Director, Let's Divorce

##Bab 117 Letting Go of Each Other's Hands

Febi didn't even know how to say this to Julian. Till

now, Febi still remembered Julian's sparkling eyes when he told her

this news was on that night.

Julian looked at her deeply. The look did not know if he believed

or didn't. Febi's heart was pounding and she pursed her lips, then

he said, "Sit down for a second, I'll keep these things

." used to."

"Hmm" replied Julian. Then, Febi hugged the document with

close and go back to the room.

After a while, Febi came out and saw Julian sitting on the sofa

while watching TV. Julian looked a little tired, with his hands propping up his forehead

and his brows furrowed slightly, as if he was having a headache.

Febi's heart ached.

He walked over, then sat down next to Julian and asked

gently, "Is your head hurting again?"

Seeing Febi come out, he showed a serious expression, as if on purpose

concealed it. Julian gathered his spirit and shook his head,

"It's okay, it doesn't hurt too much."

Febi stared at her furrowed brows and subconsciously stretched out

his hands to touch it. Febi's concerned eyes met with a gaze

Julian, "Don't hide it in front of me. No matter how much

fragile you, I've seen it before. I wouldn't

making fun of you."

His tone was soft and every word expressed concern

it was not hidden, making Julian very touched. However, if Febi finds out

julian's disease is not a migraine, but a hundred times worse than that and

it might be life-threatening, what would Febi think?

Naturally, Febi had no idea what Julian was thinking, so Febi

pat her feet. Julian glanced at him cluelessly, so Febi patted

again, "Lay down, I'll help you massage. Actually, I used to

massaged my mother a lot, but after all this time, I don't know if

my abilities are deteriorating."

"We'll know after trying it." Julian

his lips, then lay down and rested his head on Febi's lap.

The slender fingers of Febi encircled Julian's temple. Massage force

Febi was medium and her finger was very soft, making Julian feel a deep sense of comfort

indescribable.

In such a calm atmosphere, there were only the two of them, so heart

they're very calm. Even Julian's headache seemed to disappear within

an instant....

Julian lay on his back while looking at him. Febi lowered her head

and her fragrant hair fell down and swept over Julian's face. Julian took

a few strands and put them under his nose and sniffed them with

vulturine.

"Do you want to close your eyes and rest?" Febi massaging

seriously so. It was obvious he seemed oblivious to Julian's concentration

disturbed though.

"I heard you mention your mother a few times. Why don't you guys

living together?" julian asked while playing with the end of her hair.

Calling his mother, Febi's eyes turned slightly dark. He pondered for a moment, though,

then he said, "My mother's condition is not very good. He is on medication at

overseas and happened to accompany my sister to school. My father-in-law who

paid for medical expenses for years. But, he'll be soon

back."

When mentioning his mother will return, a smile appears on Febi's face,

it was obvious he was waiting for it. Julian looked at him with dark eyes,

don't know what he's thinking.

After a while, he asked again, "It looks like a relationship

you guys are so good."

"Of course, how could a family have such a relationship

lousy? But...." Febi paused, her eyes met Julian's eyes,

"There's always a barrier between me and my mom. In my memory, it seems

I rarely see him smile at me. Especially after a car accident

ten years ago, when my sister lost her leg because of me.... As if

there is an impassable chasm between my mother and me. Sometimes, I

wondering if she hates me...."

Speaking up to here, Febi's words suddenly came to a halt.

Julian could hear the sadness in his tone and was about to open up

his mouth to comfort him. However, when he opened his eyes, he saw

Febi was looking at him seriously. It was as if the gloomy atmosphere just now had been

disappeared in the blink of an eye.

"What do you see?" Julian flicked his finger on the forehead

Febi.

Febi smiled and shook her head, "I must be very

missed my sister, so I just felt you two were a bit alike. However,

now that I look closer, I don't think so. I thought

he and Vonny are actually a little similar."

It was as if Julian had not expected Febi to say such a thing, either,

Julian was a little surprised and his expression was complicated.

