Doctor & Farmer

The flashback 2

Kyra was laying on her tired body as she had just returned home from the village health facility when her phone rang.

He took the phone from his bag to see who called him, Agus called him.

“Halo mas ... “ Sapa Kyra's.

“Halo baby, some time ago you asked for a special time with me, later tonight how about we meet?” Ask Agus across the phone.

“Iya mas, where will we meet?” Kyra asked back.

“I want us to meet at your home only, if you do not return to the city and also if you do not mind.” Agus said from across.

“Oke mas, I don't mind, anyways I'm less excited to go-go.” Kyra agreed to Agus's remarks.

“You're okay, aren't you, baby?” agus' voice was so worried.

“I'm fine mas, I'm just tired because it was a patient very much who came.” Obviously Kyra made Agus's worries less, but Agus was very worried about Kyra as he told her the truth later.

“Thank God, yes have rest for a while, later soak warm water to be more relaxed.” Agus said attentively.

“Iya mas, thanks for the suggestion. Yes already then, I want to soak first to the afternoon.” Kyra.

“OK, see you later my doctor of love.”

“Sama-sama my handsome farmer.” Kyra's reply made them chuckle at each other before hanging up their phone calls.

“Will after the talk later, we can still smile like this? I'm afraid to disappoint your heart.” Kyra murmured with laughter imagining Agus' reaction when he said honestly.

“But it seems like mas Agus also there is something he wants to say to me, seeing some time ago he was like depressed, ah. I don't know, hopefully this is just my feeling, I just want, hopefully mas Agus will be fine, as well as later when he knows the truth, hopefully he can understand my position.” Kyra speaks for herself. 

Then he went to the bathroom and immediately flushed all over his body with the warm water flowing from his bathroom shower. So long he was under warm water so he could feel more relaxed.

The door of Kyra's house is knocked from the outside while Kyra is relaxing enjoying her hot chocolate. He immediately moved from his seat to see who was coming.

“Goodnight darling.” Sapa Agus looks a bit clumsy like never before.

“Goodnight also my dear Alex, please sit down first, I get you hot chocolate also to make the body warmer.” Agus immediately sat his body on the porch of Kyra's house, while Kyra went in to take a drink for Agus.

Before long Kyra brought two ceramic glasses of hot chocolate for Agus as well for him.

“Drink first mas, while still warm.” Kyra gave one glass of ceramic she held to Agus.

“Thank you dear.” Agus said he received the drink Kyra gave him, then slowly shaved hot chocolate to warm his body.

“Will the word dear still be thrown from the lips mas Agus if I have said honestly later?” Kyra murmured with a sad look towards Agus.

“What's the matter, baby? Why are you looking at me like that?” Agus asked who was also a bit nervous due to Kyra's gaze.

“Ah, no why mas, then why are you nervous huh?” Kyra apparently realized Agus' nervousness.

“Ah, eng-not kok.” Agus replied slightly.

“Why do I feel skinned with Kyra's gaze? Maybe he already knows? No way, huh! Where should I start?” Agus' heart felt very guilty.

“I want to be honest!” suddenly the two cried out simultaneously. And the two of them were stretched out and looked at each other questioningly.

“You first mas.” Kyra.

“No, ladies first.” Agus invited Kyra to speak first.

“I don't think I'm quite ready to talk, you were okay mas.” Kyra quibbled because she was not ready to get a disappointed look from Agus, although she still had to be honest, but she wanted to hear first, the honesty of what Agus wanted to say.

“Alright, but before I really expect your forgiveness if later there are words that hurt you.”

The deg!

“It is precisely I who will hurt you mas.” Inner Kyra Sissy.

“Speak mas, I listen, and even if your concerns are true, hopefully I can accept it as long as there is a good reason.” Kyra's sincere words seemed to be a strength for Agus to tell the truth.

Agus brought the chair he was sitting on across the table to get closer to Kyra. Agus grabbed Kyra's fingers and started the conversation.

“I'm sorry if I've forced you into the snare of my heart but it only ends up throwing you into the abyss of destruction and disappointment.” Kyra frowned with a questionable look into Agus' eyes.

