Dreary Life

falling is sick, right?!

Meta stared out the window, he was always thinking. Usually fall sick but fall in love does it have to be this sick? was it wrong that he fell? if it could be arranged he would choose to fall somewhere else but what the power of the red rope of fate would determine everything. Whether it is true that there is no red rope of destiny, meta himself does not know.

Want it to feel he ran, but what power the more he ran the more the rope bound him and the more it made him tied. Problems alternating, starting from his efforts to get the hearts of his parents to pursue his love? hahhh,, cliche grounds chasing. Even though he who uses the situation, does not want to be like this.

What's wrong with being a little selfish? What's wrong with chasing? I don't know! what kind of answers do meta want to look for. What he now wants to fix is that he is still confused, whether this test he can do anything to get through it. Can he choose the short path of suicide?

Meta daydreams stopped when sintia patted his shoulders slowly, the,

"it's okay! you can cry to get it out. Me and the others must have accompanied" said shady Sintia. As a friend or friend, it is even thicker than blood. Because there was a sign of affection, Meta looked towards his friends including jasmine. Although far away but still smile at him,

'GOD!!! My sins? Is it my fault for hurting her?' in the meta mind that looks towards jasmine. Although friends are somehow so hard to get close to, like there's an invisible high wall between meta and jasmine.

"i'm fine" the meta reply tried strongly,

"i'm hungry? let's eat" exclaimed the meta with energy that did not overflow as before. With a meta smile giving a sign of cue, being reciprocated with his friends was no exception.

Today it's bright gray, that's the term for their state. Although there is a joke but somehow it feels very crisp, not the same as before.

The day changed, it was already 2 weeks after the incident. Who somehow meta chose to stay away from everything including fast and both parents, he was no longer home with his father and mother. He started working part time every day and he had disappeared in the rain that time,

"met, yuk the way" asked nisa spirit.

"hoah,," disappointed shutter,

"sorry say! that job I can't stay in. The salary is decent, but other days definitely so" meta encourages his friends who are disappointed. He tidied the book into the bag hurriedly,

"first say! lovvv you all" said the meta who immediately left jasmine, rana,nisa and sintia.

"haaaahhhh, it's not good that there's no meta" nisa whine, nisa,

"yes" same as rana.

"already!besides, you all know?! ever since he got out of the house, he financed his own life! we should support it" Sintia said,

"agree with your words, Sin! well that's why let's go shopping for cooking ingredients and gather at kost2san the meta, we party there" said jasmine.

"agree" exclaimed nisa,

"that's how I met at kost2san the meta" replied the shutter. They parted, each preparing cooking ingredients. Previously they had arranged the items they would carry, so it would not double.

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