"Conscious." Febi pulled the end of her hair and scratched the end

julian's nose. Obviously Febi just said those words casually and

not taking it seriously. Because in the next moment, he had already changed the topic

talk, "Stop talking about me, tell me about you. I

have something I want to ask you...."

Febi's expression became solemn and a little firm.

Julian was still immersed in what he had just said and did not

noticing the change in his expression, he simply said, "Say."

"Does your hotel ... have unsanitary transactions?" ask

Febi politely while pinching her.

Julian suddenly regained his senses from his daydream and looked at Febi, "Why

you're asking that?"

"... let's just say I'm just curious."

"Every year there will be a large number." In front of Febi, Julian

not concealed.

It wasn't surprising, but Febi didn't expect Julian to

speaking frankly in front of him. "I'm just curious. Actually you are

could lie to me."

Julian looked at him calmly, "The current environment is like

these. Many people want to benefit from every project, this is

the unblemished thing."

Febi listened to Julian's words, but her heart felt depressed....

What Julian says is beyond reproach is social rules and

principles in business. Often just by adjusting to

this rule, a new person can rise to the top and become a powerful person.

However, the law has never paid any attention to the present environment and not even

will be compassionate.

"What are you thinking?" Julian looked at her with eyes

figure out.

Febi avoided Julian's gaze while shaking her head and

asked gently, "Is your head still hurting? Do you feel

any better?"

After that question, Febi suddenly only felt a sense of sadness and

the tip of his nose felt sore.

Overcook....

If Febi goes back to the Dinata Family Residence and returns to Nando's side,

who's gonna be the woman who looks after Julian when he has a headache

any more? In the lap of the woman where will she lie?

Thinking of this, Febi's hand massaging Julian trembled slightly.

How'this?

Just thinking about it, Febi had already started to get jealous and she already felt

uncomfortable in his chest....

Febi will care, will be jealous....

Yet....

Later, Febi had no position to care about this anymore.

Afraid of her tears, Febi was about to pull her hand back,

"You get up first, I want to go to the bathroom."

The hand that was about to be drawn was quickly held by Julian.

The heat in the palm, radiating from the fingertips all the way to his heart.

Febi looked at Julian unconsciously. At the next moment, Julian suddenly

raising his hand and grasping Febi's chin, he pulled Febi's face

clean.

Julian continued to stare at Febi, her delicate and clean facial features reflected

clearly in his eyes. Of course Julian could not ignore the sadness

which could not be hidden in Febi's eyes.

"You're thinking about something?" ask Julian in tone

lowly. The eyes seemed to see everything about him and knew the contents

her heart.

Febi's breathing was panting, even her heart was shrinking as well.

As long as Febi thinks there's no chance of them being together, sense

the pain in his heart felt as if the most important thing in his body was peeled off

little by little....

Sadistic and cruel.

"Well, there's something on my mind." Febi looked at him and

nods. The distance between the two is so close. Febi did not dodge, she just continued

look into Julian's eyes.

Greedy, nostalgic as if he wanted to carve out every feature of Julian's face

in his heart and remember him for life....

"I said I'm jealous, do you believe me?" ask

Febi hesitated.

Julian smiling. He did not let go and just continued to look at her,

"Why are you jealous?"

"I heard someone say...." Febi frowned

his lips and said intentionally, "Someone named Miss Valentia

it's back."

Valentia's?

Julian's eyes darkened, his deep and complicated gaze making Febi

slightly overwhelmed. Febi extended her hand to cover Julian's eyes,

"Don't look at me like that, I just said casually, you don't

need to answer."

Julian grabbed his hand and pulled it down. Julian wasn't immediately

speaking, but he pulled Febi's face down.

Each one's lips touched each other. At that time, both

dumbfounded.

Febi's lips were as tender as flower petals and filled with a sweet fragrance.

Even in a distant city, Julian would miss her.

make him feel this comfortable....

