come on." Soon Samuel stood up and followed Ayu's request without understanding why. He had time to look left and right to check if Dika might be around.

What the hell is he doing? Och Babe's.. You're making me even more anxious..

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