
What happens if you marry someone who still imagines their past? still expecting his past? still in touch with his past?
My world collapsed when Dony , a man who had been my husband for two years, played crazy with a woman who was still classified as his past.
slowly I stepped foot to hear de sa Han's voice someone from my husband's office, whether this is God's instructions or indeed my husband is forgetful ,he left an important file that was to be brought to the meeting this afternoon at home, with the initiative I went straight to his office and what did I get? a very amazingly terrible gift, even imagining me making me sick and wanting to spill all my stomach contents right now .
Without hesitation I directly opened the door loudly .
Brak !.
"What are you guys doing ?" when I saw their struggle without a thread playing on his desk, Dony was sitting on the table, while Dony was standing, shaking his pelvis back and forth.
A tarnish? it is clear now they are like hot worms who roam around looking for a place to hide their valuables.
" Yes..." Call dony mas.
"What is this mas? what are you guys doing huh?. " My blood seems to rise to see the betrayal of Dony after two years of marriage with me .
"Yes, I can explain, this is not what you see Shala. " Take it while taking her pants and put it on, and then pull my hand .
"Quite a mas, ,tega you betrayed me, your son of a bitch. " My cry filtered the hand of Dony who now gripped my hand tightly.
Heartache ? it's definitely , but I can see if all has happened and the debate was used by the woman to get out of the room .
"Hey cheap lady, wait for you "Shouted but she did not look back and continued to step out.
"Enough Syakila, enough ! stop !" Shouted, Dony wouldn't let me touch that woman
Like in a lightning strike I really didn't expect Dony to defend that damn woman.
"Ooh so you're defending him? you defended the actor, great you are, great you are, I want us to divorce "I said and then leave the room.
Outside , the woman just lowered her head, I want to shred her face to shreds as ruined as my household she made .
I hold back the tears that pool in my eyes so as not to fall but my efforts are in vain, so much pain that I feel at this time, whether this time some mas Dony playing crazy behind me ,despite trying a foolish time for the sake of my parents, but my heart can not be lied to, I am tired, I am sick of all this, should I give up again for their sake?.
Oh my god, why is God unfair to me, I must live with a husband who is always dissatisfied with one woman, even I must endure his arbitrary treatment with me ,the marriage was originally because of love, but over time my marriage was destroyed due to an affair that was done by Dony , but ,and forced to survive for mothers with leukemia who currently still need treatment at a great cost.
"Do you want your mother to die if I stop her maintenance costs? " Threats always apply to me every time Dony is caught cheating on me with another woman.
I can what? I've tried many different ways to separate from him, but Dony still keeps me as his wife.
I've sued him for what he's done and gathered evidence but what I got ,he stopped the cost of maternal medicine and at that time the condition of the mother immediately decreased because now the mother's life can be said to rely only on medical devices that cost not a little.
If I stop, then it's the same as killing my own mother.
Like a simalakama fruit, I was trapped in two circumstances that could drive me crazy and lost my mind.
With slow steps I returned home, tears streaming down my face considering how painful Dony's treatment was to me.
Before long I heard the sound of the car stopping and the footsteps that so quickly made me realize that it was Dony mas who approached me, and it was true that he came only to get angry indistinctly.
His bulging eyes and his sturdy body horrified me, and imagined not that Dony was standing before me but a monster that was somehow made of what he was.
"Enough, who embarrassed who? didn't you commit adultery with your own secretary? why do you blame me for making you ashamed, huh? you should be ashamed to have committed adultery and betrayed your wife, not even ashamed to be found out your wife is struggling with another woman. "my shout will not lose to her.
Plaque!
A hard slap landed on my face, the pain spread all over my body even penetrating my heart, my sight blurred as the slap gaped and hurt .
Only tears can come out of my eyes, now a little voice my tongue is already gone to defend itself even to say stop I can not.
My body feels heavy, my legs feel lost, I throw to the floor because my feet feel unable to hold this weak body.
"This is a recompense for your impoliteness, and to divorce until the end of time I will not divorce you shakila, mark it " He said firmly and then left just like that leaving me who could not help but scream.
"Aaarrrkkk, you son of a bitch, you son of a bitch," I could only shout as fast as he could to vent all my emotions and heartache.
Traveling Dony then bik Jumi, my housekeeper dared to come closer and help me stand.
" The patient buk, the strong yes ,hik ,hik, , "Bik Jumi said it was very sincere , his already wrinkled hands were as hard as they could help me to stand up .
"Bik, ,Kila is not strong bik, Kila tired "My complaint to him, only he can accept my complaint.
"Assalamualaikum, , astaghfirullah, , buk Killa, , what happened buk "Panik Sisil son of bik Jumi who just came home from school , why did he come home earlier than usual.
I just shook my head when Sisil helped me by taking some drinking water and giving it to me .
"It must be because of Mr. Dony, you mean base." Gerrymandering annoyed.
"Sst don't say that, son, whatever he who has financed your school until now and give us a ride here" said bik Jumi considering the kindness of Dony.
I just kept quiet to hear it, and I didn't deny Dony was good and very good, he gave a place to stay to bik Jumi and finance his son's school until college later, he said,he is also a regular donor at one of the orphanages and nursing homes in the city,even he once a month to raise funds for street children and petrify those who are competent and give only capital for their efforts.
"But mbok, lord Dony is cruel to his wife, for what he is good to many people, if the wife is not glorified "
Debuah slap hard if the word was heard by Dony, but unfortunately only me and bik Jumi who heard it.
Suddenly remembering the orphanage I remembered something.
"Sir, how is it possible that if I get pregnant, Dony's gold will change?"
Assalamu'alaikum warahmatullahi wa barokatuh.
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