While Julian's lips were cold and still had the scent of wine

gentler. Just like her who can easily get people drunk.

Without a doubt, Julian quickly deepened his kiss. As if he

has put out the longing of the last two days into this kiss. Before

Febi took a breath, the tip of Julian's tongue had already penetrated into his mouth and

entangled with.

All sorts of emotions raged in Febi's heart.

There's aversion, nostalgia and discomfort....

All of it gathered on his chest, making him want to vent everything.

Febi suddenly hooked up and responded excitedly. Both

they kiss until their breath gasps.

Febi's breathing was panting, her face was dazed, but she was still trying

hard to think clearly, "Tasya will return at any time...."

"Then let's move somewhere else." Although Tasya

held back by Agustino, it might not be easy to go. However, in that place

not their own, they will not be happy.

...

Back on the Acacia Road, the night continues.

Inside the room, the temperature increases gradually .

burning at any time....

Men and women are tightly intertwined in a charming room....

But nevertheless....

No matter how much intimacy, it also cannot eliminate gloom

and the reluctance in Febi's heart at this moment.

...

Overnight.

Febi was very worried and did not fall asleep.

As Febi turned around in the middle of the night, she woke Julian up.

Julian reached out and pulled Febi into his arms, then without

consciously kissed his eyebrows and eyes gently.

At that moment, Julian almost made Febi's tears drip. Fear

waking him up again, Febi did not even dare to breathe too hard, so she

hugging Julian firmly and drifting in his arms at this moment.

At dawn the next day. Before Julian woke up, Febi hurriedly

get up and go.

He did not allow himself to have a chance to be greedy....

...

It's still morning. Febi did not go straight to the hotel, but returned to the

the Tasya Apartment first. He took the key, then pushed the door. Moments

he entered, Febi saw a pair of men's leather shoes placed on the door.

Febi was stunned for a moment. When Febi realized that Agustino was here,

he had already heard Tasya's voice coming from the room.

"Don't be like this! Don't...." Breathing and breathing

sound centile. Just by hearing it, Febi already knew what was happening in

that room.

"You even gave birth to my son, is it too late to

reject me now?"

"Diam ... hey! Where do you kiss! Agustino, don't kiss

that place, did you hear ..." Rejection at the end

become a centile tone.

"Obey, don't make trouble, I'll make you

it's convenient...."

"Febi's coming back, I beg you, let's go...."

...

Febi blushed outside the door. When he heard the last words

Tasya, he even held his breath and did not dare to breathe loudly because

afraid he'll bother them.

Febi tiptoed back to her room and took a shower. When composed

in the bathroom, Febi looked at herself in the large mirror.

There was a dark red mark on his snow-white skin. All of that on

very ambiguous positions, such as chest and waist....

Those tracks are all the ones Julian left behind last night,

it was as if he wanted to mark Febi as his.

Febi's uncontrollable fingers clung to the mark. Till

now, it seems that Julian's breath and kiss power are still left....

But nevertheless....

Did Julian know from today, Febi would no longer be

hers....

Thinking of this, Febi's chest ached and her eyes suddenly

redden. Febi did not dare to look further. He turned around, then took

clean clothes and wear them yourself to cover the former****

ambiguous that.

Febi, the road was handpicked.

As long as Julian's okay, then it doesn't matter....

...

After taking a bath, Febi put on makeup to make herself look

fresh, then out while carrying a bag. Tasya and Agustino are not out yet

chamber. In his heart, Febi had already intended to ask permission for Tasya.

After boarding the bus and arriving at the hotel door, the phone rang. Julian is

telephoning. Maybe he just woke up and realized Febi was gone, so he

phoned Febi to ask her wrongs.

Initially Febi wanted to answer the phone, but when she switched

looking at him, he saw a police car passing by.

"Miss, do you know where Mr. Julian's office is?" ask

one of the uniformed policemen stuck his head out during the police car

stop in front of Febi. Looking at the police uniform, Febi felt a little confused and

subconsciously clenched the bag with both hands.

