Don't Blame the Destiny

Chapter 174 (In the Lema)

The Beeve who came out did not forget to close the door. As he turned around, I almost hit the great body of the Emir.

“Ih, the Emir! Why stand right behind me?” ask the surprised Beeve.

“Bee, don't get me wrong, Helena's not my girlfriend, really!” The Emir who thought Beeve was jealous also tried to explain.

“Yeah mas, he's your girlfriend or not, I don't care, anyway what's the deal with me?” said Beeve who made the Emir scratch his head.

“Iya also yes, where there is business with you,” murmured Emir.

“Well! if you know, step out of front of me, I'll come down!” squeak Beeve.

“But you have no jealousy at all?” ask the Emir back.

“There really is something that should make me jealous?”

“Ya, however, I would like to date Bee, even if it is only a day,” explained Emir.

“Huuuh, there's only you mas, didn't you yourself say, after returning to Indonesia you won't bother me anymore? I think you forgot, it's ah mas, besides you and Helena fit well, such a girl don't you waste it!” after saying this, Beeve went down to the kitchen.

“Am I wrong? Feeling, Beeve also likes me, even if only a little,” murmured Emir.

Andri who was in his room, began dialing the number of a detective acquaintance.

📲 “Halo pak Roni, how are you?” Andry.

📲 “Oh, Mr Andri, I'm good news, what's wrong sir? Tumben called me?” Ronny.

📲 “I want to ask for help, to find a boy and girl, about the age of 4 years, the data will be sent to you via pdf file,” Andri.

📲 “Good sir, don't worry, I will carry out the order pack Andri,” Roni.

📲 “Thank you very much sir,” Andri.

📲 “Sama-sama pack Andri,” Roni.

Andri felt a little relieved, after he handed the problem of Cristian and Bia to Roni, the reliable detective who is quite famous in his city.

“Hopefully, with the discovery of Bia, Beeve can accept me completely, O God, let me stay together with my wife.” Andri really hopes, Bia soon found, so that the relationship and Beeve can be re-established.

At night, while wanting to sleep, Beeve laid his body away from Andri.

“Bee.” Andri shifted his body to be closer to his wife.

“Iya mas?” Beeve glanced at Andri who was now only 1 inch away from him.

“Why sleep away from me baby?”

“Nothing mas, I'm just afraid you feel cramped,” Beeve said.

“Which may I constrict dear, the bed will be spacious.” Andri moved Beeve's head to sleep on his arm.

“Mas! Later your arm is broken, my head will be heavy." said Beeve, besides because he was still angry at Andri, the other reason is, he felt awkward, after 4 years without each other, suddenly making out like before.

“Bee, don't avoid me for too long, please, I know all the mistakes I made, or actually you don't like me because I'm sick now?” andri said full of questions.

“Mas, I'm not like that, it's just that my heart is not ready, if it has to be like it used to be with you,” explained Beeve.

“Bee, until when are you going to be like this on me?”

“Alright baby, I understand, I'm sorry for forcing you too much.” Andri put Beeve's head back on the pillow, then she shifted her body away from Beeve.

He who could not hold back his tears, tilted his body, so that Beeve could not see his fragility.

Oh God it hurts so bad, just like this it feels like my heart has been broken to pieces, maybe this is what Beeve felt, when I did not want to touch him, and also alienated him to sleep on the 2nd floor, inner Andri.

Beeve who vaguely heard the sound of a stuffy nose from Andri immediately understood, if her husband was crying.

Why are you being so whiny anyway mas? inner Beeve.

Beeve who was basically soft-hearted was immediately pityed on Andri.

He shifted his body, then tilted his body. Lovingly, Beeve hugged Andri.

“Mas? You okay?” beeve's deft hands touched the eyes of her husband, “Hem..” Next Beeve rose from his sleep, then he twisted Andri's body to be on his back. Then put Andri's head on his lap.

“Why are you crying mas?” beeve asked as she wiped Andri's tears with both of her thumbs.

Andri shook his head, he really could not if Beeve ignored.

“Yeah, is old how is it still crying anyway? Ouch, wipe your tears, I am ashamed to know that until others know, Andri an ISF president cried just because of a woman?! Huh! Later you're on ledek new know taste, hahaha.” Beeve tried to comfort Andri, so as not to cry anymore.

Then Andri wrapped his hands around Beeve's waist, burying his face into his wife's stomach.

“I'm sorry Bee, now I just really understand your feelings so far, sorry I often hurt you.” Andri said in his sobs.

“Yeah, it's all gone, don't you reveal it again, the important thing is think about your health mas, ISF really need a smart leader like you,” explained Beeve encouraging her husband.

“Are you going to leave me if I can't make a full recovery?” asked Andri who was afraid Beeve glanced at the other man.

Beeve was silent for a moment, not because of replacement problems, but whether he had to stay with Andri or not.

“Bee, be honest with me.” The curious Andri kept asking Beeve for reassurance.

“Mas, are you ready if I say honestly?” ask Beeve with a serious face.

Then Andri pulled his face from Beeve's stomach, “Iya, if it was from your heart the deepest,” Andri said

“Actually, I also do not know mas, whether I can still be with you or not,” explained Beeve.

Andri fell silent, as Beeve told her so. Then he got up from his sleep.

“I know how to make sure how,” Andri said.

“Means mas?” Beeve scrunched his forehead.

Then Andri kissed Beeve's lips that had not interacted with him for a long time.

“Akh!” Beeve pushes Andri's body to end the kiss he received.

“Why?”

“Mas, why don't you understand that? To make sure a feeling is not just by making love, but in view of the comfort we also feel with someone, I say this is not because of anything, but I need to make sure my feelings, I want to be sure, if I really want to live again with you mas, because for me all is not easy, after I experience everything! You also clearly know what I've been through!” after saying his heart Beeve again laid his body on the bed, as well as Andri.

That night, both of them in lema for their feelings.

...Seriate......