Don't take away my happiness!

Honest About Rio's Feelings

"Did you like Mommy?"

"What is love and love with Mommy?"

"Say it clearly, Om!"

"Never lie, because the cave hates lies!"

Those questions were able to make Rio's heart start pounding incoherently. He did not expect that Naku could do such a detailed thing.

Rio did not know, whether he should say honestly or he should be forced to lie in order to hide his feelings in order not to make things uncomfortable.

"Why silence? Shocked, or what the cave said just now is true?"

"Udahlah, Om. The cave is not a child anymore, the cave is already big. So, caves can be different from the way you behave it's not like a friend in general!"

Naku is a teenager. However, she was also able to distinguish the way Rio behaved to Becca was like someone who was very, very caring for her partner. No longer a friend who is always there when needed.

Perhaps, it was time for Rio to tell his feelings honestly. It's just, not Becca. But to her son who could read very clearly what was in Rio's heart and also thoughts about her Mommy.

Slowly Rio started trying to neutralize his already erratic feelings. His heart was pounding, along with his heart that was beating fast, like a thief who was caught by the citizens.

After feeling a little calm, Rio also explained to Naku using language that was easy to understand by him. And also warning not to make Rio become uncomfortable with the contents of his heart that he will convey.

"OK, Om will tell you honestly what Om feels for your Mommy. Previously Om apologized, what if this Om feeling is a feeling that you really hate. But, Om will say it honestly. As long as you promise Om, don't say all this to your Mommy. Just make this the secret of Om and you. Can you?"

"Yayaya, whatever. The point is the cave wants Om to be honest, to be honest!"

"Huhhh, okay ...."

Rio took a rough breath, then started to explain about his own feelings using very careful words and composed his words so as not to make a mistake.

"Actually Om also does not understand the same feelings of Om himself. Why have you been thinking recently about your Mommy. The more Om tries to eliminate it, the more remembered will be the face of your Mommy who from the past until now still beautiful."

"At first, Om thought, this was just a passing feeling. But why is that feeling getting stronger? While Om himself wondered, why the feeling that now it succeeds more than beat the feeling of Om who used to be to Mommy."

"However, over time Om realized. If Om has started to love your Mommy again, but there is a difference between then and now. Maybe it used to be just a mony*et love that was only present the first time, when Om knew when it was love. If it is now much stronger than before, it can be said like the first love that re-emerges with a different version."

"Om no problem, if the love that Om feels is just a love that Om can feel alone. Om is even happy, because this feeling proves that Om is not numb to a woman. So, even if later Om knows your Mommy does not love Om, Om will not be angry or disappointed. Suppose we love each other, and then you don't approve of our relationship. Then Om will not continue the relationship. To Om, the comfort of both of you is far more important than this love."

Rio's explanation of her feelings actually managed to touch Naku's heart. She was speechless listening to what Rio said, without being able to say anything more.

Seeing Naku's response, like not twitching instead made Rio become confused. He doesn't know if Naku is angry after hearing about his feelings or if Naku is overwhelmed by what he has to say.

For a few minutes, I got no answer. Rio smiled, maybe for him Naku still can't join his words. Behind it all. Naku has a rather disturbing dilemma between his heart and his mind.

"Hey, why are you silent? Is there something wrong with Om's words?" rio asked, waving his hand in front of Naku's face.

"W-there! That feeling should not be there for Mommy, because Mommy and Daddy will soon be together. Either way, Om must not ruin their love. Understood?"

The threat that came from Naku's mouth, actually managed to stab Rio in the heart. Although his heart ached withstanding the prick given by Naku, Rio still tried to smile and nodded his head.

"Yes, I know what you're saying. Om will try to get away from your Mommy and try to get rid of these feelings. If all that makes you happy, Om will. One thing you should remember!"

"Om won't let you fall in the same hole. If anything happens to you, Om will come forward to defend you and take back the happiness you should have!"

"Yes, it's night. Come on in, Om want to see Yola's inside. You also have to take a break tomorrow from school, do not get bad luck. You have to be a diligent school, and excel so that later you can become a successful man who makes both your parents happy."

Rio smilingly endured the pain of his heart over the rejection Naku gave about him. Slowly his hands clapped on Naku's shoulders, while getting up from his seat.

Then Rio left leaving Naku, who had just stood up. Where Rio's eyeballs started to glaze over, but he had to hold all of it so as not to make Becca suspicious.

To Rio, what Naku said was true. Rio must not be selfish to continue his feelings, because basically Becca's love is only for a Gala. Gala is first for Becca.

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