Seeing Febi not answering, the man asked again, "You don't

know?"

It was only then that Febi awoke from her daydream, "You guys ...

what are you looking for?"

knotted.

"We want to find Mr. Julian to ask you something. Hows it?

Do you know?"

Febi shook her head, "I. You ask

to others only!"

The police car did not stop and drove quickly to the hotel.

Febi looked at the back of the car in a daze, Febi's heart continuing

vibrates. After pondering for a moment, he quickly picked up his phone to

make calls. He also ignored Julian's missed call.

The phone rang several times before connecting and the word sounded

"hello" is lazy from there. It's very clear that person is not yet

waking up.

"Are you the one who spread the data?" ask Febi

direct.

Nando was a little aware, "Now you're just talking about

divorce or is she with me?"

However Febi ignored his words, "You should be very clear, after all,

if the data is scattered out. All my life, I couldn't go back to

Dinata Family Residence!"

"really? Then get ready and come back tonight! Don't

worry, I won't send the data before I bring you back!"

"You won't?" Febi was a little surprised, "Then why

the cops come here?"

Nando was also stunned for a moment.

The cops?

Don't know what the Big Madam is planning.

Nando simply said, "Maybe have heard the rumors, so

they went to find out. You also know the arrest for bribery

it's been very high recently."

Before hanging up the phone, Nando added, "I'll pick you up

after coming home from work today and helping you move."

"..." - ".Febi wanted to refuse, she wanted to tell him by

hard, don't dream. However, when he turned his eyes and looked

a police car was parked in the hotel, all of those words could not be spoken.

Febi ... had no choice....

...

Tasya arrived two hours late.

He hurriedly sent an email to send. When he looked, he

seeing Febi sitting on the chair in a daze. As per last night's estimate

and Mr Julian was together, shouldn't he be excited this morning?

Tasya leaned over and glanced at Febi, the phone on the table ringing and

julian's number flashes on the screen. Tasya patted him on the shoulder, "Hey, early in the morning

you've been daydreaming. You can't hear your phone?"

After regaining consciousness, Febi did not see him, she just set up the phone

into silent mode. He did not dare to answer his call again, he was afraid ...

afraid he wasn't firm enough and ended up hurting her....

"What's wrong?" Tasya could not help but glance at him.

He let out a long sigh, "Tonight .. I'll move."

Tasya was stunned for a moment and immediately understood what was going on.

"Feci...."

"I have no choice...." Febi knew what Tasya wanted

say, he raised his head towards Tasya, "If it was Agustino who

in the matter now, what about you? How will you decide?

"

An augustino?

Tasya was a little surprised and wanted to say, Agustino's problem does not exist

relationship with. However, after pondering for a moment, this sentence could not

uttered.

Not knowing since when, Tasya and the man had actually been involved.

"I can understand your choice." In the end, Tasya only

saying so.

Love is a senseless thing.

"Actually, life is like this, there is profit and

lose it." Febi smiled and tried her best to think openly,

"I'm not divorced, anyway. The days of living quietly like

it's like it's stolen.... Now, I'm just going back to

my old life. Because I can live it before, now ...

it shouldn't be a problem...."

Tasya suddenly did not know how to answer. What Febi said

just to persuade or deceive yourself. However, who can

tricked?

When someone enters the heart. To separate, it is

pain that pierces the bone.

Moreover, with his choice, Febi had absolutely no way

exited....

"Stop laughing, you look worse when you laugh

than crying." Tasya pinched Febi's face, her chest also felt tight.

"It hurts!" Febi sighed and her tears fell.

Facing Tasya's sad eyes, he instantly averted his gaze while

rubbing his pinched cheeks and muttering in a hoarse voice, "Why

you pinch so hard?"

Tasya wants to say....

Tasya did not even exert any strength at all.

He also wants to say....

It was not Febi's face that hurt, but her heart....

However, looking at Febi's teary eyes, Tasya finally did not

I can say a word....

...

