Don't Tell Me I'm Cheating

Part 12's

Today Brian chose permission to take a day off from his usual routine and he also did not go to the cafe where he used to work. Brian in addition to college he also works to support his own needs, he works in a cafe owned by Arka. Because of the kindness of the Arka family, Brian can work without disturbing his lectures.

The flashback

Everyone would want a comfortable, harmonious life and also get affection from parents. But not for Brian and his brother Andes. The distance between the ages of Brian and Andes ranged from 8 years, Brian was 7 years old at the time while his brother was 15 years old.

Every day they watched their parents fight. There was always a commotion at home, Brian who was a child could only cry when his parents shouted at each other, cursing at each other. No more love and laughter at home. So that one day Papa and Mama they choose to go from home, and choose their own lives.

So that the Andes was forced to become the backbone of the family at the age that is still stepping on Junior High. Andes was also forced to drop out of school due to economic circumstances that made it impossible for him to attend school and finance the needs of his younger brother.

Those who were young at that time very much missed the affection of both parents, especially when children their age still need guidance and attention from their parents, especially when their age still needs guidance and attention, because a parent's affection can not be replaced with anything.

So that the Andes always instill to Brian, if one day his parents are aware of his mistakes and want to return to their lives again, then Brian must be faced with forgiving the mistakes of his parents, God planned all of this for the best of him and especially his brother Brian.

The tireless Andes, always trying to make his little brother Brian happy. Both in terms of economics and affection from his brother. So Brian is not so lonely despite not having both parents beside him.

Until then Brian who was still in high school, was forced to find money for his own needs and money for his school, because his brother who usually loves and supports him has his own family. Although his brother always gave enough money for his needs, but Brian always refused gifts from his brother. Brian did not want to make his brother's family fall apart just because of him, he also did not want what he felt when he was a child happened to his brother's children. Although his brother has been fairly successful at this time, Brian still does not want to bother the brother he loves the most.

Flashback off

After locking his house, Brian walked around the compound heading out near the highway. The weather was also very supportive at that time, not so hot and also not seen cloudy. A park is his choice at this time, Brian chose to sit in a corner of the park that leads to the highway, Brian then took the Mobile Phone in his pants pocket and Headset for him to listen, Brian then, as he closed his eyes, he breathed in the cold morning air.

A mellow music that he likes very much at this time, let alone seen from his life that is so lacking that mellow music became his friend when Brian was troubled. Quiet music that makes it seem dissolved in the longing for a glimmer of happiness.

Brian always remembers, the last time he got together with his family, laughing with Papa, Mama and his brother without any problems and without any parting words. But it all seems to end just like that. As if everything disappeared into each other there was no news.

“I miss” so much that word keeps saying wherever Brian goes, especially when he misses.

That person's name, which is still firmly in Brian's heart. Yes, the name he always called Papa and Mama. Now it's like where is he? How areya? Can I see him again? I Miss. It's always what pops into Brian's heart and mind. To the point of not feeling her tears just drip.

“Halo” says Brian.

“Halo, Bri again where are you?"Reveal Bella with a hurried voice.

“iya? it's again in the park Bel,” said Brian.

"Okay, I went there, yes" said Bella .

"Wait for Bell" replied Brian again and immediately turned off his phone.

From a distance Bella can see Brian who is sitting in the corner of the park, Brian waved to call Bella. Bella who felt called back even returned a wave of Brian's hand while walking to meet Brian.

"Hi Bri" said Bella greeting Brian, when Bella was in front of Brian.

Bella can feel what Brian is feeling right now. Because when Bella, right in front of Brian, Bella can see the aura of sadness from Brian's eyes. Bella looked at Brian as if looking for answers, about what happened to the young man she currently loved.

Bella seemed to be pestering the question before Brian told her, Bella did not want to force Brian to talk to her about the personal feelings of Brian at this time.

After a long time they were silent with their own thoughts. Brian seemed to have just realized that Bella was beside him, it was inappropriate for Brian to silence Bella. Especially if it makes Bella ilfil see her attitude.

"I'm sorry" Brian said in a sad and sincere tone.

Bella looked at Brian as if she understood what Brian was feeling right now.

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