Dreaminations

Enjoy Childhood 1's

Rest arrived, I just stayed in the corner of the yard, watching the children play happily.

I was bored at that time.

After a few minutes, Yan came to me.

"What's right here?." With a cold tone and a flat face.

"Don't see I'm sitting." I said a little annoyed because I was bored.

Without a single word Yan pulled me and invited me to play.

"DUGS... DAGS... DUG... DAGS...DUG.."

My heart is beating fast.

"What's happening to me, what's this feeling?." Ask in the heart.

"Where do I like this kid, right?" Questions in the mind.😳

".....loding....."

Didn't expect me to get carried away and start playing again with Yan. He asked me to try all the games there. I also saw Yan a little surprised, his face turned into a cheerful child, his flat face disappeared. I saw her smile so adorable and warm, sweet as sugar, her eyes also sparkled like diamonds.

"Why isn't he just like this." I said in my mind.

I thought that if I was with Yan, time would go by so fast.

The time has come to go home, then again my father spoke to the teacher, I do not know what they are talking about.

But all I know is that they're talking about me. I'd love to eavesdrop, unfortunately I'm too small to get off the bike.

I am not used to having such a small body.

The journey home was a familiar atmosphere. In Jalana is still a beautiful atmosphere and feels ancient vibe.

I feel like this is my old life. It is comfortable, with a feeling of where it is still with a family that is not separated.

That's where I'm at home. Then I change my clothes and watch TV.

My father brewed a cup of coffee accompanied by a few slices of fried bananas.

I watch while eating fried bananas too. It tastes good.

A few days later my sister and mother came home. They came home earlier than usual. It's a surprise to me that 1 little family got together. Spend time with happy laughter. Without realizing that my tears were dripping, I was moved.

My tears came out without me noticing, this really made me cry happily. Remember that in past lives this never happened.

They realized that I was crying, they were wondering why I was crying. I can't possibly say that I remember the past, which they may have believed.

Then I told him I was happy we were together.

"Papa mama can't keep fighting?" I said to wipe away the tears on my face.

"Dianna's happy we're living like this, Dianna's afraid you'll leave Dianna."

They looked surprised by the words I just said.

"Anna why are you talking about it?" Ask my mother to gently stroke my head.

Then I made up a story, so that they would understand my sadness.

"So at Anna's school it was horrified that one of Anna's parents divorced, teluss... Hiks.., trying to be pathetic.

They made Anna's friend depressed, Anna, out of her hicks, so she got sick... From the same car that ninuninu it sounds, telrus not back and forth"

In my heart I hope it works.

"Mama know? What is depression?."

My mom and dad are still quiet. After listening to me tell a story.

"Dianna don't think about it, mama promised we'd be together."

"Papa's promise okay?"

"So, too, a promise"

"Okey we promise!"

I feel relieved in my heart at least they promised.

We hugged for a while, and it was time for dinner.

We had dinner together while watching TV.

With a narrow room but full of happy feelings.

I'm really happy. This is when I felt that my life was just beginning.

On Sunday we decided to go for a walk. We went to the nearest mall, because there just happened to be a little money for healing.

There were a lot of games, I tried all the games that were there with my family.

I never felt happiness like this. Now that I feel it, it really makes me feel like I'm flying above the clouds.

We bought ice cream, snacks and drinks. My mom and dad bought me sandals too.

I saw there was a photo place, then I invited them to take pictures together.

We posed in funny styles.

After we finished playing, we went home, because it was late and tomorrow we have to do more activities.

Because Tomorrow's MONDAY!.

Arriving home, my father and mother were discussing on the porch. I was curious, afraid that they would have a discussion about separation. Because it's not funny

I'm too sensitive.

I went to them and asked.

"What are you talking about? Pa?ma?."

They told me that, they were discussing me to skip class. They wanted to enroll me in Elementary School early.

I can read and write very well.

Then I told them that it was a real gig, again a few months I had also entered Elementary School. Of course I didn't say it like that, I said it more kiyowokk and how goy-gemoy ges ya.

Of course they also agreed, because they also need time to prepare for my needs.

Because MIOL

What is MIOL? MIOL is :

Money

Is

Our

Life

Isn't that so?? xixixi.

The next day, as usual, I was playing around like Kindergarten's son.

Sanding gk dilikmatin, so the leak is delicious guys. Being made into an adult.

Adults make the head so bald without a strand of hair, all fall out because of the stress of thinking alive. But life does not think of us. Bad on him?.

Well that's how life is there surprises that always make the gymnastics heart ygy.

While I was playing, I did not see Yan, so curious, I asked the teacher.

"Missy ma'am, ana~ would like to ask, Yan where are ya?."

The teacher was confused, because there was no child named Yan at the school.

"Who do you mean?" Ask the teacher while pinching my cheek.

I explained the characteristics of the Yan to the teacher, and he just knew who the child I meant, he said he had graduated. And it turns out that Yan was her nickname.

"Yan's real name is ma'am?" Askaqua.

"Her name is ×£[." CRING... RINGG

The bell rang and I was told to go to class. Without hearing the name of the child.

Yasudah, I said because it is not the point that he is Yan.

I was a little sad that Yan left without saying anything to me.

Because we just spent yesterday together. And it was so much fun.

Now it feels lonely, without him. No more flat and cold faces in this kind of kindergarten. ⁇ ️

The hours of the lesson started, not too boring because the atmosphere was very exciting, but still I was annoyed with Yan leaving.

"Seru also plays with the bocil, but I prefer to play with Yan, because I think he is more mature, like exactly like me, is he a genius child?" Thought in my little head.

I tried to forget Yan with various activities. Because I didn't think, yesterday was the last day he played with me.

I draw, count, spell and write. Everything I did and made the teacher surprised, even though I tried hard to make my picture say. Calculate incorrectly several times, spell poorly, and write badly.

Why does it still look better than the other kids?, It's really troublesome. They say that I am a genius child after that boy named Yan. Hadeh...

I wish I could meet the "Yan".

I don't know where he is now.

Now my life as a Kindergarten child just revolves around that. Go to Kindergarten and play, study and go home.

But what I'm relieved about is that my mom and dad don't fight anymore. It doesn't matter what my life is like that it's important they don't just part ways.

At home I play and do homework, such as sweeping and washing clothes, my neighbors even wonder why I can do it. My sister also helped me, like I told me to clean this up and it was _- she helped with prayer.

"Not changed at all, dajal emang_-"

Every time my parents came home from work, I received praise for having a very diligent child. Don't forget they praised me. My mother stroked my head and my father bought me snacks.

It's so cool to be a kid, be pampered and have so much love.

Day after day just passed by.

Ahkirnya I was registered to enter Primary School.

At school I felt bolder, I became an active child. Compared to the old life. I used to be probably going to stay in the corner, not talking and saying hello. Like the ilang_- child.

I thought about it, I felt like I wanted to stop myself.