Don't Go away

Ep 3: Moving?

I woke up lethargic, not excited. I don't see Dad at home, where Dad really is. I'm worried about Mom, I hope she's okay. Now I'm leaving alone and I'm at home, because auntie has to keep Mom in the hospital so it would be a hassle if she had to go back and forth here. Aunty only came in the morning to prepare breakfast, even I haven't woken up. I'm glad I have an aunt.

I also often daydream in class, until the teacher several times reprimanded me. I don't seem to want to go to school.

"Ella you're not papa? you look pale, want me to take you to the Uks?"

"Let me go there myself, ma'am."

Am I in pain? my head feels dizzy, maybe I can rest for a while in the Uks. "Ella wake up, you don't papa?" Not even reached the Uks yet I was unconscious.

"Uhhhh.." My head hurts, but it's not so dizzy. I tried to open my eyes, I saw someone sitting next to me asleep but I didn't seem to know him.

It looks like he took me to the uks when I passed out, "Emm?"

"Hoam.. uh Ella you're awake, how are you okay?" He asked as if we were already close friends, but he seemed like a good person.

"I'm still a little dizzy, but who are you?"

"Ah know my name is Farel Bimawari, call me Farel. I'm from class 6B, greetings!" He introduced himself, and he already knew who I was without the need for me to introduce myself.

"Sister brought me here?"

"No, I just saw you suddenly faint and I called you teacher!"

I thanked Brother Farel, he accompanied me on the uks until I was feeling fine. I'm glad he's willing to take his time to be with me, he's a really good person. And then I realized, Brother Farel is also ranked in the top 3 in the school. It means he's a very smart person, I finally have another friend who is as smart as me. Maybe if we could study together it would be easy, and it would be the opposite of me and Reza.

"Where is Reza?"

I waited for Reza in front of the school but he didn't show up, I didn't see him all day because I was in the Uks long enough. "Where the hell is Reza!" I wondered if he had come home first, but why he wasn't waiting for me.

I finally decided to go home by myself, I don't know where Reza is but this feels very strange. I felt so lonely, I thought we could chat and joke when we got home.

Looks like I'm not going home first, I'm going to the hospital to see Mom. Once there I looked after Mom, because Auntie had to go home for a while. I don't know what really happened to Mom, was she really hurt? I think Mom was really hurt, and she even went into a coma like this.

"Mother.get up.. Ella's here, ma'am.." I held Mom's hand, it felt warm. I haven't held Mom's hand in a long time, I hope you'll wake up.

I can't stay in the hospital too long because I have to go home before nightfall, Auntie said she changed the house password because she was afraid that Dad would come home and do something bad to me. Take it easy, I will definitely be fine if I don't think too much and imagine the no-no.

After ten minutes I was awake I finally fell asleep and only this time did I fall asleep without my own will, because I felt I had to be awake to watch over him if he suddenly entered here.

I'm bad luck and it hurts all over, I think maybe I should put a bed here or take some blankets for me to use on the mat.

I called Bibi to try to allow me to take off because my body was sick, Bibi will also come home later at noon to check my body condition.

"Ella.."

I think someone called me from the outside, it was hard to get up but I also had to get out. And it turns out that the one who called was Reza, I was glad she came to my house because some days we didn't meet.

"Reza! I really like you to my house, it turns out you have a vacation too huh? let's sneak in!" I was excited and could not wait to spend time together.

"Sorry, just here."

"uh? why?"

I felt sad because Reza replied by lowering her head, it means she is sad. "You can tell in the dalem, I also have a story that I want to tell you." I tried to pull his hand but I wasn't strong because his body was bigger than mine.

"I don't have much time."

"Ah. yaudah here is not papa."

Because he didn't want me to end up not forcing him again, and then he started telling stories.

"I'm sorry because I haven't been able to see you for a few days, I don't think I'm ready yet so I need to prepare myself. And it's time today that I told you I wanted to move house and change schools today."

I was silent, only silent after hearing it. I hope he's just kidding, I don't want to be alone.

"I'll go first." He hugged me and left, but I stopped him.

"Why? Why didn't you tell me from yesterday? I also need to prepare myself, at least you can nemenin me when I am alone! Why do you want to leave me! Why you should move! Why make me even more lonely.why.please don't go.."

I cried in front of him, I said what I wanted to say. But he just fell silent and gave me a box, then left without answering my question.

Seriate..