Do'A In My Silence
chapter 15
after finishing dinner, Fatih and his parents went to his room to rest, Fatih invited ara to sit on the sofa in the room because he wanted to talk and say something to ara.ara also obeyed Fatih's words and sat on the sofa beside Fatih.
" i want to say about our marriage relationship" Fatih said.
" yes I will listen to him" said Ara.
" i'm sorry maybe this will hurt you, our marriage on the basis of an arranged marriage I hope you don't have too much hope for this marriage, the color I love other women I love so much."fatih said. Actually, Fatih did not want to say that he had another woman but Fatih did not want to make ara too hopeful on this marriage relationship.
" ara understood mas,ara tau mas Fatih received this matchmaking because he did not want to make his parents mas Fatih disappointed to mas Fatih,ara could see when Fatih received this matchmaking the look of Fatih's face was very forced, and so was I, ara also accepted this matchmaking because he did not want to make the parents disappointed.so Fatih did not have to worry about this marriage, he did not have to worry about this marriage,ara will not expect more because Aaa tau mas Fatih does not accept this marriage and our relationship is only limited to husband and wife" said ara.
actually ara said that because she didn't want to look weak in Fatih's eyes,honestly ara sad a wife will certainly be sad when she knows that her husband does not accept the relationship between the two of them and her husband loves other women.but ara try hard and do not want to look weak in front of Fatih.
"it's good that you understand and don't expect too much from our current status" Fatih said
" yes, I understand and understand very well that we are just status,but ara asks in front of our parents ara ask to be ordinary as a couple husband and wife in general so that our parents do not know our actual relationship and ara also do not want to make ara's parents and ara's in-laws were disappointed, and sad
" well if it's Fatih's decision, he'll do it" said ara.
after he finished talking with ara and said what he wanted in his marriage relationship with ara, Fatih also told ara to sleep in the bed while he slept on the sofa in the room, which is in the room, although she had slept one bed with ara while at her in-laws' house but at this time Fatih was thinking of keeping a distance with ara and she preferred to sleep on the sofa.ara was just nodding and straight away laying her body in the bed of the room fatih.ara did not ask much because ara tau Fatih did not want to sleep in bed with him even though Fatih had slept in bed with figs while in the house ,because the sofa in the fig room was very small and finally Fatih slept in the bed with the fig.
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at 5:00 am I woke up from my sleep, and I saw Fatih sleeping on the couch,ara was actually kasian to Fatih who had to sleep on the sofa while he slept on the bed but Fatih chose to sleep on the sofa so ara just silence because it had become Fatih's desire.
ara also awakens Fatih to pray congregational dawn because even though Fatih does not consider the fig as a wife,ara remained respectful of Fatih as her husband and she as a wife had to remind Fatih to carry out her obligations as a Muslim.Fatih who heard the fig woke her up to the congregational dawn prayer immediately,he immediately went to the bathroom and ablution, while the fig he prepared prayer equipment for himself and also Fatih.after Fatih ablution also entered the bathroom for ablution. after the two had finished taking ablution and wearing prayer equipment, Fatih also performed the morning prayers in congregation with figs.
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