“What do you mean mas?” Ask Kyra. “What would not be the other way if I later told you honestly mas?” Inner Kyra.

“Not that I want to play you, not that I do not love you dear, but I am forced.” Agus' words paused, tightness in his chest made it difficult for him to continue his words.

Agus lowered his head until he touched Kyra's hand which he was holding to breathe as much oxygen as possible. After his heart calmed down, he continued his words.

“I love you so much, but I'm in a dilemma, I'm back betrothed by daddy, and this time mommy is not on my side anymore, and if I insist on keeping you, it will be free, too, daddy said your parents wouldn't accept me if I had a conflict with my parents.

I didn't believe daddy's words at first, I thought it was just his alibi to make it easier for daddy to weaken my firmness, but daddy's sharp look strengthened his earnestness, daddy doesn't seem to lie about your parents, I also believe, but if it's wrong, let me keep you even without my parents' blessing.” Agus looked so depressed, especially when he felt Kyra's fingers were more tightly grasping her fingers.

Agus looked at Kyra's teary eyes. Agus saw sadness in the eyes of the girl he loved so much.

“Daddy's words you're right mas, my papa can't accept a guy with a problem with his parents to be his son-in-law, papa once said directly to me when we're out of the way three with Jesse.” Agus raised his face to hear Kyra's words just now. Apparently the word daddy is not making it up.

“Don't feel guilty because you're back in a match, and don't feel guilty about me in your current position. Apparently God outlines us with the same fate.” I heard Kyra's restrained sobs.

“What do you mean dear?” agus asked a little confused.

“I, I was also betrothed to my parents' choice of mas, they said no longer trust the man of my own choice after the incident Dito the other day. My defense of you was unable to shake my parents' decision.

I can't speak anymore mas, I'm just trying to prepare myself to face hatred from you when I'm honest. Clearly Kyra was accompanied by her bated sobs.

“I love you so much, and wish you were the last man God sent to be my companion, but in fact the decree of the Lord says otherwise. Why would God bring us together if it ended up just being like this.” Kyra's broken cry can't be held back anymore. He is no longer strong enough to hold tight because he has to accept the fate of not being able to unite with the man he loves and love him very much.

Agus knelt in front of Kyra and immediately grabbed the body of the girl he loved so much into his arms, Kyra with a little bowed back to the embrace of Agus no less tightly, no less, his sobs are still heard clearly for the sake of letting go of the love that is blooming it must run aground and wither because of the decision of both parents each.

“Please promise you will live happily with the man of your parents choice dear, let our name occupy the deepest corner of our heart, you will never be replaced by anyone in my heart even if I have to live with someone else.” Agus' voice rang out, he could no longer hold back the turmoil in his heart. Kyra can only nod her head to agree with Agus.

“Ka-you should also promise the same mas.” Kyra answered a nod by Agus.

Finally both of them were immersed in their feelings by still hugging tightly, after a while Agus unraveled his embrace. Then in his eyes Kyra's beautiful face reddened with puffy eyes and tears that are still flowing.

“I will always love you.” Whisper Agus, then he moved his face to see Kyra's blushing lips that were so tempting, in the kiss of Kyra's lips for the last time, seeing Kyra there was no refusal Agus to re-launch his kiss, this time it was more than a kiss, even Kyra replied to what Agus did.

Being carried away by their atmosphere until they forget that what they do is very prone to being seen by others because the place is so open, Kyra who too late realized immediately ending her actions.

The breath of the two gasped, Kyra who was slightly embarrassed was only able to lower her face.

“Thank you dear, promise not to be hostile when we meet our respective partners.” Please Agus while raising Kyra's chin to stare at her, and Kyra just nods her head.

“I will try though it will be very heavy. Thank you for everything you gave me.” Kyra.

After both promised to live happily with their respective partners later, Agus also said goodbye to go home because the night was getting late.

After Agus died, Kyra again continued her crying, she did not think that her fate and Agus could be similar, apparently when the other day Agus hugged her in front of his friends because he felt the same sorrow as Kyra felt.

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