Don't Sore My Heart

The Fortress

It has been two weeks since the incident of the quarrel papi and mother kisya.

From that day on he left the house that had been a part of his life, a house full of many memories with his baby,  but the love for her secretary Bella is so great that she is willing to leave her beloved wife and child.

Mother Kisya continued to persuade her child to go out of the room, but al never came out, mother often came to her child's room to check the state of her favorite child, feed her, feed her,  mother never cried in front of al because the mother did not want her child to know that she was still injured, too,  but the mother wants her child to know that she is strong so that her child is not sad anymore.

Until now Al still can not believe what happened in his life, he locked himself in a room and still not accept all this. Al loved his papi so much, his papi was his first love, al even wanted to marry a man like papi joan, who was so affectionate with family and so protective of him, he said,  never hurt her at all.

Pi, papi once said he would never let anyone hurt me, make me cry, it turns out that papi means someone else can't but papi is the one who can do it?  That so? 

Pi, you've always taken care of my heart, but now, you're the one who broke my heart, you hurt as badly as he broke it, you even went for another woman, you're the one who hurt me,  what is the meaning of my presence in your life pi?  I always felt like I was the luckiest child to be born as your only child and mother, why is papi so evil?? is this what you call sincere love?

Al's tears kept flowing down his cheeks, it's a nightmare.

That's what's on his mind.

Altha got up from the bed, stood facing the wall in her room, a large picture frame plastered there, 3 people smiling happily appeared in the picture frame.

Al took the frame, staring while remembering the moment when this photo was taken, who would have thought the smile in this photo would no longer exist in this house.

Is in this photo papi smiling because of force? because there's me in front of you pi?

Altha growled, she throws her picture frame loudly

Prunes

Shards of glass from the picture frame were scattered on the floor, Al stepped his feet closer to the frame, shards of glass piercing his feet bleeding from his white feet,  ah the pain no longer seemed to feel, of course the pain of his legs was not comparable to the pain in his heart.

Mother who was about to go to the room altha so surprised to hear the sound of glass from her child's room, she immediately approached the room altha.

"Al honey, open the door, son, not in the lock, baby, are you hurt, son?  Open your dear worried mother" said the mother behind the door, but there is no answer, al cool with her own world.

Al thought blankly, he picked up a baseball bat near the picture frame lying on the floor, immediately hitting it hard repeatedly on that frame, and then,  spilling all the anger upset sad disappointed in a picture frame.

"Aaaagghhhh!!!!  I hate papiiii!!!" Her screams, tears were unstoppable. Those tears had flowed profusely on the beautiful face of altha

Brakkkk

Arriving at the door of the room in the broken down by the servants in their house, the mother was immediately surprised to see the condition of the child, fresh blood flowing at the feet of the child. 

"Honey" Mother Kisya was about to approach her child

Gubrag

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Altha Room

The family doctor has examined al, the mother is increasingly worried about the condition of her child, the altha looks very chaotic.

He became thin and so pale, for how many hours later al woke up and saw his mother was sound asleep at his side with his mother's hands clasping her hands tightly.

Altha could see the eyes of the mother who was so swollen, al felt guilty for making her mother cry.

*A*pa have I done?

"Mother.. " Lirih nya

"Dear baby, mommy here baby, is there anything you want son? " Answer replied that she woke up as soon as she heard the voice of her child

"Mother forgive al's attitude, but not only al who is sad and injured, mother must be more hurt than al right?  Forgive this selfish al bun, should we strengthen each other and rise again, we should show papi that we can be happy without him, but al instead selfish" Al cried, Al cried, not aware that his attitude all this time even adds to his mother's sadness

"Dear, forgive mom too? mother can not give a happy family and a complete family for you, let us both heal, strengthen and have to live happier, more,  only al that mother has now if the mother's child is sad mother is also sad, al the strong child mother knows that and we can certainly go through this, okay baby? " Mother with a sweet smile while gently stroking her daughter's head.

"Well bun, mother do not stayin al ya, al only have a mother, al need a mother" Al hugged her beloved mother tightly

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Days passed, al had re-awakened, he did not want too long to dissolve in sadness, he had to go back to college after a long absence. 

Al saw himself in the mirror, reflected off the beautiful and fashionable girl. 

"Love?  My first love betrayed me and my mother, I will not easily fall in love with anyone, I will not be easily trapped in the good of any man, he said, I won't let anyone hurt me and hurt me again, let me hurt you and hurt you guys assholes! " Say al spoke to himself in the reflection of the mirror.

Yes, al has built a great fortress in his heart, he is better to hurt than to injure, he will avenge this pain in men so that they know what it is to be cast out.

He promised not to cry for any man again, his heart was too hurt but he had to continue his life. Al will prove that he can live happily even if only together with his mother.

I'm doing all this just for mommy, my life's just for mommy. I won't let you cry, and I won't cry in front of you again.

Go Joan Wijaya, be happy with your favorite bitch.

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