Dr. Clara

Episode 55's

"What are you, Elliza?"

I who was seriously wiping with a smile to imagine how hot David was, had to gasp when one sentence managed to surprise me.

I turned my body to face him on the doorstep.

Melliza: "Marsya" I said softly.

Fortunately I have tidied up my clothes and put my CD back on.

Marsya: "What are you doing Za?"

Melliza: "I.. I'm wiping this off" I said pointing the sofa in front of me.

Melliza: "So I didn't realize I was spilling..

Marsya: "What are you doing Elliza?" tanyanya flat.

Melli: "Aku...

Marsya: "What did you just do with dr. David Melliza Clara Utomo's"

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Marsya: "I've suspected you since the hickey problem last time but I still don't know who it belongs to, then I always catch dr. David who has never been absent in the slightest to come to your room. Where is your mind Ellizaaa? dr. David's married you know that, right?!" marsya's tone of voice gradually began to rise.

Melliza: "I can explain Yes, you don't misunderstand me first" I tried to approach her.

Marsya: "What needs to be explained? you want to defend yourself that you're not an actor? HUH?!"

Melliza: "I am. I am not a Sha actor, am I not!" I feel like I don't accept it.

Marsya: "If not an actor then what is Melliza? WHAT?!!!"

Marsya: "He's married, but you. You're disgusting Melliza, disgusting!"

It feels so painful to hear the words of a friend who is even like a brother himself. Even Marsya's words were more painful than the thousand thousand scorn of my two brothers.

Marsya: "Is this your way to ease your internship with Elliza? you turn yourself in to your guidance physician? You despise Elliza, you're disgusting. I wouldn't have a friend like you"

I just fell to the ground after hearing Marsya's words like a lightning bolt.

I was wrong to love David.

But can love choose?

If indeed I can also actually want to connect with single men instead of even establish love with the husband of people.

Am I insulted?

I'm disgusting?

But what should I decide at that time if I don't agree to marry him.

Should I just accept being raped? or do I have to accept her offer to get married officially?

Whereabouts? which one should I choose between them.

What other wise decision could have cost me less than to marry in silence.

I'm sick too, I don't want this to happen either. I do love her I want to have her but that's in a sense to myself.

Melliza: "Yes you are right.. I'm despicable and I'm disgusting, I don't deserve to be your friend" I said softly.

I looked up at him, in his eyes still full of disappointment towards me.

Melliza: "Sorry I can't" I'm looking down unable to do anything else.

Marsha: "Elliza!"

Melliza: "I can't Sya, I can't. Mas David.he's tied me up, we..

I said stalled, it was hard to dare to say everything to Marsya.

Melliza: "We're married Shah" I said.

Marsya langung approached me and shook my body hard.

Marsya: "YOU HAVE GIKA ELLIZA!!!" he screamed right in front of me.

Melliza: "I have to how else Shay, how to. He threatened me"

Marsya: "You've never trembled at Elliza's threat, for you're afraid of her threat"

Melliza: "What should I do between two choices that are so ambiguous. What would you choose if there was only a choice between being raped or being officially married. What Sya? WHAT?!"

Marsya was silent after hearing my words.

Melliza: "I had no choice but to agree to marry her, but that's what I would agree to if the marriage was kept a secret"

Marsya: "Who knows about this?"

Melliza: "In addition to us only you know Sya"

Marsya: "Why don't you talk to your grandfather? he'll help you Za" she suggested.

Melliza: "I was originally planning like that, but David was always one step ahead of me. I don't know what else to do, nor do I know what kind of threat David would pose to my grandfather if I were to leave his side"

Marsya: "Threat? dr. David wants to threaten your grandfather?"

I just nodded in a listless nod.

Marsya: "Maybe it's just Za's bluff, you don't fear the threat"

Melliza: "How could I not be afraid of Sya, if my grandfather only seemed so surprised when I said the name of David. There must be something going on between them that I don't know yet"

Marsya: "Then you hide behind my name alone, dr. David wouldn't know"

Melliza: "No Yes, no, mas David was determined. He's gonna keep going after my grandfather"

Melliza: "All she wants is for me to stay by her side and not try to escape"

Melliza: "Yes? Was my decision wrong?"

Marsya Langung hugged my body tightly.

Marsya: "You calm down well, I'll find another way for you to escape dr. David"

I thought Marsya would hate me, but in fact that night Marsya became a tranquilizer for me.

He convinced me that I could escape David, but somehow it felt like my whole body didn't want to get away from David's scope at all. I want to always be by her side, serve her and love her.

This body and soul just want to be owned by David, just want him not someone else.