Don't Touch Me

Difficult Sleep

Knowing that Ayu had come out of her room, Risha immediately got up from the bed and walked to the door to lock her up. After that, Risha sat in a chair near the table that she used to write and read.

The sad mood of remembering the events that occurred between He and Cindy, made it difficult for her to close her eyes. The memory of everything that happened just now, just kept passing through his mind. Until Risha chooses to write down what she feels right now, she must continue to grieve and shed tears.

A black inked pen is now seen dancing on the white paper, slowly and surely creating each verse and forming a sentence that represents his heart.

I used to miss being able to get away with it freely

But now, though, now,

He was stuck in every breath

I am what you feel

I am what your heart wants

But darling, though,

I am not your destiny

Never will

How much happiness I give

I'll just be a memory

Whatever memories I create

I will still feel the loss

Because I'll just be the past to you

It will never be the future of your life...

After writing each sentence, without Risha noticing her tears fell and wet the white paper. With the sadness that comes with it, for what He feels for Cindy right now. But suddenly, there was a knock on the door and someone called his name from outside. Making Risha immediately wipe her tears, and walk to the door of the room.

"Let's go..?! How come you haven't slept..?" asked Risha while trying to act ordinary in front of Ayu who was currently watching her.

"You're crying, Ris..? I haven't been able to sleep because of your same thought.."

Hearing that, Risha immediately turned her body, because she did not want Ayu to continue to see the traces of tears that were still on both cheeks.

"I don't cry Yu, I just-"

"You don't have to lie to me, Ris.. I know, if you cry. Nothing Ris, don't hold it. What is later you even dizzy." said Ayu while staring at Risha who now looks down.

"I don't want to cry anymore Ayu, but somehow these tears just want to fall down.." said Risha with a voice that sounded raucous.

"That's because your heart is now sad again Ris, cry it's okay. I'm keeping you.." Ayu replied while hugging Risha's body..

Now Risha did not want to hold it anymore, he released all the sadness he felt through tears. There was a sense of tightness that also filled in the chest, when He realized that his story with Cindy had now completely ended. There was no reason for them to get back together, even though the love was still between the two of them.

"You're patient, Ris.. Everything will be fine, and you can get through all this." said Ayu as she rubbed Risha's back slowly.

"What decision did I make right, Yu..?" risha asked while crying.

"After this you can not cry anymore, it's enough all this time you drop your tears for Cindy.. Now is the time for you to think about yourself and your own happiness, Risha.." Ayu said as she took a deep breath, He does not want Risha to continue to dissolve in sadness and remember Cindy who will only make herself feel sad.

"Yyaa Ayu, thank you.." said Risha while wiping her tears. "Tonight I went to sleep, because maybe I will find it difficult to sleep.." pinta Risha to Ayu who just smiled and nodded her head.

"Yaa don't cry anymore, now we better watch a horror movie." said Ayu with enthusiasm.

"Why should it be horror, Yu..?! There I did not even sleep because later it must be imagined continues,mmmh.." said Risha..

"From a romance movie, to a horror movie, Ris.. More exciting and fun for sure.." reply Ayu who immediately turned on the television in the room, then choose a horror film they want to watch.

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The next morning, the,,

"Why are you two saying that..?" mama asked while enjoying breakfast together.

"Did you guys stay up last night..?" Papaa also asked when he saw the eyes of Risha and Ayu who looked red and soft, especially Risha's eyes that looked like they were swollen.

"Last night Risha ngajakin watch a horror film, continue to watch the romantic drama that is very sad Maa, Paa.." Ayu replied as she glanced at Risha who was seen raising both eyebrows, because they were upset by the answer given by Ayu to their parents.

"Ohh, so as it turns out, it's worth Risha's eyes look a bit swollen.." said Papaa with a smile.

"Risha, next time don't stay up late, take care of your health. Mamaa doesn't want you to get headaches because of lack of sleep." Mamaa told Risha..

"Iyaa Maa, last night Risha had a hard time sleeping. Hence ngajak Ayu watch.." said Risha..

"What makes you so hard to sleep, Risha..? Is there something you're thinking about..?" mamaa asked, because she did not want Risha to have many thoughts that could cause him to have another headache.

"Risha is just tired of Maa, because there are not many activities. Maybe he wants to take a walk,hee." said Ayu with a smile.

"Is that true, Risha..? If you feel bored and want to go for a walk, it's okay. Just tell Mamaa and Papaa, want to go out of town or out of the country." said Mamaa..

"Going abroad, Maa..!" yang Ayu who again answered the question asked Risha..

"You're Ayu, Mamaa asked Risha.. But you keep answering.." said Mamaa while smiling and shaking her head.

"Later Risha think first, Maa.." said Risha who knew that it was actually the desire of Ayu who wanted to go for a walk, not her.

" Yes, honey, now finish your breakfast together. Mamaa and Papaa want to get ready to go first.."

Mamaa and Papaa, who had finished their breakfast, rushed to the room and soon left Risha and Ayu, who were sitting on the sofa.

"We go abroad ajaa Ris, later you say the same Mamaa and Papaa.." said Ayu while imagining something that makes him smile at himself.

"Of course, fantasize about the child..! You are the one who walks there with Aabid.." said Risha..

"Tok same Aabid anyway, Ris..?! Why try the same way with him, which there will be him sticky as I continue like glue.." Ayu reply while continuing to persuade Risha to want to be invited to go for a walk with him...

Seriate...

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