
" Mister "Call me softly without looking at Thomas and I still hide my face in the chest of the man's field 'I do not hear his words which I have only the quiet sound of the man's silence .
" Call me Thomas, Hellen "send him after a moment of silence
I also fell silent for a moment while digesting the words that sounded the command from the man's mouth .
" Thomas, Don't hurt me, I beg you, I'm really scared" I said slowly telling you how I felt at this moment
" They always entered my dreams even when I closed my eyes, I was really scared "So on me again but Thomas was still silent as he kept gently stroking my hair.
" They all chased me, they also told me that they had killed them . Is this all me ? Is all this my fault ? " My words are getting louder and slower even I doubt Thomas will listen to it or not.
" No "That's the only answer Thomas said
I fell silent without a sound at all after the man said the short word, now my fear is even less and less , and at once I felt Thomas's embrace loosening not how long he let go of his embrace .
I was silent and faced directly with Thomas's eyes , looking into the man's eyes was something I didn't really want but I had no choice because I didn't want that figure to become a monster .
I felt Thomas's face was very close to mine, a very flat face with no smile at all, perhaps a typical Thomas man who rarely or perhaps never smiled , because I see Thomas' cold face more often and his terrible grin than his smile .
Now the fear of the figure of the man suddenly disappeared somewhere even now I do not feel fear like before . I haven't told Gery exactly what I'm feeling 'cause I just told Thomas about the dreams I've had all along ..
I felt that the dream was very real when they came to me . Mother, Father, Reyhan even Doctor Charles they all wronged me for their deaths . They said I was a killer and when I woke up suddenly the flash of the murder filled my head, leaving me so scared and always paranoid .
I kept staring at Thomas who was now staring at me intensely, and I felt a cold but warm big hand touching my right cheek , I felt that big hand gently caressing my cheek slowly .
I just fell silent and somehow I was enjoying it, I don't know why, it's just that I felt something comfortable and felt safe filling my heart cavity right now .
I feel as if this person in front of me will not hurt me in the slightest even now I do not feel any fear that there is only a feeling of security and calm .
I caught a glimpse for the first time of a small smile plastered clearly on Thomas' handsome face . I saw him smile to make me hold my breath, the kind of smile that Thomas was emitting could make anyone smile when I saw him I could even breathe properly when the man told me .
" Breathe Hellen, you don't want to die in vain by holding your breath like that, not "he said to wake me up
I let out my breath slowly As soon as we fell silent again and the room was silent again but Thomas had not let go of his gaze from my direction .
" Hellen "Call her with a different voice unlike her usual cold and flat sounding
" Can I ask for one request ? " His voice was soft and still kept staring at me
I fell silent without a sound and continued to stare at him as if agreeing he said with my silence , I was still waiting for the man to resume his words but Thomas was still silent until finally my body became stiff as I felt the man's breath blowing through the surface of my face .
Our distance is now getting closer even the warm breath of Thomas is so felt on my face as if we were sharing a breath .
" What y— "my word is interrupted
I could not continue my words when I felt a lip touch the surface of my lips, I could not even think of anything when my lower lip was kissed*p .
I even closed my eyes as the kiss grew softer and rubbed my lips as if I was enjoying the sensation, even I opened my lips a little bit and let a lid*h into my mouth .
I nodded slowly as the man's left hand stroked my waist and his right hand pressed against my back head . I felt that the kiss Thomas gave me was getting more intimate but strangely I enjoyed it , I couldn't even breathe properly as Thomas stroked my mouth .
Now Thomas let go of our kiss*n and ignored the sali*a that was barada around his lips and probably also around my lips . Suddenly my face was so hot that it made me a little embarrassed and cursed myself for what happened .
Suddenly I felt a breath of air near my ear, I don't know when Thomas had brought his face to my ear and he whispered softly there.
" Don't leave me Hellen, that way I promise I won't hurt you even a fingernail . Don't leave me, that's my request . Stay by my side for as long as I want Hellen, stay within my reach for as long as I want" Thomas said pausing his words
" Hellen, can you promise me that? , that way I promise to give it all to you , promise me that ? are you ready ? " His welcome again while now staring at me with a gentle gaze
I was still silent as I held my breath when I heard the man's explanation, I really can't think clearly at this time because of Thomas's kiss and greeting that I so suddenly received .
" Thomas I---"
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