Doctor of My Heart

THIRTY EIGHT

Adinda, Arkana and Raka are on their way to the boutique. Arkana was sound asleep in the back seat.

"Why is he Din? tumbens."

"I thought of Arkana's words."

"Make a fashoin show problem let me come along. Cassian Arkana."

"Yes, brother thanks. I'm sorry, brother, I'm the same Arkana always bothers you."

"Same as anyone Din. Still thinking what the hell? solutions for fashion shows already exist. But you seem to be thinking of something."

"I just found out that Arkana is often teased at school. What 4-year-old knows that's so. But how about an Arkana tea who knows what an illegitimate child is."

"Maybe they were shaken from their parents. It could be their parents who forbid to be close to Arkana."

"Yes, you can be like that too. I even wondered if I had missteps. Was I so selfish just thinking about my feelings at that moment. I should be thinking about Arkana's future. I should have been strong despite Vino's betrayal. Maybe if I wasn't selfish about suing Vino, maybe Arkana wouldn't get ridiculed by her friends. I feel guilty, brother. I don't know what to do."

"Do you want to know what the solution is?"

"What brother?"

"From New Dad. If you don't want a new one. Just go with Vino."

"Sister if you like it as well as his own speech."

"That's a solution you can think of Din. Open your heart. Let people approach you. Let Arkana have a father again."

"May I tell people to open their hearts. My brother never opened his heart to any woman. Since we know, I have never seen a sister on the same road as a girl. Or do not.." said Adinda while closing her mouth.

"What do you think?"

"Don't you like same sex anymore." Said Adinda while chuckling.

"Don't like nothing about you. I'm still normal."

"Yes abis tuh see sexy women do not react. Look at ordinary beautiful women. Look at the hijab is also flat on its face. Don't you want to be with Vino."

"Husha.. Indiscriminate. I don't know Din either. No one has been able to shake this heart."

"Yes abis I often see big brother whether it's a phone or video call with Vino. I thought you were dating."

"So no more trying to get you to refer. Kasian's sister Arkana. So every chance you get, you always report your activities to Vino."

"Silver's been an eye all this time? You can't possibly want Vino back with me, brother. On his side was Tissa. The most precious woman to him. I don't want to ruin their relationship."

"Which sister knows. After you divorced Vino never deket again with Tissa. He said that he would try to get you to refer. But you always refuse. He was like Din's madman when he divorced you. He really is a different person. There is no more cheerful Vino. Vino who pretentious spread the charm in front of women. He really wants to turn it around with you. He said he wanted to fix his mistake. But you went to Bandung at that time. Because you threatened to go so far away to me, Kevin and Axel did not dare to tell Vino where you were. Even though we said you were in Bandung. But still he can't find you. Bandung is broad. He wanted to end his life in frustration. But we always support him. That's why he can have his way now."

"Yes brother. Mamah Falia also often persuaded me actually. But my heart can't catch you. Even though this feeling is still the same for him. But if I were to reunite again I don't know. I'm afraid it's happening again."

"Why not try Din?"

"This brother. What if he doesn't want to."

"For Arkana. If Arkana's happy I'll do anything."

"Related for Arkana?"

"Yes that's it."

"Your face is like a tomato."

"Silver, you're very seductive of me."

"No Vin. How's your answer?"

"Whose sister is the same? It's just us here, brother."

"You didn't realize that your sister's phone was on someone's phone?"

"Big brother trap me from earlier? Well, I can't believe it."

"How are you doing, Din?" Vino asked on his phone.

"good. How are you?"

"good too. Sorry I couldn't pick you up. Something's urgent."

"Yes, but at least you can call me. Tell me if I can't pick up. You can disappoint me a few times. But this is what you're disappointed about your son Vin. You don't think how she feels? He was very enthusiastic when he knew you would pick him up. I just saw him that excited. But your hope is that you're ancurin."

"Sorry."

"Don't apologize to me. Apologize to Arkana. He's the most disappointed here."

"Where is that now? Let me talk to him."

"He's sleeping. I don't want to bother him. Later if there's a chance to say sorry to him."

"Yes Din. I want to apologize to you too. I don't mean to disappoint you."

"I don't mind your attitude towards me. I just don't like to see Arkana disappointed."

"I'm definitely gonna apologize to him."

"Why else would Tissa?"

"Where do you know that Tissa's no good?"

"I just guess. In the past only in moments that will not be forgotten you prefer him. Yes, it must be so now. It must be Tissa again. Because he means so much to your life."

"I don't know why he passed out in front of my villa. Just because I'm going to go to the villa guard says that there's a person who fainted in front. I saw that Tissa. He has not been conscious until now. His kidney condition is getting worse. I'm.." Vino's speech was cut off with Adinda's voice.

"You don't have to explain anything to me. That's your right. I just asked you for help. Never let Arkana down. I can't see him disappointed like that. He really hopes to meet you. He was eager to meet his father. But his father was busy with his wife. I'm sorry that Arkana and I made you uncomfortable." Say Adinda while closing the phone connection.

In the car Raka did not dare to open her voice to see Adinda who was just speechless. He was confused to open a conversation by discussing what. He also felt a little disappointed by Vino's attitude. He considered Adinda as his own sister.