
Andrian smiled knot. Nadin's back, has begun to tend with his field chest. The cry of a hiccup from Nadin had begun to subside, but Nadin continued to shake his face slowly. Andrian still hugged Nadin tightly, he could not if he had to release Nadin again. Until finally they just fell silent, permeating all the things that had happened.
“Why don't you want to go back Nadin? ” asked Andrian put his chin to rest on Nadin's shoulder. Nadin tried to decipher their embrace, but Andrian clutched him.
Nadin sighed resignedly, free to also fight with his weak physical condition. Andrian kissed Nadin's neck, wet with sweat. He removed the strands of Nadin's hair, which stuck around the neck of the girl he was gently kissing.
“I gamau doctor.. ”
Nadin's great-grandson looked straight at her. They were in the middle of an empty field that looked old. “I'm guilty Nadin. ” Andrian sighed patiently, facing the attitude of Nadin who was still reluctant to talk to him.
“I'm sorry.. ”
“That happened outside of my plan.. ”
“I want to give you a surprise Nadin. ”
“But, I don't think about any consequences that will happen... ”
Andrian said slowly, he increasingly tightened his embrace when all the shadows of five days he did not meet Nadin very messy his world. Nadin chuckles tastelessly,
hearing Andrian's absurd speech.
“Doctors are not children anymore right, who like to make cheap surprises like this. ”
Andrian was offended, with Nadin saying his attitude was cheap
Indirectly. However, Andrian must immediately realize too, if what Nadin said was true. Supposedly, Andrian did not do so far to give Nadin a surprise that actually made the relationship between the two of them become tenuous.
“Allow me to change everything Nadin. ” whispered Andrian full application.
Nadin shakes softly. Even though his body was fully leaning on andrian, but his heart still refused.
“Engga can doctor. ” Nadin took a breath that had faltered because of crying earlier. “We should hang together. ” continued Nadin smiled gently while raising his face.
“Our relationship is better as it used to be. Only the patient expects the recovery of his mother, to the doctor who is late to treat him.”
Andrian's heart melos, when the senses of his listeners hear words that Andrian did not want to hear or receive. Andrian stretched his arms to Nadin, and he brushed Nadin's shoulders to look at him on his side. Nadin said, with a smile that could not be separated from his lips.
“Doctors will get a matching woman. Likewise, also with Nadin, Nadin will get a man who accepts Nadin as is. ”
Andrian held his choked breath. Nadin smiled gently, looking at him. Andrian kept looking for honesty from Nadin's eyes. However, the woman appeared to be very calm without any burden.
“But. ”
Andrian growled softly as his lips refused to speak. He was too scared, with Nadin going to leave him again after this. Andrian was eager to persuade Nadin, by way of issuing words of love. And give a lot of hugs like what Andrian dreamed of. But the situation is clearly different. The reality now, what Andrian saw in his dream was much different from the reality that was happening. If in a dream he was very fluent in speech, just now his tongue as a joke, can not say anything.
“Doctors should be like Nadin... ” Nadin puffed both his cheeks fatly. Maybe if you are not in a serious condition. Andrian will bite Nadin's cheek that looks chubby.
“Nadin has been able to escape the doctor. The time of the doctor can not be. ” Goda Nadin relaxed with a grin at the end of the sentence.
Andrian gulped his saliva rough, his eyes still staring at Nadin fixedly. But the girl was seriously looking at the outdoors very calmly. Without realizing his dimming gaze.
“You... have I forgotten? ”
Nadin nodded. His eyes were still busy looking at the beautiful weather in the afternoon, towards the afternoon. Andrian chuckled blandly, he turned his face the other way. Andrian exhaled, trying to neutralize the feeling that was drifting in confusion.
Between belief and disbelief, Andrian repeated the question, which was like a statement to him.
“You've forgotten me..”
Nadin nodded again, but this time he put his hands on Andrian's neck, his face tilted with lips that smiled sweetly, his right hand clutching the jaw of Andrian, who looked straight facing his face.
“Nadin wants to say goodbye to doctors. Nadin's day will fly to New York, for Nadin's education. ” said Nadin gently rubbed Andrian's jaw overgrown with a thin sideburn.
“Nadin thinks, we won't see you again. Ehh, it turns out that Nadin nyamperin doctor came here. ” kekeh Nadin mempoutan lips anxious about Andrian's behavior towards him.
