DON'T PICK ME!

THE JPA!#19

..."The ink you've spilled. Forever will be imprinted, like the expanse of stars above the night."...

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The longer Cia felt increasingly crowded about all these fake things, he seemed to continue to be held in a prison that was so torturous for so long. From childhood has been presented with a cruel life that should not be accepted by children his age.

Since childhood he has always faced the hateful gaze every eye looks at him and Keysa. The Mama. In fact, not spared everyone will scold them and keep them away from a peaceful social life. The bastard child and also the call woman. It is a word that has been embedded since he was a child. I was ostracized, feeling dirty and useless. Is the feeling that society gives to children that stupid. Until now, he has turned into a heartless man.

Still, Keysa has always given support and all the love for her daughter. No matter what they say, Keysa remains a healing medicine in between the princess' wounds. Cia.

But, all did not last long, when Cia still needed the drug, Keysa instead went to leave it alone. He died in a terrible accident while trying to get Cia to school.

Since then, Cia has been forced to live alone without anyone. Slender. Painful, he must feel it all. Until he met Agung and brought him into a family that was foreign to Cia. From the beginning he never wanted to stay. But, the hope that his mother would pick him up home, made him endure until this very moment.

"Enough! Stop this!!" cia stared intently at everyone.

All quiet. Silent. No one raised their voices, Agung, Meriska and Kiki. They were silent, not out of fear of Cia's clasping. Because I no longer know what to argue about.

"Stop your family's charade! I'm sick!! Disgust. You all turned on each other, and all of that was ultimately directed at me. I'm the only one in the most salakan here!" said ketus. He held back the crying that was almost broken. "And loe Ki, you can say anything to me, including what you often say. That I'm a bastard! But remember, never call Mama with bad words. Even so, my mother is forever the best in my life!"

"God! For what do you defend women who have destroyed the family of others. What it could be called a Mama's best!"

"The right to judge what my mother is like, that is I am a person. And loe has no right! Be thankful that you have never experienced what I have experienced since I was a child! And just think, what if my life is right now. It's all natural loe. Are you still able to survive!" said Cia steady while bitter. His hand stretched out before Kiki, asking for something. "Now, turn my locket! Or else you'll lose one hand tonight!!" cia Ancam.

"Wait here!"

Kiki walked away. He went to his room to take what he should have returned from the beginning. A blue pendant. For Cia, it was not only a thing but also a life of her own. A precious memory. The first and last item from his mother. Keysas.

After a while, Kiki came down the stairs. He brought a mini box. It contains a pendant. Upon arriving, Cia immediately took the box forcibly. And he passed away from there.

While Agung can only be silent to hear Cia's words. He can't say anything. Because he was also aware, all this chaos, was his own conversation. Meriska looked at Agung earlier with a sad look. He just kept quiet. Then go into his room.

All the chaos is over. Everyone back in their rooms. Not with Cia. He went to the hospital. Bima place in rawat.

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Arriving at the hospital, there Cia had seen there Boby who was still faithfully guarding Bima who was still in the ICU room. With a mini dress that has been cut out. Cia walked without hels shoes, which she had been wearing at dinner with the Adiputera family.

Boby stared in wonder. Just this time he saw Cia's chaotic appearance plus the model of clothes he uses is very much different from his daily life. Rather than looking like a cruel woman, that night she looked more like a little girl who lost her way.

"How's it going?" said firmly.

"Still the same brother, said the boss doctor has passed his critical period but still needs to be monitored closely" explained Boby.

"You go home. Let me keep Bima here," he said firmly.

"Good, Brother."

"Wait!"

Boby turned around, "What's up, brother? Does Brother Cia need anything?" tanyakanya.

"Loe go buy a t-shirt and trousers for me now, and don't forget to buy food at the stall. You pay the price, I forgot to bring money!" obviously Cia.

"Good, Brother."

After getting the order, Boby immediately rushed to buy what Cia said earlier.

After a while, Boby finally returned with Cia's order. And after that Boby went straight home on request, Cia.

...... Icu Space ......

Cia is now in the ICU. Complete with special clothes recommended by the doctor and he also wears a mask and gloves according to the hospital procedure.

Now, he sits casually right next to Bima's body which is currently still lying weak.

"Hi, good ya loe Bim. It's so nice to sleep until now. Loe wants to suckle me who has not slept-sleep as well until this second," said Cia herself.

Tit ... Tit ... Ag ....

Cia babble only reply to the sound of the machine from some health aids that have been installed neatly on the body, Bima.

"Loe this is a great deal, Bim. I'm talking about this again, but you're actually good at sleeping." For a moment Cia sighed. "Gue says now you're awake! Or I'll ruin loe's pretty handsome face. Enough fooling around, Bim. Today I'm not joking with you!" he said slowly fragile.

Again, the babbling is only based on the sound of a health machine. Silent silence. That's the only thing that can answer all of Cia's words.

"Gue said, now you get up. Brengsw! Loe didn't hear what I said. Huh! Up, Bim!"

Slowly the screech, turned into droplets of tears rushing down Cia's face. A great sense of pressure, pain, fear all broke and became one with tears. With a very strong he firmly grasped the arm of Bima. He was instantly fragile and helpless. His feet were limp and sat on the ground.

"Gue's tired, Bim. Why do you even sleep when I need you to entertain me. Do you know, today. I said bastard again. And it has always been that way since a long time ago. What's wrong if I'm a bastard! I never asked to be born that way. I hated my life a long time ago, Bim!" said sobbing

"Why no one wants to be with me, why does the world hate my status so much! Why did Mama leave when she always promised to be there for Cia. He often promised never to make Cia see this cruel world. Why Bim? And now, Loe! Why are you the same as Mama. Why don't you ever hear my words."

"Is my life a mistake. Then why should I be born. Wh why? Why all the people I consider important are gone. Why!"

"Now you wake up. And explain all what I have to do sekangel! I'm tired, Bim. I want to live a normal life. I need Mama's hug and you too! L'm ... Just need a little love. If not of the world. At least you can give it to my bim."

"Wake up now, Bim. I beg you, Loe. I'm scared of myself again. I'm afraid of losing again." Cia continued to melt his chatter even though the swift tears continued to flow. "Don't stay with me again, Bim. I have no one in the world but Loe, please. Don't try to stay in me." he said sobbing.

Cia was crying that night. He had all his complaints all along, he was so fragile and lost his way. That night was a long night for you. By holding Bima's hand. He kept saying hurtful things. He no longer knew who to complain to. For him, Bima is his best friend and family at this time. Seeing Bima who was just silent, lying with her pale face with the help of oxygen in her mouth. Makes Cia weaker. And he fell into a deep sleep with Bima's hands after so long she cried.

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