
If I could turn back time, I would go back to that time. The time when I didn't know you. Guy sucks.
Because of my mistake that night, you locked me in this disgusting golden cage. I can't even dodge or run away. Aren't you the one who turned everything around??!
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Like a rollercoster in seconds Vanya's life turns up and down uncontrollably. Vanya Zifara is trapped in the life of a foreign man who holds her accountable.
"Dad.. Mother.. Vanya is not wrong!! What answer accounts?! Why doesn't anyone hear me??"
I don't even know where to go. Aarrhhh!!
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The silence of the night seemed to have no effect with this place, a deafening loud bang of music played, in the middle of the empty room there is no furniture gives flexibility to many pairs of human children dancing around his body or just teasing the man in front of him with the body of his gleaming, which he has, some of the poles stand firm and filled by some women who tangah dance pole dance shows how graceful and flexible his body. In some corners of the room there are several couples who are making out affectionately regardless of the frenetic frenzy there as if not disturbed by anything. And the smell of liquor smelled thick from various directions, some had even staggered not to hold their own weight.
The place that Vanya just entered. The sweet girl did not not not know what place she entered, not never entered either. It's just that he does not like the place to feel it does not fit so he rarely went there, even though invited by friends or the girlfriend.
A few minutes ago, he was shocked to see his girlfriend walking out of a cafe in the capital. Not at home like what the man had just told him over the phone, but at the cafe He was walking casually with a woman that Vanya did not recognize. Seemed to be chatting, sometimes they look at each other and do not forget to smile fluffy on his girlfriend's face.
Jealousy came without permission, immediately Vanya's breath was heavy, as if squeezed by a heavy burden he felt pain in him. He even had to calm his breathing several times because he felt oxygen as if it was spinning slowly in his car. Without a second thought, she followed her lover's car and wanted to know what she was going to do with him.
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Vanya sits on a chair inside the bar, the look of which is addressed by Bram, the man who has been his lover for almost 3 years. Their relationship is good, in the eyes of Vanya, Bram is a good and understanding man. The figure of a man who can always understand himself, a man who accepts Him for who he is even though he is often spoiled and sometimes selfish Bram seems to always have a stock of patience and understand Vanya.
But now he seems to have to rethink about Bram, even though he did not see Bram making physical contact with the woman. Vanya does not like to see their interactions, Bram who always smiles and always looks at the woman while talking. Not to mention the super tight mini dress that even shows the cleavage of the woman makes her have to be extra patient stroking the chest so as not to get angry and peck in front of the 2 humans.
Located 2 tables from the table occupied by Bram and the woman plus 5 other people 3 men and 2 other women make Vanya can freely see their activities there. He tried to hold back his emotions many times, also trying to keep his positive thoughts. Even as he looked at Bram who seemed to have no problem when his arm was touched by the woman.
"Friends only"
"They must be just friends"
"Or if you like, at most only a girl who is nervous likes to spread the charm of all men
"Yes.. Must've been"
Vanya still watched as Bram and his other friends moved to the dance floor. A few minutes later the shock of the bomb exploded, as if squeezed by an invisible heavy load. Vanya was suddenly wide-eyed as He looked at the dance floor, how Bram was kissing the woman casually, accompanied by the cheers and laughter of his other friends.
He's lied. Not that he was cheated.
"Bram brengs*k!!! Bajing*n!! Basket-eyes!!"
And I don't know any other swear words he wants to spit out. Because the music was still pounding loudly no one heard Vanya that night. Her heart breaks along with Bram's fondling for other women. Bram's affair that he really doesn't want to see. But maybe Vanya should be a little grateful tonight she knows the thing that Bram covered because she was overtime, starting from overtime she caught her lover's disgusting affair.
Vanya really wants to get out of that place. Her tears were like a flowing river. He staggered, his legs weak as if unable to hold his weight, but he still tried to step away from the cursed place. Only disgust he now felt, he just wanted to go home and clean his body. The stinging aroma of various alcoholic beverages he had withstood earlier, not to mention Bram who he really did not expect would betray him, the person he really believed in. That night his trust was destroyed by Bram.
Vanya still continued to step, he had the courage to put all his energy into walking. Not until He was at the exit, Vanya took his hand pulled firmly by someone behind making his legs unbalanced and he hit something sturdy. Vanya's face landed on a man's chest, he tried to see who it was, but his body did not have a single shred of energy, his eyes blurred covered with tears, his ears seemed unable to hear, he said, sayup sayup he heard the voice of a man and followed by the voice of another man who is equally unknown strong alcohol aroma out of the man who was holding his body so as not to fall.
"Who??" Vanya's lips seemed locked unable to speak. A moment later, the dark felt.
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Mouthfighting around him is still happening, but now he is just silent, his voice has replaced Nino his assistant. He silently looked at the woman he had drawn, her eyes were covered in tears, her mouth opened as if she wanted to say something but nothing was heard, before a moment later she fainted in his arms.
"Nino"
"Yes sir" said someone beside him after expelling a man.
"He fainted" said the man, somewhat confused, trying to pat the woman on the cheek several times.
As if aware of the situation, the man called Nino turned his head to face perfectly towards the boss he had served.
"Fainting? Are we at the hospital, sir?"
"Prepare our car to the villa" the breakup after a moment of silence.
"Good Sir. Do you want me to carry him?"
"No" was silent for a moment "Set up the car" he continued later.
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