“Sorry to the doctor! earlier, Nadin ran away for fear of the doctor.. heheheh ” Nadin's grin with a face that grimaces softly.
After showing his expressive facial expression, Nadin was silent again with a flat face that was not touched at all. Andrian, the man was silent. But a second later Andrian laughed.
“Now there is no Azka dear. You don't need men.”
Andrian's words were cut off, while Nadin immediately replied loudly.
“It's right doctor. ”
Reply Nadin quickly, with eyes that stared intently at Andrian. His hand, which was clutching Andrian's cheek, was now pressing on the man's shoulder with confidence.
“Nadin is going to New York the day after tomorrow. ”
Silent.
Followed by the wind blowing so hard. Silence is created between the two people who look at each other's eyes now, both of them staring at each other's eye pairs. Andrian tightened his grip on Nadin's waist, eroding the distance between them. Until Nadin followed Andrian's steps, he pressed Andrian's shoulder with his palm.
I don't know who started, their lips met so deeply. Nadin jumped up and lifted his knee to fall between Andrian's open leg. Andrian hugged Nadin's waist very tightly, with a fear of loss. Nadin pushed his face, further fusing the lips between them.
Until the bodies of the two lay on the grass. Nadin's body fused tightly above Andrian, with Andrian hugging Nadin's waist so tightly.
Their kisses lasted a long time. His palm protected Nadin's back, to relieve Nadin from being completely overburdened with his large body.
It ended, with Andrian releasing a kiss between them as his hand, feeling Nadin's back tremble violently. He took Nadin sitting on his lap. Nadin tightly hugged Andrian's neck, drowning his face in the man's neck recess. Andrian felt wet in his neck.
“Mmhh. ”
Nadin's vibrating lips held back the sound of a sobbing, even though tears kept flowing. He really did not want to end his last meeting with the idol, to be the end full of crying.
Andrian clutched tightly onto Nadin's back, with his lips tightly clenched, reluctantly realising that this was real. His eagle eyes that were always emitting sharpness were now, full of twinkle.
Nadin's statement, it makes his heart feel pierced by thousands of needles. Very painful, and also stifling.
Nadin did not dare to raise his face to look at Andrian. His lips also did not dare to make a sound to say a word. However, Nadin was also not strong if he had to resist his desire to talk to Andrian.
“I'll be waiting for you Nadin.. ”
Andrian's sternness was short, his sturdy jaw hardened with confidence. Nadin was speechless with his face drooping limp over Andrian's shoulder, but he shook his head weakly as a rejection. Andrian's heart felt sliced at times like this Nadin still rejected it.
“Doctors should get a replacement for Nadin on the wedding day... ”
Nadin's whisper was full of plea. He raised his face. Parallel the height of his face to Andrian. Nadin's lips curled up, forming a thin smile. Although he was surprised by the words of Nadin who knew about the marriage, Andrian still normalized his facial expression to remain serious persuaded Nadin.
“I will not marry, if not with you. ” replied Andrian kekeuh with his stance. Both of Andrian's eyes, staring at the beautiful eyelids Nadin closed.
The girl could still smile, so softly at the moments of a very gripping atmosphere for Andrian. Andrian raised his forehead to come into contact with Nadin's forehead, then he whispered the words of love, which had piled deep into his heart.
“I love you so much Nadin. ”
“Only you will marry me... ”
Nadin bit his lip, again holding back the quivering stuffing that was about to come out. Andrian continued to fumble, chanting the words of love. Which is possible, if Andrian says it at times where their relationship has not become this complicated, Nadin makes sure he will jump happily with a body that greets Andrian with enthusiasm.
But now it's different. Nadin's body is like porcelain that if touched, would become fragile in an instant. Her cries would definitely come out with open lips, letting out a sobbing sound that would sound loud.
Andrian grabbed Nadin's back neck. rubbing him inside with his thumb, then Andrian close his lips with Nadin's forehead.
Cup
Both of Nadin's eyes closed, when Andrian kissed his forehead. It took five minutes for Andrian to pull his face back away from Nadin.
After the moment Andrian took a breath, then exhaled again, with so difficult his lips said the thing that would be the end of everything.
“If this is indeed his path. ”
“I'll let you go, Nadin. ”