
..."God don't teach me to fear loss, but teach me to let go without regret"...
..._Alarick Zalman Maheer...
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If our togetherness is only to make us, limited to healing each other's wounds because of others. We better not meet. Because when your wounds heal and you leave, unfortunately your departure will become a new wound for me.
If our closeness is only that, we should not have to establish a relationship like this. Because what good would it be if the one who managed to heal me was the one who hurt me more than I did yesterday?
Bell came home and sounded liora et al walking out of class to go to the parking area.
"Gee!!" The voice that called out to the girl was very well known to liora. The voice was no longer foreign to him. A voice he had not heard for a long time from the mouth of the master. A voice he had longed for, but now maybe not anymore?.
Deg.
Liora sighed furiously then turned to face the person who had called her name earlier.
"What?" Liora asked with a flat face she set her gaze in the other direction not looking at her interlocutor.
"I miss you, Ra," Ellard immediately hugged Liora's body tightly. Without caring about the other students and friends of the girl who was looking at him with a questioning look.
Liora still did not respond. She was shocked Ellard suddenly hugged her. He was trying to hold his heartbeat that was beating uncontrollably. To be honest he also misses the figure of the guy who hugs him at this time. His feelings may still be there to this day or have faded.
"Ra, how are you quiet, you don't miss me" Lirih ellard whispered to Liora's ear. Their embrace was still going on no one let go of that hug each other.
"El," A few seconds later, Liora was silent. Finally he let out a voice even though he was trembling slightly.
No, not because he was afraid of the guy, but because he was crying, just felt another warm embrace that he had not felt for a long time from this figure in front of him.
"A-akuu misses you, too" said Liora, tightening her arms. The guy could only smile happily at the girl's reply.
It turned out that Liora still had feelings for him just like she had for the girl.
"Ra," Call keysa in a slow voice.
Liora and ellard both let go of her embrace. Then he looked at Keysa as if asking.
Keysa turned his eyeballs to Alarick. To make his best friend aware of the existence of alarick. Which turned out to have witnessed the hug of his girl with someone else. Especially if the person knows his ex.
Liora who understood Keysa's vision, she turned to look at someone her best friend meant.
He gulped with difficulty, his face looked panicked, when he saw who the person who was meant by keysa.
Yes, the person in question is alarick. Liora put her foot forward wanting to approach alarick but her steps came to a halt as alarick shook his head.
"Al, I can clear it," Liora said. The girl squeezed her skirt hard.
Alarick walked over to Liora, not with the sincere smile that liora had gotten. But the guy smiled blandly at the girl.
"He who?" The question he asked seemed to intimidate him. He was nervous to answer what.
"Gue his girlfriend, yes, ra" Ellard replied casually while embracing liora's slender waist.
Dada alarick felt tight, when watching how his girl was embraced by others in front of his own eyes, like something hit his chest, he said, her reddened eyes held back the tear bulges that would fall on her cheeks. "Daughter?" Beo alarick, then looked back at Liora, asking for an explanation to the girl.
If it is true that the man in front of him is the man of his girl, it means that all this time, he was stupid enough to be lied to by liora. He thought he was the only guy the girl loved, apparently...Winner of old people. He laughed at himself in his heart.
"B-no, Al," Refused liora to release the ellard embrace from her waist. The girl had a pale face.
"Then who?" Alarick clenched his hands, he stared disappointedly at Liora.
"People in my past," Liora replied without clarity. Then the girl reached for alarick's hand but was quickly picked up by the guy.
"How can I accept the facts?" Alarick said slowly.
"It turns out true yes, love runs out in the old man it really exists," continued his bland chuckle.
Liora shook her head, a sign of inadmissibility with a word of alarick. His tongue was too faint to say a single word.
"I'm sorry I was so dead, so bad it turned out this condition, so many good people came to me intending to be a rainbow after the rainstorm that I've been through, but still gabisa make me accept them and ngizininin them into my life, I don't know why? What is clear is that I can't describe my own feelings-I'm sorry, I'm kind of in love with you---"
"Just yesterday's problem, you haven't explained it yet, now the problem arises again. You like to be warm, make suprise for me hhaha," Alarick laughed blandly at Liora.
"Al, listen to my explanation first, I'm the same El have nothing to do anymore, I promise I won't repeat the same thing as before," Said liora staring at the guy before her with teary eyes.
He was afraid that Alarick would end his relationship with him. Although the truth is he has not had any feelings for the guy. I don't know why he didn't want to let go of this guy with a nice face.
"This time, can you promise me no more? Don't utter a sentence that falls connotation hope yesterday man past so, I hope not with you-" Alarick uttered in a distinctive soft voice as he spoke with liora all along.
He can still be patient and speak softly so that his girl is not offended and so that her girl does not feel pain hearing the harsh words or snapping that he throws at Liora. He was still thinking about the girl's feelings even though he was already disappointed.
"For this time, just give me enough proof? Make sure everything is okay, make sure you are not the next injury, do not like yesterday, I'm afraid" said alarick, smiling sincerely at the girl in the jacket.
"I go home first, yeah, take good care of myself-"
"Don't think about today's problems, I don't want to worry, don't worry about me, you have to stay healthy, I don't want you to get sick anymore and I don't want you to do anything," Said alarick while rubbing the girl's hair gently.