When Febi came home from work, she came out while embracing Tasya and looked

nando's car is parked in the distance.

Febi stopped, then took a deep breath and walked over. However,

Tasya grabbed his arm, "Febi, Mr. Julian!"

Febi looked towards Tasya and saw Julian walking towards her from

other direction. Due to the reflection of the sunset, Julian looks very

it was so hard to take his eyes off her.

Febi's heart was pounding.

It was as if something was calling out to Febi and she could barely

refrain from running towards Julian.

"Febri."

Nando's voice suddenly retracted his senses.

At this moment, Julian was already standing in front of him. From half a distance

meter, he could smell his unique scent. The smell that makes people

feeling calm and greedy....

"Why did he come here?" Julian also noticed Nando.

He raised his eyebrows slowly, his eyes glanced at Julian, then stared

Febi, "When did you leave this morning?"

Febi bit her lips so hard it paled.

Tasya stood to the side anxiously.

"Febi, mom and dad are waiting for us to come back for dinner.

Let's go, don't delay." Before he could answer, Nando had already come.

Nando said this on purpose, he stretched out his hand to hold

febi's hand and about to leave.

Nando did not even look at Julian, as if he did not at all

cares about his presence.

Febi was like a puppet whose soul had been snatched away. He was pulled up

walk a step forward. However, the next moment, the other hand was straight

arrested by someone.

Febi raised her head and saw Julian staring at Nando with

chilly. A cold and serious dark light shot out from the eyes that always

restrained and calm it down, "Let go of him!"

Nando smiled and replied, "Because we both hold

his hands, how about let him make a choice? Let her

tell us who should let go of his hand!"

Febi looked at Nando. Why did he have to make it difficult like this?

Yet Nando still had a slow smile and was full of determination,

"My wife, you chose."

The word 'wife' made Febi feel even more desperate, she looked at Julian

unknowingly and rightly....

Julian's face turned sour and his dark eyes stared at Febi with

straight, as if asking what was going on. Although at this time, compared

with firmness as he faced Nando, while staring at Febi his gaze had been

back soft.

The eyes were faint, but implied that belief made Febi feel

guilty.

The feeling was like being beaten by a whip. To the skin and the flesh

lacerated....

In this world, nothing is more cruel and painful than

hurt someone you love with your own hands....

The hand held by Julian moved only slightly. With

such a small action, Julian had already sensed his intentions. His eyes became cold

and he clasped his hands tighter, "Give me an excuse!"

Three words that could easily make her cry. But nevertheless....

Febi simply took a deep breath and swallowed back the bitter liquid

that's.

"That's my house. I'm married to Nando. So, fast or

I have to go back slowly."

"You're divorced." Julian explained the facts, but he

pressing his tone.

"... no. That day, when I went to the Religious Court, I

regret it." Febi told a lie that she didn't even believe,

"I don't want a divorce."

Julian sneered coldly, he thought Febi was telling a joke

silly, "Febi, none of us are stupid. Maybe you don't even

can fool yourself with these words."

It's true, isn't it?

How could such a reason fool Julian?

Febi's fingers clenched tensely one by one. After a while,

Febi raised her head and looked at him. He was trying to suppress the vibrations within

his tone, until it sounded very calm, "Actually .

enough courage."

"If Nando and I get divorced. From now on, I'll be holding

widow's degree. I am an ordinary person and also I will be afraid of rumors.

Even if you really don't care at all. But, that doesn't mean

others don't mind. Together with you, I have to face more

rumors, more obstacles and even more suffering than

Dinata Family. I don't want to seek suffering anymore...."

Julian's calm expression changed little by little.

"If you're so scared, why don't you talk about it

with me? If you want to back off. Tell me what our actions mean

last night?" julian asked while gritting his teeth.

That last sentence made Nando's face turn pale. He stared

Febi, it was as if she was going to bite him to pieces.

Last night?

Febi was afraid that Julian's words would provoke Nando, so she tried

to pull his hand from Julian's palm. Julian held it

so hard that it instantly made his arm turn red. However, Febi

not feeling any pain, he just hurriedly said, "I've forgotten! So then

... Mr. Julian, please don't bring it up again!"

"Sir Julian?" He sneered, looking at her like a stranger.

The eyes were as sharp as thorns, as if they were going to stab him.

"I still have to move, I won't accompany you anymore."

Febi did not dare to look him in the eyes, she just said this, then turned around and

go awayl.

Febi turned around quickly, without pause, as if she was scared if she

hesitating for a moment, he would regret it.

A firm and cold shadow was seen by him into his eyes. Julian's Eyes

it darkened, he subconsciously tried to grab his hand back, but Febi

go to the side first.

His hands froze in the air just like that.

Hang up awkwardly.

Then, Julian clenched his hand tightly to his joints

whitened.

His hands felt empty....

Febi was already grabbed by Nando getting into the car and leaving.

Tasya stood to the side. Seeing them go further and further, he felt

uncomfortable but unable to speak.

...

Actually, Febi had only moved for a while, but she felt as if

it's been a long time. Returning to the Dinata Family Residence, he seemed unable to

hearing all the insults.

Febi faced the crowd, went upstairs, packed things

with stiff....

At night, Febi did not eat. After hearing Bella and Usha's sneers, the,

he put down his chopsticks and went upstairs.

After taking a bath, Febi put on her pajamas, then wrapped her body in

blanket and close your eyes. He really wanted to fall asleep like this. Provided

he fell asleep, he would think of nothing.

The tightness pain in his chest constantly came, making him feel

very tormented.

Febi wrapped herself in a blanket weakly and closed her eyes.

However, inside his mind continued to shadow that person. Just last night, they

sleep hugging each other, craving warmth from each other....

Today, they have become strangers....

"Wraping yourself so tightly, do you miss

her hug?" A sneering voice sounded at the door.

Febi was having an incredible headache. He had locked up

the door, but he forgot Nando had the room key.

He got up from the bed holding a pillow, he didn't even want to

looking at him, "If you want to sleep here, I'll sleep in the room

work," said Febi then walked to the side, trying to avoid Nando and

walk out. As he passed by, his arm was suddenly gripped by Nando.

Nando was so strong and a little rough, making Febi sick

frowning.

"Let go!"

He thrashed.

He suddenly pulled Febi in. At the next moment, Nando slammed

the door is hard. Febi staggered back a step, the pillow in her hand falling down.

Before he could stand up straight, Nando walked over while looking at him

from top to bottom and tightened his hands coldly, "Last night, last night,

what have you guys done?"

Febi should have been able to think about it.

Nando is a narrow-minded person. He wouldn't

I forgot what Julian said just now.

"Don't ask a question you already know the answer to! I

tired of today. I don't want to argue with you anymore. If you have

something to say, come back and tell me tomorrow" Febi said

coldly reaching out to take the pillow.

"Damn it! You cheated on me and you still feel yourself

that's right!" erang Nando furiously, his eyes suddenly reddened, "Say

to me, did you give her your first time? Really true?"

Febi smiled slightly. Seeing her sad appearance, she suddenly

feeling a sense of revenge, "Yes, what you used to despise, which is not

you want, now everything is not left. My body, my heart already

not yours anymore! So are you satisfied now?"

"You!" Nando raised his hand angrily. However,

the slap didn't fall. The palm of the hand became tighter and tighter

his fingers closed one by one. His eyes are getting darker.

Febi looked at Nando's palm and pressed her lips together

a mocking expression, "Why don't you slap? Don't you like it very much

slap me?"

"Shut up! Stop making me angry!" raung Nando was furious and

looking at him with reddened eyes, it was as if he was going to tear him apart. Moments

next, Nando suddenly pushed Febi, then stepped into the room, opening

the closet and took out her pajamas. Every movement is very strong and the closet doors

closed hard by it. In the middle of the night, the sound sounded terrifying.